Saturday, May 27, 2006
8:50 PM
My life have just been like a rollar coaster ride these few days... Extreme ups and downs here and there. I can be dam sad on one day, but extremely happy on the other. Whats with me? haiz...
On wednesday rite, as i have mentioned earlier in my previous entry, it sux totally lah. But in contrast, right after wednesday on thursday, it was one of the best day i could ever have. Why is god making fun of me? K, before people start wondering why i always mention "god", i am not a christian! Actually, i am a buddhist( borned to be one, my family members are all buddist, so...) but i respect every religion. The "god" mentioned in my entries is just a general term for either buddha(for buddist), the Lord (for christians) or Allah ( for the hindus). As i was saying, why is god making fun of me by making my days so extreme. Its like... haiz... nvm. Anyway, friday continued to be quite okay but today i was quite moody. Get what i mean? One day good, one day bad...
I also dunno why i was moody today as there is really no reason for me to... maybe just one. But overall, today was quite fun. Morning went school to "study" abit before starting the alumni training at 10a.m. Just as we(me, mik, juan cheng, si kai & yixin) tot we were the only ones coming for this training, yi yu and bro shang yu, xiu yi, vincent, kenny, jun yi, jian ting & edmund soon arrived and it turns out to be the most successful alumni training with the most number of ppl training. let me count, hmm... 7 black belts(excluding coach) & 6 coloured belts... Then we trained sparring and took a group photo. Mik, xiu yi and juan cheng injured their legs during the training but no one was actually complaining or anything, it was just too fun =). Then we went lot 1 and have our lunch at food cuisine lor... then nth much happen le lor. Then mik and me took bus home while yixin, juan cheng and sikai returned back school. My day just ended like this lor, like nth much. Once reached home, i bathe and slack in front of com before falling asleep in dad's bed.
Also dunno why, i feel dam moody lah... Its like, i am filled with troubles but i dunno what is it that is bothering me... I am confused of what i want and what i plan to do. If only i can understand. If only i hadn't meet who i am not suppose to meet lah. Things will eventually turn out well... this phrase doesn't always works on me.
Suddenly westlife's "you raise me up" seems so appealing to me... here goes the first stanza(nicest!):
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary,
When troubles come and my heart burdened be.
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
Not all girls likes tanned and dark guys. You are not that fair, i am also very fair... Are you hinting?
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide