Saturday, March 25, 2006
5:00 PM
Weee... i love my new blogskin! spent me around 2 hrs fixing it sia... lol...
Btw, todae was another mugger day for me... guess the rest of my 2 years in pj gonna be the same cause i won't have time to waste away... but life still goes on, and i still have my brotherhood frens! =)
Recently alot of conflicts and unhappiness had occurred within the brotherhood itself and i have come to a solution maybe? haha... As we moved into pj or even b4 it, we have been emphasizing on For The Brotherhood, and like we will stay together... But the thing is, we just can't stay together all the time u know? True, we are united, we are very very good frens... but i think each and everyone of us needa have our own personal time? Make new frens & extend our social circle yea? For example grant, i can tell that he is very sad over the issue of not being able to make new frens as we hold on to him every moment in Pj. i do not disagree with his thinking too that we are always together and have no time to make new frens... Maybe we shld all just compromise? Me myself too, i wanna have time to make new frens in Pj, extend my little social circle... I've thought over this issue for a long time le and its like still left unresolve among ourselves... I think that its time we resolve this issue ? instead of making ourselves miserable sometimes( Forsaking other frens, spending lesser time with our family), we can learn to understand one another and give everyone their own freedom? Kh also seem quite sad over the "**** ****" thingy as he is somewhat deprived of the frenship between them due to the brotherhood... maybe we shld just let everyone of us choose whom to make frens with and not like restricting one another to suit to the Brotherhood? It might be better... I'm not saying that sticking together with this clique of frens is not good but it will be better if we can have our own clique of friends, or better still, own clique of new frens... We can still stay back after school and study together and some sort... I really hope that members of the brotherhood can understand what i mean here and compromise to each and everyone of us... The more we get together, the more conflicts we will have... Lessen the time together, we will be happier?
Anyways, i will try to make more frens in PJ from monday onwards? haha, just like what i did in secondary 1... With more frens, my life in PJ might be happier as i will feel more homely? I really miss my days in BP... i wonder how i was able to do so last time... so carefree... those happy memories...
But still... The BROTHERHOOD will not be disassembled because of this! We are true frens and will always stay as so... FOR THE BROTHERHOOD!
When i spend lesser time with this clique of frens it also means i will spend lesser time with u... Only then will i be able to let go of the past and lead my life anew...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
