Thursday, June 22, 2006
11:05 PM
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: EE JIA LING.
Favourites
favourite colour: black & red
favourite food: bbq sting ray
favourite song: Mo Li ( S.H.E. )
favourite day of the week: Wednesday & Saturday cause got TKD! =)
favourite season: Winter? Altho i've nva experienced it b4, lol!
Currents
current mood: Okay lor...
current taste: Jack and jill chips? i am eating them now... =P
current clothes: white shirt blue shorts
current desktop: window xp.
current toenail: short. just cut.
current time: 11 07 pm.
current surroundings: my family without parents.
current annoyances: Nothing really, i'm alone with the com and the TV on.
current thoughts: tml is a good day =), saturday is coming. HAVEN FINISH STUDYING FOR MID-YEARS!
First
first best friends: Wah kiat.
first crush: I shall not talk much on this.
first movie: If i'm not wrong, it shld be jumanji?
first lie: young when i lied to mum that i've done my hw to watch power rangers. =P
first music: ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ?
Last
last cigarette: i don't smoke and will never do so.
last drink: plain water. too heaty if eat chips and don't drink water.
last car ride: few days ago on dad's car for prata at mid-nite.
last crush: not scared to admit. yixin.
last movie: runaway vacation. quite nice lah, hilarious.
last phone call: with dad a few minutes ago, he said he coming home liao.
last CD played: i don't really listen to CDs now, its either mp3 player, phone or com.
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: of course, who wouldn't date their best fren? zzz...
have you ever broken the law: shld ask me have what laws i have not broken, easier to count. Of course i did.
have you ever been arrested: nah, my crimes don't seem to be big or significant.
have you ever skinny-dipped: nah
have you ever been on tv: don't think so. unless you include the tv in school.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no & never will.
5 things you are wearing: spects.shirt.shorts.undies.braces.
4 things you done today: started chem revision, watched pokemon movie, ate chips, watched world cup.
3 things you can hear right now: world cup live. sisters munching outside. sisters talking of course.
1 thing you do when you are bored: listen to songs and music lor.
*5 people to tag?
- totochan xue ting.
- grumpy/jieying.
- Wen zong the blackie.
- Stella DA GOD.
- ah jie.
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
9:34 PM
Hey, its like a week since i last blog? hmm... nowadays like no time and mood so didn blog lor. sorry. haah... like what mik says, its like a dead blog. But it is only temporary! haha, cause i will not let it die =PThese few days were spent mugging away, or shld i say trying to mug? I tried to stayed at home and try to study bah. Mid-years is next week and there is simply no time to waste. Whats more? i've only manage to revise my physics and some chem, but there is maths and econs! no time... really no time. But lets put this unhappy thought aside first bah.
I've watch 2 meaningful movies this week which at first seemed to be very boring. They are "cars" and "runaway vacation". On the first look, these two movies seem "eeeeyyy, boring... baby show" especially cars but after i watched it, i realised that it was actually one of the best movies i have ever watched. It teaches us some philosophies in life that "sometimes it is good to just slow down" - a pun in it. For those who haven watched it, i HIGHLY RECOMMEND you guys to watch it, really very nice. For R.V., we watched it yesterday with brotherhood ( most lah ) to celebrate Mik's, Grant's & Stella's B dae, but stella was unable to come because of some family problems. sad... Anyway, RV was hilarious lah... But every now and then between the show, it gets kinda touching and its just so nice when that happens lah... lol! So after the movie we went pasta mania for dinner and had a small cake for mik and grant b4 going home, abit sian lah but... ahah, at least we tried to make it fun lor. =)
For stella, its kinda sad for her as her ah-gong passed away and she had to attend and be at the funeral. Its just a few days before her b dae lah... haiz, this whole year like very bad for her leh. Quite a few of her relatives passed away, She can't really manage her studies and because of that she had to forsake her CCA - netball which she deeply loves. Felt quite sorry for her... Hope this upcoming year can turn out better for her... STELLA TAKE CARE, CHEER UP & JIA YOU! =)
Hmm... Saturday is TKD alumni training again! yay, i love trainings cause i love TKD! ahah... wanna train up myself to be ready for NATIONALS! its my goal lah, altho i might not be able to win anything, i just wanna participate in it? At least i tried... ahha...
K lah, thats about it le... Going for nite cycling now. Bye all!
"Think of a time when you think for someone else except for yourself. When was it? Or was there even once?" - Hornet Hudson from Cars.
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Thursday, June 15, 2006
8:25 PM
Hi guys, i'm back with a new proper entry as requested by my god stella? ahha... i'll try to make it a proper de lah, but my life nowadays are like normal and nth new mahz so... abit boring, plz forgive me k? =)Hmm... today woke up at 10+ to meet min li at 11 at cck interchange control station to go to Tan Tock Seng hospital to do interview for our PW project. Wonder wheres jeremy, jie ying(my class de) & yi kuan? I was late by 10 minutes cause i kinda overslept... haha, slept at 2 last nite after watching the tunisia vs saudi arabia... This whole week also like this cause its WORLD CUP! haha... but now the enthu feeling is kinda gone le. I still can remember last time when i woke up at around 4a.m. just to catch a world cup match in 1998 and looked into the statistics of both teams, guessing the winner and analysing the whole match with my parents and frens in 2002's world cup... The feeling is just over i guess... maybe is because of my life now, needa prepare for mid-year... So we went to do interview and dunno sad to say or happy to say, we got 3 successful interviews with 3 nurses with working experience of a few months to 33 years. Big range rite? I sure hope that their opinions can help us in our PW as i hope to score for it ( who don't? =] )
After that i went back to BP Plaza to find stella, yan ming, mikhail, grant & nigel to study at Mos burger. On the way back, min li sort of chatted with me, or shld i say gossip? she gossip, i listen lor. ahha... She told me bout her 8 years of rejections( those who have heard b4 will know ) & about other ppl's relationship such as cheng jie's... Time just fly and we soon reached CCK interchange where we went separate ways. Studied for a while in Mos burger b4 we ended up gossiping again... haha, we seem to be very auntie leh. haha... gossip here and there, but... i sort of enjoyed it? ahha... Yan ming was entertaining us as usual with his funny and comical actions. We then left Mos at 5.30 and i returned home.
Slack around for abit and here i am blogging =) . Ah, time just pass so fast and the holidays are like ending soon le lor. haiz... I WANT TO HAVE BROTHERHOOD OUTING, I WANT TO HAVE TKD OUTING & I WANT TO HAVE 4P3 OUTING! but there just isn't anytime for us... haiz...
Think thats all for today le bah... Going for night jog le. CYa all!
I want you to know,
You belong in my life,
I love the hope... I see in your eyes.
For you i would fly,
At least i could try,
For you i would take... the last flight out... ( Nice long-forgotten song )
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
1:02 AM
Hmmm.... nowadays very sian, everyday also must study cause there is really no time for us le. Its the 3rd week and i haven really study much. Hmm, next few days are still muggin days i think...Schedule for next few days:
Wednesday(tml) ---> study with mikhail, peggy, jie ying, huilin, stella & yan ming i think.
Thursday ---> Going Singapore General Hospital to do survey for our PW
Friday ---> Mug at home i think
Saturday ---> TKD Alumni Training =) the only fun day i think...
Btw, i forsake the chance to go for the instructor's course cause its near the mid years and i dun wish to let TKD affect my studies... so... oh well... maybe i can take up the course again next time.
Thats about all le, quite boring nowadays.
Bye all!
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, June 10, 2006
8:58 PM
YAY! back from OBS! =) so shiok... OBS was great, alot of events happened there, events that i never encounter before. Met lotsa frens, know lotsa ppl and most importantly... learnt alot of new stuff.Let me start from the first day. First day when we reached OBS, i was like... sian... Vanessa was in my watch, KURT, jorene was in my watch... But nvm... So on the first day, we did the rock wall climbing and other high elements activities. Vanessa was my partner and i was like very sian lah, cause she really have this unwillingness to complete the high element activity. I helped her climb till half way le and she say she was very tired and couldn't carry on anymore. I tried persuading her to move on but she was that unwilling to telling me that she couldn't feel her arms or what shit. So, having no choice, i climbed to the top on my own lor. But then rite, when i was on the top, Cindy, my instructor, sort of reprimanded me for abandoning my teammate. I was dam pissed at that moment cause it was really not my fault lah, but having set my mind not to yield at anything that is given to me, i went back to the halfway point where vanessa was sitting on the belay to persuade and encourage her to move on. It took me alot of time to persuade her and at the same time drained alot of my energy as i was hanging up there while she could sit on the belay. Haiz, i know it was partly my mistake for abandoning my teammate but she is really a very bad partner with all sorts of craps.
