Friday, March 31, 2006
8:14 PM
Wah, now feeling very very sick... haiz, drenched in the rain... Just now mum ask me meet her in plaza so i went outta school at 6? then as i was walking, i saw lotsa teck whye sec and primary school kids walking home and some to the bus-stop. So i decided to walk to bp plaza instead of taking the bus as i tot it will be crowded with these kids lah... So suay man... half-way during the journey, it suddenly starts to rain so heavily lah... haix... drenched from top to bottom... Hope i can get well soon...Btw, been quite happy todae!!! =) haha... I begin to realise that i grew some interest in this cute gal in PJC =) =) =) .... haha, she is from crescent gal's sec... haha, for those who know plz do not mention her name! haha... for the moment lets call her xing yue k? ( haha, xing yue means crescent according to mik ) lol!... Whats more? SHE IS IN DARWIN HOUSE AND IN TAEKWONDO!!! WEE!!! =) haha... sounded abit despo here... haha, actually i just find her cute lah then wanna know her? ahah... Shall not tok too much about her le just that... haha... Thru her i realise something, that is... it is easy to forget someone... which i tried... just think of someone else for the whole day? even if its on purpose, it will let u forget another person whom u wish to but has been unable too... haha... getting abit emotional here liao, think i shld stop... haha... nvm... SIAN LEH! got 1 weekend... can't see xing yue for 2 days? awww.... ahha... i siao liao... :P
Btw, brotherhood stuff like kinda settle le? everyone, or at least most of us, settled our disputes... glad that we are able to do so... so... i guess brotherhood will remain? But i think i needa tell all brothers of brotherhood that i wish to take a break from its stuff? Recently too many problems, be it recent problems or problems left from last time, just appeared? haha... i am coping with lotsa stress now and so... haha, i hope that u guys can understand me lah. Sometimes i am quite insensitive to things happening around me or to some ppl lah & because of this i hope u guys can forgive me... I hope that those who know me can point out to me my mistakes whenever u all see one so that i can change for the better? cause it is really very difficult for me to see whats my own mistake and correct it myself...
Haha, think thats all i've gotta say? Looking forward to monday and especially wednesday ( cause it is Taekwondo day, first i can become a dunn 1 black belt, secondly... CAN SEE XING YUE! =) )...
Finally moving on with my life... Feeling quite happy over this... =)
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
10:47 PM
Btw, if u all don't know? brotherhood is gone... dun ask me why, it just did...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
10:40 PM
Fuck is all i can say. I was so happy when we resolved the prob between me and kh and the brotherhood thingy le... But when i reach home, two more fucking prob arises again... Fuck?First thing first, grant, if u feel that u don't feel comfortable with us, dun force yerself lah. No point really... Having u here scolding the shit out of us, and u being so unhappy, everyone being so unhappy. Robinhood so good, go find them lah. U bring this upon yourself de lah. Unhappy with what? Only u can get "PMS"? kah hwee cannot ahs? Aiya... Do what u Want.
Second thing. To the one person out there, u know who u are. i have given u alot of chances le... I trusted u once and again that u will speak the truth and yet u betrayed it. This time is real, u are on your own. i have nth much to say le...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Monday, March 27, 2006
8:54 PM
Yay, todae was great? haha... suddenly feel that school is so fun once again, prior to the secondary school days... Todae was all so good except for the chem lecture! i dun really understand the chem bonding shit about the what bonding de... lol... but after that got consult mik and ty so i understand more le... i duwan to leave any part of it with doubts and questions cause i know i will not be able to understand it if i dun confront the problem straight... hope tomolo's lecture can be better? haha...Btw, toking bout mik... haiz, mik, cheer up lah... Its like i know u have this prob but u really needa handle it with serious thinking... cause u know... words do hurt... really... especially when u are dealing with a gal. they tend to be more sensitive to the words u say? Maybe u really feel very uncomfortable with her but dun be so direct as in tell her that she doesn't belong to yer life? i will also feel uncomfortable if i were in yer case too, lol! but, seriously... haha, try to resolve it with peace... having more frens are better than having more enemies...
Sometimes i really hope i can help... but somethings are out of our control... like my parents case... haiz... just take things easily... i hope i can do that... lol!
When u don't like the thing, confront it... ah tham taught us... remember? ahha... if i dun like u, i will confront u! haha
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Sunday, March 26, 2006
12:46 PM
Your past life diagnosis:I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Phillippines around the year 1850.Your profession was that of a medic, surgeon or herbalist.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to combat violence and disharmony in our world, to understand its roots and origins. All global problems have similar origins.
Do you remember now?
lol, i sound bad... haiz...
Life sux... They quarreled last nite... doesn't matter le...
i'm a loser, i'm a failure...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, March 25, 2006
5:00 PM
Weee... i love my new blogskin! spent me around 2 hrs fixing it sia... lol...Btw, todae was another mugger day for me... guess the rest of my 2 years in pj gonna be the same cause i won't have time to waste away... but life still goes on, and i still have my brotherhood frens! =)
Recently alot of conflicts and unhappiness had occurred within the brotherhood itself and i have come to a solution maybe? haha... As we moved into pj or even b4 it, we have been emphasizing on For The Brotherhood, and like we will stay together... But the thing is, we just can't stay together all the time u know? True, we are united, we are very very good frens... but i think each and everyone of us needa have our own personal time? Make new frens & extend our social circle yea? For example grant, i can tell that he is very sad over the issue of not being able to make new frens as we hold on to him every moment in Pj. i do not disagree with his thinking too that we are always together and have no time to make new frens... Maybe we shld all just compromise? Me myself too, i wanna have time to make new frens in Pj, extend my little social circle... I've thought over this issue for a long time le and its like still left unresolve among ourselves... I think that its time we resolve this issue ? instead of making ourselves miserable sometimes( Forsaking other frens, spending lesser time with our family), we can learn to understand one another and give everyone their own freedom? Kh also seem quite sad over the "**** ****" thingy as he is somewhat deprived of the frenship between them due to the brotherhood... maybe we shld just let everyone of us choose whom to make frens with and not like restricting one another to suit to the Brotherhood? It might be better... I'm not saying that sticking together with this clique of frens is not good but it will be better if we can have our own clique of friends, or better still, own clique of new frens... We can still stay back after school and study together and some sort... I really hope that members of the brotherhood can understand what i mean here and compromise to each and everyone of us... The more we get together, the more conflicts we will have... Lessen the time together, we will be happier?
Anyways, i will try to make more frens in PJ from monday onwards? haha, just like what i did in secondary 1... With more frens, my life in PJ might be happier as i will feel more homely? I really miss my days in BP... i wonder how i was able to do so last time... so carefree... those happy memories...
But still... The BROTHERHOOD will not be disassembled because of this! We are true frens and will always stay as so... FOR THE BROTHERHOOD!
When i spend lesser time with this clique of frens it also means i will spend lesser time with u... Only then will i be able to let go of the past and lead my life anew...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Thursday, March 23, 2006
10:12 PM
Wah, todae literally spent 12 hrs in school... wth sia... So sian lah... aiya, also nth much to say bout todae, tomolo another long day again... just came to post some some pics? lol...
Group pic at kh's hse on ty's b dae!
Ty sure loves his cake... lol!
Lay Teng & Felicia, FRENS FOREVER!
JL! so cute? lol
Look at what mik has done to my timetable... so gurly, dunno how to bring to school now... so paiseh!
So what are we now? i dunno how to face u, i dunno how to talk to u... I want u but at the same time i duwanna lose u... But i am pretty sure those are not false hopes now, they are not even hopes... Hope i can get over it soon...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
10:01 PM
Wah, today's surprise was a success!!! ahha... Tuan yeow was caught by surprise lor... so shiok man! haha... The thing is like this lah, we hide on the second floor at kh's block to prepare the chocolate cake that we bought for ty ( lighting the candles all that)... Then kh asked ty to meet him at his hse's void there there telling him that he wanna go plaza for dinner with him after that... lolz, then when ty reaches... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! lol... we came down from the stairs and gave ty a surprise! haha... then after we finish singing the song, we ate the nice nice cake and take lotsa photos... haha... then we proceed to kh's hse for a break? lol... took photos there too... after which we went fajar shopping centre there to meet DA GOD stella and had "zi cha" there... =)Some Pics taken todae =)
Ty's B Dae Cake... nice nice!
Grant like a hooligan sniffing drugs? lolz!
Guess who? lolz...
Well as for school, todae was kinda fun and fruitful. Its the only day whereby i wasn't sleepy throughout the lectures... so good sia! i manage to absorb whatever the lecturer taught. was quite happy lah... lol. Then we bought the PJC P.E t shirt too, nice? lol... too bad the pants was sold out le...
Aiyo... then now a new problem arise le... haiz, i am getting very confused and growing worried... not that i dislike it but i just wanna know if all these are false hopes? i dun wanna be infatuated and making false assumptions but i just feel... aiya! very very confuse now... i dunno how to face u, how to treat u, how to... haiz....
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
9:20 PM
Aiyo... today also like nth to blog bout... everyday the same ---> SIAN! Today was more fun as in lessons ended earlier and we went to shop for ty's present after that... lolz... then hoh, the sian part is while shopping we saw him... ARGH... and the worst part is before that when he called us, we say we all not together... "chuan bang le", sian! Anyways, we bought him presents and cake and will have a surprise for him tomolo! haha... thats basically whats today about... also like nth much to tok bout , haha...Yah! mik today accompanied ym to clinic cause she sick? ahha, hope things will work out fine between them? haha! but mik like duwan... haiz, i also dunno what is with him... Then jia ling and grant also tok to each other for the first time in dunno how long todae? good good, got good progress le =) ... good good, now everyone is getting on fine...
Everything is changing... so should i...
things are no longer the same but what to do? -------> smile! (coded from sock hong! lol... )
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Monday, March 20, 2006
9:14 PM
Wah sian lah... Todae's my first official school day in PJC and it sux badly... Lessons ended at 6.00pm... This is gonna be the same on thursday as well, dam it sia... This timetable gonna follow me for the rest of the year? fuck it... And 2pig sock, jl & xt end so early lah... Sock and jl at 3 and xt at2!!! Wth, so unfair lah... their longest day ends at 4 only? haiz... loser timetable, lousy class... after the reshuffling of the classes, my class now sux more. Not only our class shuai jie( hui ze) is gone, min li join our class... Then alot more guys join too... Ratio of boys to gals = 3:1? Number of chio bu: 0, Number of yan dao: 0, Number of shuai jie: 0, Number of faggots: 2 ( yi kuan & jun yuan)... Forget it, complaining doesn't seem to help at all, only waste my time...Anyway, life just sux for me nowadays lor... Parents issue seem to come to an end but actually it didn... it was only dragging on... my mum just asked me yesterday that if i were to choose, who will i follow... i was like wtf, i duwanna choose... either both or none... dam it... why does life just sux so much for me? especially nowadays... isn't going into a new school, a new environment gonna be fun? isn't moving on with my life gonna be good? why isn't anything going the right way... what has everything become... why did all the things just turn their back on me... haiz... forget it once again, like i say, complaining doesn't help...
Sometimes i really feel like running away... to some faraway place to start my life anew... to let down all these problems... but i just can't do that, cause i have my responsibility...
Still looking, searching high and low... for that one and only u...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, March 18, 2006
10:33 PM
Hmm... today was a better and more fruitful day than yesterday? Yah, i woke up in the morning and had a game of dota with mik b4 going out to plaza to have lunch with my family... On the other hand, mik, grant, kh, minky & ting feng went mik's hse to do physics tutorials together. sry i wasn't able to make it cause i think if i go my mum will be angry. i haven been a great son totally so i shld compensate for my "unfilialness" by spending todae with them? Didn do much too but at least i was able to make my day more meaningful.Mum make delicious chicken chop todae! After our lunch in plaza, we went NTUC to shop for our poultry and the ingredients for tonite's dinner. yummy! its been like so long since mum last cooked... really appreciate it alot man! thx MUM! I LOVE U! :D Besides chicken fillet, we had luncheon meat in baked beans ( my favourite! ) and baked potatoe? We also had watermelon! yummy, what more can i ask for? haha...
If only everyday can be so happy... haiz... Things just happen too sudden sometimes and we can be like so happy on one day and suddenly everyone was quarreling on the next... i also dunno how to say but haiz... i always tell everyone that "ming tian hui gen hao" but it doesn't really happen on me?
Btw, i took some photos of mum's hardwork. =) dun be jealous :p
The master at work! =)
The final product...
My share! yummy! :P
The big and juicy watermelons
After around half an hour? lol!
I'm still waiting... waiting for the day when i will meet you...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Friday, March 17, 2006
10:40 PM
Very "meaningful" day indeedyah, as the heading suggest, we had a very "meaningful" day todae. one of the best i ever had... hmm, what did we do today, lets see... highlight of the day: eating "zu chao" at hup choon? good good... and yah, thats all...
A summary of what happen todae? went for last physics lecture today and ended at 11. After that went to mac with sock, JL, xt, lay teng, mik & grant to eat and do some hw... then i went home to change clothes and charge my hp for a while b4 returning b to plaza to meet them, hoping that there are programmes awaiting me... but sad to say, there is none. we went mik's hse and slack, played 1 game of dota and went hup choon and eat b4 going b home. and here i am, blogging... thank u thank u! The one and only outing i have this holiday, so fun man -_-" ... Thx to the brotherhood... opps, or shld i say the ex-ugly mans club, without ty... btw, thx stella da god for calling and asking whether we are going to have programmes going on when we are eating at hup choon, sorry to say, due to the lack of "manpower" and ideas, we didn not have anything.. sry wor...
K, tomolo gonna slack at home and try to mug... yah, thats what i am gonna do lor... happy going out with other frens u guys!
Btw, these are some photos i have taken with my new samsung D600...
Todae at hup choon... zzz, wheres grant?
The 3 idiots
Faces of 5... the ex-ugly man's club
The retards! lolz...
3 yan daos... =)
Someday i will find someone who truely appreciates me...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Thursday, March 16, 2006
9:19 PM
Why nowadays so sian sia... This march holidays, i haven been doing anything that i had been doing the last few holidays... No Outings, no overseas no nth but school school and school... Haiz, so sian man, guess its really time that i study le... JC ah JC.. haiz, wonder whether i can cope and adapt to this kinda life sia...Anyways, todae we had our 4th lecture of the week which lasted from 9.30 to 10.45? short short cause the lecturer finished his lecture faster than expected! yay! ahha... then we went to have lunch in plaza with sam, wen zong & minky... After which we went to BPCC and play b ball lor... Ting feng join us shortly too and we played quite a few matches? sian sia, i long nva play le then my skills like all gone :( ... Fell down todae too cause i kinda twisted my leg when chasing after the ball? Haiz... Doesn't seem to be a good day for me...
Tomorrow is the last lecture we will be having this week which is physics and it last from 8 - 11... so long and so sian... but after that we will be having our first brotherhood outing for this "holidays"? Hope it will be a success and everyone can make it? haiz, but i dun think it will happen as it nva did... :( Still, i hope tomolo can be fun and memorable as it is the only outing we will be having this holidays?
Sian sian sian, what more can i say? Everyday is so sian...
I do not wanna lose u but i know i already did... What done cannot be undone, So what shld i do? I hope u can move on happily with your life without me making life miserable for u... I will move on bah... Still looking for that someone... I hope i can find u soon... To that someone out there whom i am fated to be with: i will try my best to give u happiness, but first... let me know where u are so i can find u... haiz...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
11:28 PM
Happy dayhmm... so fun now, just now went to johore to have seafood dinner with my family? ahha... feeling so great now not really because of the food altho they taste real nice, but because everything seems to be back on track le... =) Had chilli crab, YUMMY! haha...
Btw yesterday after school at nite, we went jia ling's hse to give her a SURPRISED PARTY! haha, but THX TO SOCKO, it was a failure.... stupid sock, laugh out loud the moment she saw jia ling. like some siao kin na... JUST KIDDING :P . Aiya, it was fun tho yesterday, with the nice nice cake, photo taking and fooling around? so... WE FORGIVE U SOCK! :P
Todae after school, we went to eat the nice nice prawn mee at teck whye there b4 moving on to bp mac to do tutorials? haha, no one must have expected us to be so hardworking bah? actually also nth de lah, we just went there to finish up some hw we are supposed to do? Todae like time pass quite fast leh, nth to do... everyday go school study, after school go fool around somewhere... haiz...
Just heard from the ying yue ri ji of FM 93.3 on my way home in my dad's car. Got 1 guy called brian actually propose to his 5 year long gf on her bdae... so romantic, his words are so touching lah... haha, hope i can do that too? or at least have the courage to.... haha... anyways, things seem to be better now le lah... parents not quarrelling liao? me not getting depression? everyone's fine? haha... quite contented with what it is now le lah...
One song i heard from FM 93.3 too, quite nice...
Mei you ren neng zu dang wo yong yuan de shou hu ni... i love this line =)
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Monday, March 13, 2006
7:03 PM
Thank u all my frens...thx to all my frens that cared... really... sry for what i have said... Is just that when somethings happen, u can't help it to be sad... sometimes, sadness overtake everything ...
The thing is like this for all those who wanna know what actually happen... my parents wanted a divorce yesterday, and... my mum wanna commit suicide... things just happen too fast for me to handle and i just wanted to escape... from everything... i dunno what will happen to me if they divorce, worse, if my mum leave me... Too many things happened this month and me being a loser, actually cried for the second time yesterday? haiz... but i can't help to be sad, and scared... i duwan to lose any of my family members... Sometimes i question myself and god, why does everything bad just happen on me? why can't i lead a happy life? haiz... i have thought it over and thx to my frens kh, grant, mik & sock for toking me thru... i finally realise that everyone has their problems... but i just can't help but to feel sad, my family is gonna break up, my life is gonna change... can time heal this wound inside me again like last time? i hope it does... i duwan to get into depression again, like how i was when i was in sec 2...
You Raise Me Up So I Can Stand On Mountains,
You Raise Me Up To Walk Through Stormy Seas.
I Am Strong When I Am On Your Shoulders,
You Raise Me Up To More Than I Can Be...
Then why leave me? mummy & daddy... i love u...
Thanks to all that cared for me... i'm sorry for having such stupid thoughts of killing myself... i will not do it again... Thx all for being there when i needed u guys... thx...
All that matters now is that my family and i stay happy... i will not ask for more...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Sunday, March 12, 2006
10:57 PM
I Hope All Of U Can Remember Me As A Fren... I Might Not Live Till Tomorrow... Good Bye All... i'm not joking
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
8:33 PM
Weee!!! NEW PHONE!yay! finally got a new phone after like 2.5 years? haha... My dad brought me to hello@westmall shop today to change my plan and bought a new samsung D600... so happy, now i can have mp3s inside my phone and nice nice pics... THIS PHONE IS SO GREAT I JUST CAN'T FIND ANY DISADVANTAGE? ahha, maybe small memory... haha...
Anyway, besides buying phone todae, i went to bibi & baba to buy school uniforms with nigel, mik, kh, grant and ty... ahha, we bought big shirts and pants... nice nice! :P we also went taka to see the legendary yvonne? ahha, grant's fren lah... then we came back to bp and walk the small pasar malam? so short man, nth to see and buy also... so sianz...
Btw, i went mache for the first time yesterday! haha, went with my siblings to celebrate my sis's b dae! ahah... the food there quite nice and the ambience there is nice too. but hoh, the price hoh... ahah... abit over? haha... 1 can of soft drink = 3 bucks... -_-" ... but the food there really tasty lah, maybe could go there once in a while? if not i going to be broke le! lol...
Haiz, these days so many things happen... i also dunno what to do sia. family problems & my own probs. Haiz, all like corked up at the same time to kill me? Haiz... Hopes everything will be fine lah, if not... just settle it for me lah god... take me away... haiz... dam moody now...
everyone has a duty in life, whats mine? to suffer and show others how fortunate they are? fuck it.... no one cares...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, March 11, 2006
10:38 AM
FUN NITE! =)Yay! Campfire was so so so so so so so Fun!!! I shouted till my throat hurts and almost lost my voice! lol, nva had so much fun for a long time le... haha... ITS SO AMAZING AMAZING A A A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!!! haha... Me and JL was so crazy over the macho clap cheer ( the only darwin cheer that i like alot ) and we were like doing it every 1-2 minutes? lol, here it goes! GIMME 1 MACHO CLAP *clap* OooossHHH!... GIMME THE 2ND CLAP *clap* HHHaaa!... GIMME THE 3RD MACHO CLAP *clap* HhhhEEEE! ... GIMME ALL THE MACHO CLAP *clap* OooosssHHH! *clap* Hhhhaaaa! *clap* Hhheeee! *clap* LAI LAH!... LOL!!! siao liao me... Anyway just to wrap up, the nite was a success? Hope everyone had fun like me, and i'm sure sock does, cause she is like so mad? LOL, Hsing lost his voice too and was like so sexy... LOL!
