Saturday, August 19, 2006
6:05 PM
sian sia... nowadays dam boring... i also dunno what i'm living for le... DAM MOODY! zzz
Today went to science centre at 9.30 a.m. for C.I.P. with min yi, yixin, wei ming & joanna. At first was dam pissed cause the person-in-charge almost duwan let me join them in the C.I.P. cause he say my name was not in the morning shift( Thats because someone swap with me...)... Then after he found out that i was in the afternoon shift de then he reluctantly allow me to join them... if not i would have made a wasted trip! dam him... The job was quite easy and fun tho, just to facilitate little kids while they dig and uncover Dinosaur's fossils under the fine sand. Then after the thing ended at 1 p.m., we went for lunch before going to KFC at J.E.C. to study. Then saw yuan zheng and frens there too... Nth much happen, studied abit. then left at 4.30... Yixin went to her church, min yi went home, me leh? wandering lor... i went plaza walk walk awhile then went home...
On the MRT journey back to choa chu kang, min yi asked me a question which troubles me alot... she asked me whether i still like yixin... immediately i answered no... and she replied " san fen zong re du" which means 3 minute's heat( direct translation). haiz... many of my frens keep asking me the same question over and over again and i myself also question myself the same thing now and then... do i still like her?
I do... but does it really matter? Two of us are not suitable for each other and this is only one-sided de lor... so it doesn't really matter if i still like her for not... But i just dun like to be a pest to her and ppl keep asking me and bothering me bout her... it will only worsen the frenship we have... My reason for telling them that i don't like her anymore is to seal them... so they wouldn't bother me anymore... and will not disturb her too...
This brings me to a point... am i really so "shan bian"? is it true that i change my mind so often and so fast? haiz...
A person once told me... time can cure all wounds... i hope it does...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, August 06, 2006
1:56 AM
WAH!!! like finally i update rite? ahha... very busy nowadays and also no mood so didn update lor...
Life is just getting worse and worse... Nth much to work towards to, frens leaving us? haiz... just too much for anyone to handle. Ty gonna leave to go poly le, cause his results not very good then he and the school both thinks that poly might be a better choice for him... minyi & yixin might be going overseas at the end of the year... haiz, leave bah leave bah... not their fault also...
Now only got 2 goals in hand? get a medal in nationals & do well for promos... thats all i want for now... other than this two stuff, life is nth... i really can't find anything interesting that i can do. MMORPG games? maybe last time i will play, now is like really no mood and time for it. JC life just sux, agree?
My ankle still not fully recovered yet. 4-5months le... I DUWAN TO BE A CRIPPLED! =(
If only we can have what we want... but what if we really can? what will change? life will be even more meaningless... without obstacles... without challenges... haiz... humans are really a weird species of animal...
Anyway, today went to marina bay with hoods and have steamboat! Sort of celebrated bakut tay wan zeng of IT club's b dae too... Then after that at around 9, we sat on the field and watched the nice nice fireworks being fired into the dark sky... so nice lah, we were like only few hundred metres away from it nia... took over 50 photos but only kept 15? haha... alot blur blur de so delete lor. then after that we booked cab home cause there was no cab to be seen and the bus stop was like filled with kiasu singaporeans... once the bus come, a stampede can be seen... lol! so reached home at around 11.30, bathe, and after a lousy game of dota... here i am!
nth much to blog about le... got a feeling this blog is dying cause i really got no time to blog so often le... JC life is stressful and it sux... no social life le, just mug mug and mug... also dunno for what reason...
Bye all! =)
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
