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Sunday, June 04, 2006

12:05 AM

Woo...hoo... TODAY WE HAD HANDOVER CEREMONY FOR TKD! Had so much fun today - the photo takings, the food & the "zong ji mi mah"... haha! Wah, after so many days of preparations, the ceremony had finally turn out a success... and ended... Haiz, i am gonna miss having to listen to jasmine and follow what she says all the time... I am gonna miss zhi hao standing with me by the JC1s and talking about other stuff... I will miss watching alex training so seriously and giving her best at what she does... i will miss... i will miss... haiz... All the memories will stay with me... i will not forget them... nva...

Haiz... enuff le, i am gonna cry soon liao... Didn know i can be so emotional too, becoming more and more sissy i guess... anyway, from today onwards, i am gonna make all the decisions. This is the first time in my life that i have undertake such huge responsibility... i feel stressed... i feel sad... i feel... empty inside me... why... why is this so... haiz... i guess this is just life. But fear not, cause i will persevere on...

Days have just been so sad lah... i also dunno why... Why am i making life difficult for myself. Why can't i just be like sock hong? From what i see, she is just a simple "happy-go-lucky" gal who never seems to stop smiling. So carefree... so happy... so sockhong... haha! "Things are no longer the same but what to do? -------------> smile" ... that was coded from her msn nick... so carefree... if only i can be like her...

I never want to get into relationships anymore cause the bad memories of it had left me a deep scar. I am afraid... very afraid... that one day... just one day... I will just do the wrong thing... again.

sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

welcome

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say ...

Ng Xue Yang Jason
20 Twenty
21st July 1989
Cancer
~~BPPS~~,~~BPGHS~~,~~PJC~~

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Jason

WANTS

Everyone to have their fair share of joy. smile.
WORLD PEACE (:
To be happy.

To be able to spend more time with my friends and family.

thankyew

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