OG 2 rox btw... i nva knew my og meant so much to me until last nite after the campfire ended... i was so "bu she de" lor... haiz... MUST HAVE OG OUTINGS HOH! haha... =)
Btw, the posting results are out and.... ME MIK KH AND GRANT ARE ALL IN THE SAME CLASS!!! YAY!!! haha... so glad that we can be in the same class, let alone the same school again after 4 years? But still, we must work hard k guys? FOR THE BROTHERHOOD! haha... but the sian thing is we are in the same class as josephine(loser), jun yuan(boring), yi guan(cool guy) & melvin ng( 6k de)... like so boring lor cause most of the ppl like i all know le... haiz, but doesn't matter lah... and yah, we are in 06s16!!! haha gonna be the best class ever? ahha... ANyways, TY GOT INTO PJC TOO LE!!! YAY!!! Finally sia, think yesterday was his 5th appeal? ahah... GRATS! now the brotherhood is complete, except for our god stella... ahha =)...
And to you... Thx for everything last nite... i was happy that things moved on fine? We were closer than b4 last nite? But aiya, i was sad too... cause i like keep disturbing u over certain things and sending u disturbing msgs with disturbing questions that u could never answer? Sorry leh..."when it's over, it's really over."... haiz... alright... take care lor..
i duwan u to be sad... but i duwan to be sad too... u understand? haiz...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Thursday, March 09, 2006
9:15 PM
Better day?Er, todae was a better day? Haha... except for the long talks in the morning, todae was fun. We had mass water games and i get to know my og mates better... hmm, now i can name out all of them le... here it goes : xavier, shawn, kenneth, sebastian, zhijie, dickson, yu min, joyce, aiysha, pooja, sham, simin, michelle, xue lian, delia, fiona... about that le, haha...
Btw, quite sad de thing is todae ty came to PJ and he was like dam pissed by the principal... i was too! He came and appealed around 4 times le? and they tell him like his appeal form lost! i was like WTF! They really dam **** up lah... haiz, ty really very sad lah... haiz, if i were him, i will be the same too lor. **** up school... But then hoh, on the other hand, lay egg came and appealed again todae and fortunately for her, she got in and she joined og 7, Byron house.
And yah, we didn make it in for b ball after we went for the trials that lasted till 8+? zzz... haha, but nvm lah. We all decided to join TAEKWONDO!!! Yay! haha... i think i will love it, cause i just love it? haha, gimme 1 lame clap! *clap* LAME!... LOL!
Saw grant's new made fren melissa today, and yah, she was quite pretty? i dun deny that altho i like someone else le but she really pretty lor. But the thing with her is that she dam dumb? Why are all the pretty gals dumb? haha...
Hmm, todae also quite happy cause we talk again? haha, but the sad thing is that i had to go for b ball trials and u have to go out with yer frens after school so i dun even have the chance to try to send u home? ahha... btw, i sent shu min home yesterday ( be a gentleman mahz, and leech some info too =) ) and there goes my first time... but not to u... SIAN!!! ahha... hope u can gimme a chance to do that? send u home? haha...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
9:48 PM
Better Day?Haha, todae is really a better day for me ( Like i say, Ming Tian Hui Gen Hao... LOLZ! )...
Todae i get to know more of my og members and become more close to some of them? Hmm, lemme recall... Boys got Xavier, Shawn, Dickson, Zhi Jie and Me? Gals got Aiysha( my dance partner!), Sham ( she say her name difficult remember so call her sham can le, lol), Lylia ( like that spell?), Yi min, Si min, Xue lian, Joyce, Fiona and... forgot still got who le, SORRY! hahaa... And Yah! MIK CAME TO JOIN MY OG FOR MASS DANCE TODAE!!! YAY! Life is nva boring with him around, lolz. He brought life to my og and me!!! Haha, enjoyed the dance so much with him... FOR THE BROTHERHOOD MIK! haha...
