11:07 PM

First things first, thx for those who helped me during P.E. when i vomited. Really thanks...





I dunno why i will vomit, really didn know... its not like i really sprinted the last round, in fact, i slowed down during the last part? Its been 2-3 years since i last vomited and this is the 2nd time i vomited because of running. Really disappointed in myself. Useless i can say... not only in this stuff.





Now down with slight fever and flu... I dunno what has ran thru me... i am just so sick and tired of everything. I duwan to explain my reasons for doing things. I just wanted to be left alone... all alone for myself to think. I do admit that i did quite a number of wrong stuff but i just did them to protect myself. Tho this is not a valid excuse for me doing them, i just wanted to be happier... if that is what i can be...






The problem lies with me and everything that is happening is pushing me to solve it... but i just duwan to... Hard-hearted as i can be, i am just so bah.







If you can be happier like this, i will just grant it... That is why i am not doing anything to change things.

Labels: All or nothing... I chose nothing.

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