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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

12:34 PM

I know i shldn't be blogging bout such stuff now since tml is my physics paper but i felt a need to cough things out...

I knew your intentions all along but i just can't believe u said the things u said yesterday... that was why i was so affected by it... you wanted me to focus on my studies but to me... that is just an excuse... you wanted to shun away from me cause you're scared that we might just fall too deep into it... so deep that we will not be able to part when we need to... and we know we need to...

But the thing is that no matter how hard we can try to hide, we can try to resist... there are still feelings inside us... we are afterall, human beings...

You tried to ignore me, for no good reason... all of a sudden... you said before that its rude to ignore ppl and u will never ignore ppl, but i was the guinea pig u tested it on... we could have talk things out, you could have told me what we can do to sort things out but you didn... you chose to run away from your feelings, from me... How then do you expect me to treat you from now onwards? Pretend that we 've never met before, pretend that we dunno each other? is that what u really want?

But after all that i've said... i will not blame you... cause i know that is your character. you tend to hide away from things u dunno how to react to. i've accepted this characteristic of you long ago... Like what you've asked me to, i've jolly well accepted it... to not harbour any hopes on you...

Looks like the best that we can be now is frens... if you still want me as a fren...

You've shattered my heart with that sentence... but i love you anyway...

sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

welcome

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say ...

Ng Xue Yang Jason
20 Twenty
21st July 1989
Cancer
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Everyone to have their fair share of joy. smile.
WORLD PEACE (:
To be happy.

To be able to spend more time with my friends and family.

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