Generally today was must more interesting than yesterday lor, haha. And mik's appeal to PJC was a SUCCESS!!! YAY!!! haha congrats mik, hope u end up in darwin and in my OG! bring life to my og once again! haha... But hoh, ty dam saddening lah. The principal was like a faarker? everything also base on academic. Academic good only also no use... I really hope TY can make it to PJ wor... dun worry le lah TY, no use worrying bout it too... CHEER UP yea? =)
Erm, JL ah JL... dun think too much le lah, MING TIAN HUI GEN HAO! ( dunno how many times i am saying this le but i think it helps, lolz ).
Yay, u tok to me todae, haha... Sorry leh i was like dunno how to start a convo with u this morning cause i tot u duwan tok to me but was dam glad lah, when u tok to me... even tho the thing u tok bout was nth much? ahha... hope things will change for the better? Take care and dun think too much bah, Cheer up k? haha... i will be there for u if u need me... that is if u need me...
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Monday, March 06, 2006
7:28 PM
Mr. LonelyHaiz, today was not a good day... i have been outcasted from the others, i feel so lonely once again... Sad lah, no one from brotherhood was in the same house as me, let alone say OG... We are not even ally houses... zzz... The same feeling i had when i first went IJC for first 3 months just came back to me liao... so lonely once again...
I was posted to OG 2, Darwin house. Sock was posted to same OG as Fel in Polo House, Grant with Xt in same OG in Owens house, JL and kh in same house, Owens, too... Who is with me? ZJ? zzz... Where is Hsing fu? Where is Sam? Where is Wenzong? Where are all the people... Owens .... great... So shiok lah, alone for me to flirt with the girls yea? thx lor... I am gonna become the most flirtatous guy in PJC liao lah, gonna flirt all the gals in my OG lah, altho none is pretty... zzz... Forget it lah...
Todae went for dental appointment after school, dam sian lah. The dentist fix two springs on my top braces and god knows what are they for. I just know they are fucking my freaking mouth up, so fuck up that it bleed when i exert a little strength to chew... Haiz, then after that, i went back to Lot 1 to find Brotherhood... Soon after they finish their lunch, we acc ty to NP for the appeal thingy( Hopes he gets to PJ even tho he appealed for both NP and PJ =] ).
Btw, JL problems seem to have a little progress le, congratz! but hoh, she like still very troubled... haiz, who won't? If i were in her case, i will be the same too... Dun worry too much lah JL, JIA YOU!!! =)
As for u? nth to say... i was sad because of u, has always been because of u... but will nva be because of u again... cause u dun care...
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
10:25 PM
1st Official Brotherhood OutingYay, we had our first official brotherhood outing today!!! Btw, we went to sentosa lah, ahha... We went sun tanning at siloso beach and even played the "zhong ji mi ma"... But the sian thing is that I WAS NOT TANNED!!! WTF! @#$%^#&#@%$%!!! nvm... think i can work on my skin colour next time. After tanning we went to pasta mania for lunch at around 4? ahah, late lunch... Then went slack around at Fel's hse and tok about JL's stuff. JL seem to always be troubled by her love life, haiz... Anyway JL, U HAVE OUR SUPPORT! No matter what ur decision is, we will support you! =)
Haiz, but todae wasn't exactly happy, cause... u weren't with us? Was hoping that after the sentosa trip u could join us in Fel's hse but too bad u can't make it... But also can't blame u lah, cause u were out with relatives... Maybe u could join us next outing bah... i hope?
Anyways, tomolo is the first day of me as an Official student of PJC, haha ( before that i was just a crasher, LOL ). Hope that i can have real fun tomolo and probably meet more new frens, extend my network of frens? ahah...
Think thats about all le bah. Hope all the JC students have fun with yer orientation tomolo bah and good luck in starting yer JC lifes. =)
Where were u when i needed u? Sad...
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
11:31 PM
Disappointing Day Sia...Todae is so disappointing sia, another failure BROTHERHOOD outing organised by me... Everyone except chou ren ju le bu can't make it... Why is it always like that, everytime i organise an outing, most ppl can't make it. Think i won't be organising it le... sad...
Anyways, todae we went b ball from 4-6.30? Haha, was planning to go to pasar malam after that but we just came to realised that the one in pending there had ended and the one near my hse de haven started... -_-" So... we 5 guys went to tok cock lor at one of the playgrounds near BP plaza after having dinner at yoshinoya... Nth much to say lah but just recalled some childhood memories, the games we played then... Its like we all are so naive then... but now, all grown up, all have "fan nao" le... haiz... I also clarify smth that STELLA DA GOD stunned me with this morning. She asked me since kh and wan yan still love each other, why dun they patch up? Kh told me that altho he still likes wan yan, they won't be happy if they are together so he prefers to stay as frens ( suffering in silence )... haiz... Why can't "tian xia you qing ren" just " zhong cheng juan shu"... Why must all those couples break up altho they love each other... This recalls me of the past, so saddening sia...
Aiya, dun think of those sad memories le lah... Tomolo going sentosa with BROTHERHOOD! YAY! ahha... after that maybe will go someone's hse and slack... lol... I must get tanned tomorrow, not burnt! lol... Not bad lah, tomolo's outing like quite alot ppl go =), but not i organise de... ahha... xt can't make it cause she need to accompany her aunt to shopping, lolz... sad... but she say will join us later so... IT WILL BE A COMPLETE BROTHERHOOD! =) Hope that tomorrow will be better... =)
i hope u can be there when i need u, i hope u can care for me when i'm sad, i hope... i hope...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
10:25 AM
Hi guys, this is my first post... haha... new blog that is just created yesterday?Its been quite long before i engage in this kinda stuff le, the last time i done this is thru open diary which was in sec 1-2? hahaha...
Lets move on the the real content shall we? ahha... Yesterday was the last day of crashing in PJC cause... the posting results are out and school will begin on monday the 6th of march... For the past few days, me, kah hwee, grant & mikhail have been crashing PJC. Its kinda fun, knowing more ppl there, understanding the JC life and spending more time with The BROTHERHOOD ppl... haha, too bad we were missing some of them ( they had their own schooling so can't blame them yah? ahah...) However, these few days have been quite happy tho there were couple of big happenings that almost destroyed the many years of 6K frenship... i came to realise that we must always clarify our doubts and let others understand how we felt about certain things so as to not get into arguments or even "cold war"? It will be too late to regret if our frenship have been destroy by some misunderstandings so... i want to apologise once again to whom i have hurt for saying horrible stuff like "i dun think we can be like normal frens any more"... sorry...
Similarly, grant have also hurt someone due to his unwillingness to clarify things out? Grant ah Grant do u know how fortunate to have someone that care so much about your " yi ju yi dong". Altho u might feel restricted sometimes, but what if u had clarify things out? I think things will be much clearer rite? Fortunately for Grant, this issue has been settled and Grant have FINALLY realised his mistake. Haha, sry Grant but i am not kp-ing u here, lol...
Back to the posting results bah, Me, grant, kah hwee, jia ling, sock hong, xue ting, felicia from the BROTHERHOOD have been admitted to PJC, YAY!!! Haha, but the saddening thing is that tuan yeow, lay teng, mikhail and STELLA THE GOD are not coming in with us... yet? haha... Tuan yeow and lay teng are appealing to PJC and i sincerely hope that they can make it, i mean they better do!!! BEST WISHES FOR THE BOTH OF U! For mikhail, he is going to NYJC, where he had studied in during the first three months, Stella is going to ACJC. Dun be sad lah mik and stella, i know that u all wanted to be with us de just that due to some problems u all are unable to do so... Dun worry, we are the BROTHERHOOD and will always stay as it is. We will have lotsa gatherings k? ahha... Altho saying so, we needa study hard too as A levels won't be easy. WE WILL WORK HARD TOGETHER AS ONE BROTHERHOOD, k guys? ahha...
Erm, like nth much to say le... Hmm, I wish " Tian Xia You Qing Ren Zhong Cheng Juan Shu"? haha, best wishes to grant and jl's frenship, mik and his 3-4 gals? ahah...
i hope u can be there when i need u, i hope u can care for me when i'm sad, i hope... i hope...
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