Hmm, then the second day morning we fall in at 5.55a.m for our morning P.T. We were also taught the skills of kayaking ( altho i already know ), and we were set off to the sea for practising. Dam lah, vanessa partner me again. How bad can it just get? I really got nth to say about her kayaking skills lah, she was merely playing with the water while i was the one pushing the 2-person kayak. Her paddle didn even push the water, she was just "cutting" the water in a sense. Haiz... But nvm lah, i can just train myself lor. Btw, i saw melissa, my ex-instructor, too on that day... was so glad i saw her as i was really very very apologetic towards her. I was an attitude kid to her last time and causing her lotsa trouble to her even tho i knew she was a newbie instructor. SOrry melissa, i really meant it.
The third day came for the actual sea expedition. Despite the fact that i was pissed in the early part of the day due to vanessa's complaining, i manage to enjoy myself pretty much for the kayaking expedition. The most fun and interesting part came when we were caught in a big ( and i mean real big) storm in the middle of the sea. The instructors signaled for a raft up near their speed boat, meanwhile trying to pour out the rainwater in their boat. The sky was dam dark and the rain was strong. We manage to raft up safely beside the instructor's speed boat after putting on a strong fight against the fierce current. It was really a scary but entertaining experience that i doubt many of those whom i know could undergo. Tho tired and feeling a little seasick at the last part, i manage to complete the sea expedition and we arrived at our camping site. We went for a fresh water dip in the quarry( filled with clear nice nice rainwater =D ) nearby and cleaned ourselves throughly. We then camped overnite there in our bashas...
The fourth day started with our land expedition. Similarly to the third day, there was a douwnpour the moment we started our expedition. But this time, we were on land. With ponchos on top of us, we continued the long expedition along pulau ubin to places such as the german girl's shrine and the south ubin village. It was really a very very tiring expedition with us carrying heavy bags on our backs and at the same time with jerry cans and bottles in our hands. We arrived at our final destination the OBS campsite 1 at around 4p.m. and everyone went for wash-up. Another fun but tiring activity ended just like this and we went to prepare for our indiana arts festival performance on friday, which was the following day.
The last day, which is today, we went for a final challenge. We raise credits thru games and with those credits, we "bought" materials to build our very own raft and went out to the sea with it. =) fun fun. We then had our lunch, shopped for the souvenirs b4 returning to the multi-purpose hall for the indiana arts festival. Our performance was the most entertaining, with laughter filling the whole hall as brought to us by Jiale, our funny watchmate. haha... AND LET US WELCOME THE CHAMPION WATCH---> KURT! thats us! =) SO HAPPY! haha... We then ended our trip at OBS with a debriefing, some photo taking sessions and autograph sessions. Really miss KURT... tho i do not like some of its members such as vanessa and jorene. I would like to make use of this opportunity to thank all my watchmates and my instructor, Cindy, for making this OBS course a success and enjoyable for me. Thx for showing me guidance and helping me along when i needed u all. u all just rox... =)
And so with that, OBS ended and i am finally back to HOME SWEET HOME. Back to reality, needa face up with hw and the upcoming midyears... haiz, sianz... But we must work hard! WE WILL STRIVE FOR THE BEST! =) --- To Serve To Strive & Not To Yield--- it's our motto and our will :D
Let me present to you... KURT!
Sometimes the truth can be really saddening... So we shld just pretend that we dunno... But some things just can't be ignored...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Sunday, June 04, 2006
12:05 AM
Woo...hoo... TODAY WE HAD HANDOVER CEREMONY FOR TKD! Had so much fun today - the photo takings, the food & the "zong ji mi mah"... haha! Wah, after so many days of preparations, the ceremony had finally turn out a success... and ended... Haiz, i am gonna miss having to listen to jasmine and follow what she says all the time... I am gonna miss zhi hao standing with me by the JC1s and talking about other stuff... I will miss watching alex training so seriously and giving her best at what she does... i will miss... i will miss... haiz... All the memories will stay with me... i will not forget them... nva...Haiz... enuff le, i am gonna cry soon liao... Didn know i can be so emotional too, becoming more and more sissy i guess... anyway, from today onwards, i am gonna make all the decisions. This is the first time in my life that i have undertake such huge responsibility... i feel stressed... i feel sad... i feel... empty inside me... why... why is this so... haiz... i guess this is just life. But fear not, cause i will persevere on...
Days have just been so sad lah... i also dunno why... Why am i making life difficult for myself. Why can't i just be like sock hong? From what i see, she is just a simple "happy-go-lucky" gal who never seems to stop smiling. So carefree... so happy... so sockhong... haha! "Things are no longer the same but what to do? -------------> smile" ... that was coded from her msn nick... so carefree... if only i can be like her...
I never want to get into relationships anymore cause the bad memories of it had left me a deep scar. I am afraid... very afraid... that one day... just one day... I will just do the wrong thing... again.
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
