Sunday, December 31, 2006
9:05 AM
Omg, woke up last nite due to a nightmare... scary scary, it just troubles me... how am i suppose to solve it. shit
Going out with TKD ppl later for death note 2 movie + dinner + countdown at marina bay. Hope it would be fun. then night will ton over at esquire(sp?). But i think i won't be able to stay up all night cause i slept only at 2 last night and was waken up by my cousin's call at 8+ saying they are coming to my house. oh well. hope i can stay awake later for quite some time.
Things are no longer the same but what to do? ------> smile! ( adapted from sock hong ). I've come clear things with myself yesterday and i've grew to accept alot of things. Somethings just must be treated impartially and we can't let our personal feelings affect what is going on. True that i confused my feelings with the truth last few days or even weeks and couldn't accept what just collapse on me. However if i just fall like this i will just be a weakling, and whom i always call a bastard. Sometimes is what we do that matters, i said b4 so it doesn't really matter what the outcome is. I did my part and i've fufilled my duties. The rest is up to fate to see if i will pull thru it.
Believe in that one special day... when miracles happen...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide