Monday, November 06, 2006
1:54 AM
Now is 1.50a.m., mum just talked to me... bout my dad's stuff... haiz, i have a qn to all man out there ( including myself), why is it that one just can't be satisfied with just one woman in life? why must married husband find extra marital affairs to screw up the family...
Anyway, this weekend went swimming with mik aloy, grant shan yuan & wenzong respectively. After swimming today, i returned home to accompany my family to Vivo city for the second time. As usual, the trip to Vivo still suck. Nth much to see there, alot of ppl, and it is just so tiring to walk around such a big place with so many ppl... Then went home and played WMO? haiz...
Think i shld be getting a job soon, going broke. dun dare to ask parents for money le cause i spent alot this few weeks. But my holiday schedule is not fixed yet so i might just be getting a job that has flexible working hours(hope i can find).
Keep thinking of weird stuff these few days... I've been wondering how my life will change next year... how many frens will leave me and who else will be entering my life... Why is life ever-changing...
I want to have outings with frens, but sometimes the mood is just not there. And also having some financial problems of my own, need to earn more money before i can go out. duwan keep getting money from parents. haiz...
Memories of the past just keep flashing in my minds these few days... i just love the past... when i was just a small kid... life seemed to be carefree, nth much to worry about. even exams are not a problem. just go for exams and who cares about the results. playing with doreen and matthew... Then playing with mik, grant, kh & ty... and then with 07 & P3... but all these are no longer there... life is full of stress and sadness.
K, now blogging off le. tml still need go school for OP rehearsal...
Of all my regrets... one of them is to get too close to xin yue... to spoil the relationship between us... i regretted it... why did i do so...Wo hao huai nian wo di yi ci xi huan shang xin yue de na yi tian...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide