Monday, March 20, 2006
9:14 PM
Wah sian lah... Todae's my first official school day in PJC and it sux badly... Lessons ended at 6.00pm... This is gonna be the same on thursday as well, dam it sia... This timetable gonna follow me for the rest of the year? fuck it... And 2pig sock, jl & xt end so early lah... Sock and jl at 3 and xt at2!!! Wth, so unfair lah... their longest day ends at 4 only? haiz... loser timetable, lousy class... after the reshuffling of the classes, my class now sux more. Not only our class shuai jie( hui ze) is gone, min li join our class... Then alot more guys join too... Ratio of boys to gals = 3:1? Number of chio bu: 0, Number of yan dao: 0, Number of shuai jie: 0, Number of faggots: 2 ( yi kuan & jun yuan)... Forget it, complaining doesn't seem to help at all, only waste my time...
Anyway, life just sux for me nowadays lor... Parents issue seem to come to an end but actually it didn... it was only dragging on... my mum just asked me yesterday that if i were to choose, who will i follow... i was like wtf, i duwanna choose... either both or none... dam it... why does life just sux so much for me? especially nowadays... isn't going into a new school, a new environment gonna be fun? isn't moving on with my life gonna be good? why isn't anything going the right way... what has everything become... why did all the things just turn their back on me... haiz... forget it once again, like i say, complaining doesn't help...
Sometimes i really feel like running away... to some faraway place to start my life anew... to let down all these problems... but i just can't do that, cause i have my responsibility... Still looking, searching high and low... for that one and only u...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide