Sunday, September 03, 2006
7:18 PM
Holidays are here but i just dun feel the atmosphere... Is this how everyone feels or is it just me? cause i just see everyone mugging as usual...
I was angry and disappointed in you... thats what i claimed... but i came to realise that it was only the sensitive side of me that was reacting to this... i shldn't have quarrelled with you... things are just not the same now... maybe you weren't the one for me, maybe we are not suitable for each other... we shld just end it now... i will not bother you again, i shall not be that close to you again... all we should do now is just be normal frens, like what you have always claimed we were...
I used to be jealous that you were talking about other guys, i used to be crazy and mad over you... but all these are gonna change... cause things are just not the way they were before...
You msged me telling me you're sorry for what you've done, i replied saying that its okay... but is that really all that i wanted to say? i wanted to say more, but i couldn't... i'm afraid that once i start, i'll never stop and we will be back to what used to be in the past. but thats not what i wanted now, i want to forget you and move on... cause we are not meant to be...
My coach was replaced, my tournament was lost. My shin is injured, my days are ruined...
now all i can do is to stay at home for the next few days and maybe try to mug abit... haiz... think now the only thing for me to look forward to is the BROTHERHOOD BBQ on friday at mik's house. i hope it turns up well, really hope so...
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide