Tuesday, April 13, 2010
10:21 AM
Have been working in RP for 2 months le? wow, nice working environment here and certainly nice working pals i've made :))) After work activities were great too, thx to RPSKW and the president of the club (grant) + curry (kah hwee) for always organizing the events. good job guys! But having said that, more than half the ppl here are going to leave or have already left which means by the next week, this place might just lose the "bubbly-ness" and all the nonsensical shit we do almost everyday. Oh well, then i guess its back to mundane work :)
Alot has happened over the past few weeks, or maybe its just alot of thoughts in my mind running. I've realised alot about the people around me and reviewed through alot of the things that have happened either in the past or recently. I've came up with a conclusion, that is that people's personality will nva change, its the mindset that does. And for some, they are just plain hopeless cause they just won't learn. Some can do anything just so they get what they want, some can deceive the whole world including themselves just so they get to their eventual goal while some others, can just be sad thinking that life is bad and everything is going against them. But what is the point of it all? Is life really bad or is ur expectations of life too high for ur own good? Is everything against you or are u just unable to cope with obstacles of life? Can you deceive everyone forever and live in ur own "belief/denial" while others live in reality. Are u able to go on ur beliefs knowing that u have already betrayed the trust of those that have given you. Can u live with the guilt of putting others in misery just so u can be "happy" that you got what you want. Can you even think? O.O and...... yup, some ppl can just live on with it. so oh well, haha :) 人在做, 天在看 . . . i believe one day everyone will receive what they deserved, good or bad. But anyway, i'm still glad that i've reviewed all the happenings every now and then and sometimes it sets me into deep thoughts. Though its saddening that somethings aren't the way u would want to believe it but i guess we just aren't god. Its not about determination and perserverance but more of letting nature take its course. Growing up is always a tough process and i'm glad i went through all the shit. At least now i know how much of shit the world actually has and how much shit i can actually take :) Everyone deserves a 2nd chance, but its just a 2nd chance, not the 3rd =x
Apart from that, grant and sam tgt with some frens are going for diving trip in tioman. Dam i can't join them though i really wanna have diving license and go for a diving trip. Dad and mum finds it a little too dangerous + a recent rise in sea activities' accidents. Well, i will respect their decision and not argue against that cause they afterall, have my interest at heart. Family is important, many just failed to realise that. It'll be too late to only cherish that when it is gone.
Bye all, i grew stronger. have you? =)
I have grown out of the dark room and start to see the light. I have grown to become stronger than i ever was. But deep down, i am still the boy i started out with..
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, April 04, 2010
12:06 AM
I'm so screwed up... sorry :(
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
12:41 AM
March. Its already 3 months into 2010. Time really passes when u are working or when u do not really look much into things and think too much. I figured out that once u have too much free time to think about stupid issues, u tend to get stuck in the time space and can never let time flow at its normal speed. =\
Have been working at RP for about a month le. Work there is not tiring, but neither is it too boring. Met lotsa nice working pals, lotsa old frens too. And when frens work tgt, things get a little too fun ( with all the shit things we do :P ) and work gets done more efficiently( except for the fact that some "officers" spoiling the market and making everyone unhappy). Well, generally i'm happy working in RP. =D
Been driving alot too with jasmine. Lotsa upgrades to her, including the latest GPS system ^^ Now we can go anywhere, anytime from any place at all ;) hahaha. Just hope i dun get too hooked up to it and travel all over SG. Petrol is ex, dun wanna waste it on stupid stuff =x
And since its March already, UNI stuff is back to haunt me. This year is the 3rd and final year of application le. The choices i make this year will be final and will in turn affect the rest of my life. Hence i must really consider it properly unlike the previous few years. Currently swayed towards NTU's Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering but the only issue pulling me back is the NTU environment. I really liked the NUS campus cause it looks so bright and cheerful and of course, little or no PRCs =x. NTU or NUS, Course of my choice VS Campus environment. What is it that really matters the most... haiz. i really have to sit down one day and make the right decision. =(
Anyways, its getting really late le. There is still work tml, so i shall sign off here. Just hope things turns out better for me. For now, i'm actually satisfied with the mundane peacefulness... Ppl shld really learn to be satisfied before they missed it after losing them =x
要用什么融化这一片沉默 . . .
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, February 21, 2010
10:40 PM
Class 3 license FTW =) Its only been 1 week but it felt like i've been driving forever le. Driving alone is real scary but fun. Like the feeling of it :D
Started work in RP le. Its alright, nothing much to do atm just use lap top for some minor admin stuff. But i was told that after march intake comes in, we'll be some event organizer thingy explaining to the ppl about the policies of the school or what not. Sounds like fun =x Grant coming tml to work too and kah hwee on wed, YES! FTW MAN!!! that goes the downfall of RP, LOL! ^^
'Emo' has been visiting ppl around me lately, i think we shld all avoid him and ask him to visit someone else! Let happy come once in a while ppl, life is too short for the both of them. :)
Good boys eat veggie, lets all start eating veggie ppl! =x.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
1:08 AM
Happy day coming in 3 days time. LOL, totally different point of view now. hope it helps =)
Mik joined us ( civilians club) today and kh tml. CONGRATZ HAIR-ED PPL! ^^ after 2 long years, all of us have finally emerge "man" from boys... all our whining and all shit have all come to an end. UNI life, wait for us! 6 more months! hahaha. =)
Wow, i'm really curious to find out what lies in the future for us. But then again, i wouldn't be so anxious to see the future, just wanna take things slow and sweet ;)
70-80% completed on the solitary confinement. i'll be back 'stronger better faster' :P.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, February 07, 2010
2:04 AM
Staring into the fearful dark skies of the night all alone.
I'm afraid that patterns are repeating itself. Will these patterns ever disappear and new things created? i dread the unhappiness among ppl around me and most imptly, i hate to feel the way i'm feeling now.
cold night
To stop feeling this way, the way it has always been stated....
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, February 01, 2010
11:00 PM
Woots, working at tekong today was shiok. To finally know that i'm earning money again and not draining my bank account dry =|
This whole week shld be all work unless otherwise stated, haha.
Oh anyway, i might be working at RP starting after CNY instead of USS. Sudden change of plans. I choose to think its opportunity, to know more ppl =)
But anyway, BS life has been good. Hope it remains this way :)
Heavy Wings Grew Lighter.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
