Friday, December 29, 2006
1:10 AM
CIP was great today. Actually, not really great. haha, contradicting but, it is just so bah. haha.
I went CIP alone, as in there is only me and me doing it from the NYAA team. At first shld have han rui, swee chang & fang xuan, but all ps me to do alone. nvm, alone then alone lor. So i reached science centre DRENCHED! zzz... then was scheduled to stay by QUASI at I-SPACE for the whole day. its freezing lor, I-SPACE alrdy so cold le then somemore i was drenched. nvm... one more unacceptable thing, I STYLED MY HAIR FOR 25 MINUTES TODAY TO MAKE IT LOOK NICE CAUSE I TOT TODAY IS THE LAST DAY I AM DOING IT CAUSE I'M GONNA CUT TML LE BUT THEN IT JUST RAINED! zzz ^%^&*#^*&# You just wanna go against me eh u heaven? NVM! ahah... by the way, one gal(mixed blood) approached me to take photo with her! WAHAHA =P felt so flattered. YEA YEA BHB OR WHAT U GUYS MAY SAY, i just feel good about it, what can u all do? :P
Then went causeway to have dinner with kh and min yi. Then went below kh house and talk, yet again ^^. We talked about all sorts of things again, so so shiok. Everything i didn dare to tell everyone just blurp out in front of him. ahha, my true self. Alot of self-awareness discovered too, i realise the reason behind why i did somethings. ahah, feeling great now.
And yea, kh told me about like the girls he feel that he had let down before last time... he felt bad about that, really upset. but he also told me smth wor, he told me, tho having said so... he still love WAN YAN most. He has been wanting to let her know he felt bad about the girls stuff quite some time ago le but he is just afraid that it will like damage their relationship, he just didn know how to put it. He wanted to just be true with her, honest with everything but he didn wanna lose her. haha... WAN YAN! Now u know how much he likes u? ^^
Anyway, I ALSO GOT MY FREN BACK! Yeeepeee.... haha, now i won't feel lonely anymore, i hope? haha. will treasure u my fren and i will never let u off again. WAHAHAH =P
Peace of mind... Its all in the mind
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide