Saturday, August 19, 2006
6:05 PM
sian sia... nowadays dam boring... i also dunno what i'm living for le... DAM MOODY! zzz
Today went to science centre at 9.30 a.m. for C.I.P. with min yi, yixin, wei ming & joanna. At first was dam pissed cause the person-in-charge almost duwan let me join them in the C.I.P. cause he say my name was not in the morning shift( Thats because someone swap with me...)... Then after he found out that i was in the afternoon shift de then he reluctantly allow me to join them... if not i would have made a wasted trip! dam him... The job was quite easy and fun tho, just to facilitate little kids while they dig and uncover Dinosaur's fossils under the fine sand. Then after the thing ended at 1 p.m., we went for lunch before going to KFC at J.E.C. to study. Then saw yuan zheng and frens there too... Nth much happen, studied abit. then left at 4.30... Yixin went to her church, min yi went home, me leh? wandering lor... i went plaza walk walk awhile then went home...
On the MRT journey back to choa chu kang, min yi asked me a question which troubles me alot... she asked me whether i still like yixin... immediately i answered no... and she replied " san fen zong re du" which means 3 minute's heat( direct translation). haiz... many of my frens keep asking me the same question over and over again and i myself also question myself the same thing now and then... do i still like her?
I do... but does it really matter? Two of us are not suitable for each other and this is only one-sided de lor... so it doesn't really matter if i still like her for not... But i just dun like to be a pest to her and ppl keep asking me and bothering me bout her... it will only worsen the frenship we have... My reason for telling them that i don't like her anymore is to seal them... so they wouldn't bother me anymore... and will not disturb her too...
This brings me to a point... am i really so "shan bian"? is it true that i change my mind so often and so fast? haiz...
A person once told me... time can cure all wounds... i hope it does...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide