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Monday, March 13, 2006

7:03 PM

Thank u all my frens...

thx to all my frens that cared... really... sry for what i have said... Is just that when somethings happen, u can't help it to be sad... sometimes, sadness overtake everything ...

The thing is like this for all those who wanna know what actually happen... my parents wanted a divorce yesterday, and... my mum wanna commit suicide... things just happen too fast for me to handle and i just wanted to escape... from everything... i dunno what will happen to me if they divorce, worse, if my mum leave me... Too many things happened this month and me being a loser, actually cried for the second time yesterday? haiz... but i can't help to be sad, and scared... i duwan to lose any of my family members... Sometimes i question myself and god, why does everything bad just happen on me? why can't i lead a happy life? haiz... i have thought it over and thx to my frens kh, grant, mik & sock for toking me thru... i finally realise that everyone has their problems... but i just can't help but to feel sad, my family is gonna break up, my life is gonna change... can time heal this wound inside me again like last time? i hope it does... i duwan to get into depression again, like how i was when i was in sec 2...

You Raise Me Up So I Can Stand On Mountains,
You Raise Me Up To Walk Through Stormy Seas.
I Am Strong When I Am On Your Shoulders,
You Raise Me Up To More Than I Can Be...

Then why leave me? mummy & daddy... i love u...

Thanks to all that cared for me... i'm sorry for having such stupid thoughts of killing myself... i will not do it again... Thx all for being there when i needed u guys... thx...

All that matters now is that my family and i stay happy... i will not ask for more...

sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

welcome

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say ...

Ng Xue Yang Jason
20 Twenty
21st July 1989
Cancer
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Everyone to have their fair share of joy. smile.
WORLD PEACE (:
To be happy.

To be able to spend more time with my friends and family.

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