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Monday, October 09, 2006

4:52 PM

Haiz, got a new com... but not really happy about it. the reason is because this com comes with a cost...

Friday wasn't exactly a good day for me... was sad over the letter stuff, then came home... parents quarreling... again... its always because of the same problem and i'm just so sick and tired of it... i just have no one to turn to... no one can help me, no one can support me, no one can make them not quarrel... it just have to happen...

Everytime my dad and my mum quarrel, if they manage to resolve the problem ( temporary), they will buy us something good, maybe a feast or some stuff. this time is a new com... tho i love this new com, i just dun wish for my parents to quarrel again... why can't i have a happy family just like all my other frens? why must they always quarrel?

The cold war between them just dragged on for the whole weekend... spoiling my whole weekend...

Feeling really miserable at the way my life is... i cried... again... haiz.. i'm just wondering, when can not be a loser and cry at every little thing... but i just can't help it... my life is screwed with problems in all 3 aspects. Family, relationships & studies... there is not a time where i can just be freed from either one of these 3 problems... but this time is worse, 2 came at the same time...

As much as i wanted to turn to you, i couldn't... cause things are just not the same anymore... U said before that i wasn't there for u when u needed me but i just wanna ask too, were u there for me when i needed u? But i dun blame it on you, cause u have no idea of any of these things...

Hmm... just hope that things can turn up for the better...

Why must things end up this way... i couldn't take it anymore... i'm just so sorry for everything i've done... i'm just a stupid liar...

sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

welcome

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say ...

Ng Xue Yang Jason
20 Twenty
21st July 1989
Cancer
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WANTS

Everyone to have their fair share of joy. smile.
WORLD PEACE (:
To be happy.

To be able to spend more time with my friends and family.

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