Saturday, July 22, 2006
4:34 PM
Had quite a tiring day today and yesterday... lets start from yesterday...
Yesterday was my 17th BIRTHDAY! =) Woke up and on my phone and guess what? I BROKE MY ALL TIME RECORD FOR NEW MESSAGES... 13 in a roll... =) but it seem to be an omnious sign rite from the start, 13 is an unlucky number. So i went to school as usual meeting mik at the bus stop. Then when we meet some of my frens along the way, mik will tell them todae is my b dae and my dumb frens will start singing birthday songs for me! dam paiseh lah... they sang english version, chinese version, hongkie chinese version( Min li) and some other crap songs( khai boon)... Then had P.E. in the afternoon which i injured my index finger while playing b ball... again? sian... After P.E. we( me, mik, xiu xuan, xiu yi, yixin & sikai) went to orchard to buy sir's present - today is his b dae =)... But it was only on the bus that i realise that smth drastic has happened... I FORGOT TO RENT THE SCHOOL'S LAPTOP FOR TODAY'S GRADING! So, i started calling whoever i can think of to ask them help me rent... Altho many of my helpful frens tried their best, the lousy school's policy is that need teacher-in-charge's signature before we can rent the laptop and unfortunately for me, mr. wahab is not in school and mdm ong is in the hospital. so what to do? die?...
At this point of time i really feel like crying for help, i dunno why heaven is making fun of me so badly on my birthday itself... But i knew i couldn't cry, i cannot do that... i duwan to be a sissy and cry upon obstacles... Lucky for me, mik called vanessa and she got 2 school's laptops to lend... So we went as planned to get sir's present.
However smth that was not planned before hand happened... Mik and they all say they were hungry so we went to swensens for dinner? Then slowly one by one yixin, xiu yi & xiu xuan disappear from my sight while i was still troubled by the laptop thingy. Then when they return, something dam sweet actually followed... The waiters of swensens walked up to me with balloons and an ice-cream (topless 5) with a candle lid and presenting it to me. i was very surprised and happy at that moment and the whole lot of them followed by joining in the singing of birthday song both chinese and english version... that was dam sweet of them lah... THX ALOT U GUYS... LOVE ALL OF YOU =) ... Then as requested by them, i brought the balloons home BY BUS... haha... just want to let u guys know, all that was deeply appreciated =)
Then today early at 5.45, i woke up and went to meet mikhail at his house there before rushing down to paya lebar to get the laptop from Vanessa... But another bad shit cock up at the same time. when we reached school, we realised that the stupid laptop can't find a connection with the school's router... it just sux... we woke up so early to get the laptop but in the end, it just can't be used... WTF LAH! so what to do? sir said that like that we must use the traditional way of having the grading lor, using the grading cards...
We started the grading at 11 a.m. and ended at around 12+. Fortunately for the PJC taekwondo club, we have every single participating member to get a pass & 6-7 people having a double promotion! =) Congrats too all PJC taekwondo members! When everything ended, we tried to stall time by talking to coach while at the same time xiu xiu and yixin went to collect our cake... The time finally come when they returned with the cake. so we lighted the candles and sang the birthday song and at the same time presenting coach with the "BEST BOSS AWARD" medal we got for him and his b dae card. =) So we took photos and cut the cake and ate every single part of it( altho some parts were used to play =P ). Following which we had lunch in BPP and here i am blogging...
Wah, really can't believe that life can really be so full of Ups and Downs... Its like in one hour's time, i can be from extreme sadness to extreme happiness... I really hope my life can be more stable abit? no need too much turning points ( as mik suggested)...
Thru these few events i want to thank some of the very important people that helped me and cheered me up. mainly three groups of people.
First and foremost, my TKD exco people - Yixin, Xiu Yi, Xiu Xuan, Sikai & Mik.
Especially mik cause he celebrated my b dae with me more than once? and that he offered me lotsa help when i need it... thx pal! =)
Secondly, i wanna thank those that tried to helped my rent the laptop. Mainly jie ying, samuel, shan yuan, wen zong & most importantly VANESSA whom eventually lend me her laptops altho they were not used in the end, i still wanna say thank you. its the thought that counts =)
Last but not least, i wanna thank all those that wished me happy birthday via SMS & MMS =)
In order of the time i received the msgs:
Mik - 11.59.27 p.m. & 11.59.07 p.m.{Its the next day btw} ( Abit too early yea? =P but you are on the dot for being the last =] )
Ah Jie - 12.00.56 a.m. ( right on the dot! =] )
Min Li - 12.02.02 a.m. ( abit slow lah, but nvm.. thx =D )
Peggy - 12.03.06 a.m. ( Thx bastard! =P )
Belinda - 12.20.27 a.m. ( hey, didn know u still remember my b dae =D THX SIA! )
Juan Chen - 12.27.05 a.m. ( thx for yer wishings =] )
Ah yeow - 12.44.26 a.m. ( haha, no need maple items lah, thx for the wishings too!)
Kah Hwee - 05.12.24 a.m. ( thx pal)
Stella - 06.12.42 a.m. ( Its a honour to receive the blessings from my god! )
Mei - 06.31.58 a.m. ( hey, yours is not exactly wishings lah, its what u wish me to be like...)
Hui Li - 06.34.14 a.m. ( i'll try not to kp you in school k? lol... thx anyway )
Xiu Yi - 06.39.21 a.m. & 09.51.05 p.m. ( so good ahz, wish me happy birthday so many times =D)
Mum - 08.47.36 a.m. ( So late then wish me happy birthday =P )
Grant - 10.09.29 a.m. ( i was just in front of you when u sent me this dumb msg lah... zzz, thx anyway =] )
Xiu Xuan - 07.28.38 p.m. ( Why u so late then send... BUT IT IS STILL APPRECIATED =] )
Totochan - 07.29.25 p.m. ( Stupid fool, if mik nva tell u u wouldn't have remembered lor... but anyway, thanks. )
Yixin - 08.27.30 p.m. ( Thanks... )
Lay Teng - 11.54.38 p.m. ( HAHA MIK BEAT U TO BEING THE LAST! Thx btw =D )
Mike - 12.11.07 a.m. ( in case u guys were wondering why is it a.m, its on the other day =] thx btw =] )
Thats about it le lah... Thanks again to all those that cared... I LOVE YER ALL LOTS =)
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, July 20, 2006
10:03 PM
2 more hours and its my b dae... like the number 17th? nth special lah so... no need to get too excited unlike what xiu yi says. :P
This whole week has been tiring for me. Rushing thru hw and going for extra lessons. Haiz... just like 2 weeks after the mid years and here i am, rushing for promos le... JC life just sux, too stressed le. Everyone is rushing with their work and there is just no time to waste. How i hope all these exams can just end... We all look forward to this day...
Exams results are just a test of our ability at that point of time and to see how much we have absorb from the lessons we've gone thru... So what to do if we are doing badly in exams? Dun worry too much all my frens... We'll just have to work harder and strive to improve. Dun get too demoralised cause these results are not suppose to make us feel like giving up, they are there as a reminder that we are not up to mark yet and we shld work harder. Failure is a part of life. everyone fails... the most important thing is how to get back on our feet after we have failed to improve and achieve great stuff in the end... SO TO ALL MY FRENS OUT THERE WHO HAVE FAILED IN THE MYE ( Specially dedicated to stella, my god =] ), DUN GET DEMORALISED! DUN BE SAD! TOGETHER LETS WORK HARD! =)
Okay lah... about time for me to go le... Saturday is grading for TKD members, my first time as a commander(in a sense) for the grading. abit nervous... =) Cya all!
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, July 16, 2006
12:32 PM
Thx to those that celebrated my b bae for me yesterday, altho its not my b dae yet. THANK u BROTHERHOOD =) I love the dinner at crystal jade and the shirt u guys got for me, you all are the best.
Summary of MYE results:
Chinese - A
Physics - C
Chemistry - D
Econs - E
G.P. - E
Maths - S
I'll try to improve...
Target for the moment - Train hard to get a medal in Nationals TKD tournament.
Nth more to write about le. Guys, take care...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, July 10, 2006
10:15 PM
Haiz... got my my stupid results le. Guess what? i failed my maths... first time in my life... not sure of what to do now... I got 43.7 percent? i nva thought my maths can end up in this state. i was once strong in this subject but now it seem to be the one pulling me down...
A summary of the results i've got back:
Maths - 43.7% [ Sub-pass... which is a fail lah... hope can really improve =( ]
Chemistry - 49% [ E grade... 1 more mark to D... but whats the use? it sucks... ]
Chinese - 70+%? [ shld be an A1... only one that cheered me up but on the other hand, chinese is not an important subject so.... ]
No good results u see here... as compared to my O's, i suddenly feel godly in O levels...
Hmm... enuff of the results thing le lah, no point crying over spilled milk so i shall strive to do better... i hope? Anyway, todae was smart & casual wear day but to my class, it was just normal school day cause we have A levels chinese oral exams in the afternoon. I think i did quite okay for the oral lah, not well done i must say, could have did better.
Italy won France to emerge as the world champion in 2006. Quite surprise when i knew it cause i was thinking that france was quite a good team( despite the shit they did this year in world cup) & they wouldn't just lose to italy after all their efforts to make it to the finals. But anyway, congrats to all the italians, u all deserved the trophy? Didn catch the world cup finals last nite as i was real tired and i have orals today so didn wanna screwed it up so... i slept at 11 lor.
Have been mapling the last few days... no life u would say? but what to say? nowadays just no life lor... my life is getting more boring as the days pass and i seem to have nth to look forward to le... Having the feeling that depression is awaiting me in one corner waiting for me to fail one day and land into its hands once again... But for now, i shall remain strong... till my last bit of strength is used... i will hold on...
Nth much to say le, not so free to blog nowadays le... nth much to blog too. Good nites all...
We shall all strive to do our best while we live... cause that is the only point in living...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, July 01, 2006
5:32 PM
Hmm, quite alot to update so... Here it goes! lets start from yesterday...
Had my last mid-year paper yesterday! WEEE... exams over le =) . Now can have a short break and enjoy abit... like finally? haha... Hmm. after the physics paper, we ( Me, xiu xuan, bao ling, anthony, juan chen, yixin & sikai) went to yixin's house to bake cake! its for alex cause her b dae is like during our mid-years then can't celebrate for her... so kinda like a compensation? haha... Took around 1.5hrs to reach yixin's hse lah -_-" ... Then we started making the dough and this and that... haha, we mixed baoling's "DANG"(egg) with xiu xuan's "ZHONG YOU"(butter)... lol! no lah... cause they pronounce and say the wrong word mahs so we, being bad, TEASE THEM FOR THE WHOLE DAY =) . Had quite alot of fun and yixin's mum was dam kind lah, she even prepared dinner for us and insisted that we stayed for it... So we waited for mikhail who only turn up at 6? before having the touch up on the cake and our dinner =) . its like around 8 that we went home lah. Me xiu skai & anthony shared 1 cab, mik bao ling and juan cheng shared 1 cab. So at 10, i am finally home! =) watched the first half of a boring germany and argentina match b4 i went to sleep...
Then TODAE! haha, i went school at 8+ for TKD. Reached early for warm-up jog around the school tracks. Then at 10 like that, the training began =). I've always love TKD trainings, especially sparring trainings, haha... Hmm, learn & stretched quite alot today sia. Yiyu was like "todae we will do some 'intensive' stretching". For your info, his stretching had always been intensive even without him mentioning it and here he is telling us that this time round it will be abit more intensive, like wth.... so we stretch stretch stretch b4 we start on the kicking part. Hmm, what to say about today? GREAT! =) i've finally LEARNT REVERSE KICK... YIPPEE!!! =) i had been wanting to learn this kick for dam long le lah but never really have a chance to. Thx yiyu for teaching me :) . So like nearing the end of the training we celebrate alex b dae by presenting her her cake and card which followed by a b dae song. The cake tasted better than expected altho still lose to those bakery de(if we can win them, we no need study lo. hah!) Then after training we went to lot 1's food junction for lunch and here i am blogging my new entry... =)
Was very very sad yesterday and i grew to accept the fact that things just can't turn up the way you wanted it to be. I think there is just some problem with me that dunno why i always kana the bad stuff de... My relationships with ppl never seem to work out well and i am like always failing in whatever i do... Aiya, " REN GAI BIAN BU LIAO GAI BIAN BU LIAO DE SHI QING"...
Ji De Yao Wang Ji... Wang Ji...Jing Guo Wo De NiBi Jing Zhi Shi Hen Ou Xiang De Na Zhong Xiang Yu...Bu Hui Bu Rong YiWo Yong Yi Bei Zhi...Zu Gou Yong Lai Wang Ji...Wo Hai You Yi Bei ZiKe Yi Yong Lai Wang JiWo Yi Ding... Hui Wang Ji Ni...I am an irritant and i've gotta do something about it... i won't irritate you no more...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
