Sunday, February 25, 2007
9:02 PM
36.7 degree celcius, seems like my fever is gone. My temperature has stablise since yesterday, i hope it does for quite some time.Yesterday was house hopping day, but we didn went house hopping. Reason is simple, the numbers were not settled till last minute. Many last minute changes, ps de ps, sick de sick, die de die. Sorry kh, i knew u spent a great deal of time trying to work things out, it just didn work out in the end. So in the end, the boys went to lot 1 for a great movie at 10.15, "Ghost Rider", before having lunch at Lets Eat. Then we went Kh house to "Bai Nian" + Slack around. Watched American Pie(Band Camp), Van Helsing and gambled blackjack all the way till 6 before meeting sock hong and proceed to Fajar. Went Felicia's house with her b day cake and her present(necklace with her name on it =] ) to surprise her. HAPPY 18th B DAY FELI! Then we went to Fajar's "Zhu Chao" to eat. But in the end, we didn eat there cause the farking auntie who took our orders cheated us of our 45 minutes and end up serving the table beside us first when we were first to place our orders. So in a fit of anger, we just walk off to the other coffeeshop where we had our delicious chicken rice. 1 whole chicken for 5-6 ppl, nice and filling, fast and cheap. Finally, we end off our day by going back to felicia's house for blackjack & for JENGA(sock). Left her house at 12.a.m., reached home at 12.30.
Didn went min li house today cause hui li was sick and kh didn wanna go so in the end it was cancelled. Went sakae in the afternoon with dad and sisters but i didn ate much. After my fever, my appetite hasn't recovered. At the rate i am eating, i think i'll end up with only pack and bones le.
As usual like all sunday evening, i have monday blues. But i feel that my blues are different from many others such that i dun really feel sad about school starting on monday. what i actually feel is sad and scared. And the thing which makes it worse is that i'm not sure what i am sad and scared about... or do i?
I often listen to the lyrics of the songs and try to pick up the meaningful phrases that are within. But recently i realised that i not only do that but in addition to that, many phrases relate very much to my life that i am leading now and things start to uncover. Its like some sort of prophecy that i would nva have known until now. Things that i dun understand then when i study the lyrics just seemed to be clearer to me now. So is this what i was about to uncover? Is this what that is hidden from me all along?
I can't believe that i could be so blind. Time and again i just mistrust ppl so much so that it affects me and damage me further, making me weaker and less humane...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Friday, February 23, 2007
6:29 PM
Bad day today. Was sick so slept at home the whole day...Yesterday nite went to celebrate pei zhen's b day at suki in cineleisure. Tho the "surprise" wasn't really surprising, do hope she enjoyed herself. ^^ Then we went far east walk and slack around b4 i requested that i wanna go home. I was alrdy feeling very bad le, flu the whole day and i dunno why suddenly i can feel immerse heat being given out from my body. Reached home, went to bathe. Shivering, dunno why too. Then went to bed. I knew i was sick le, took temperature and omg 39.0degree celcius. sian la.
Didn sleep for the whole of last nite, can't manage to. Was seriously feeling terrible. So mum took cared of me all the way till morning b4 dad bring me to the family clinic nearby. Seen the doc and he gave me 3 sets of pills to eat after every meal, =(. Vomited in the morning after the large pill got stuck inbetween my throat, so i had to take again. haiz... After that i slept slept all the way till just now. Temperature fall le, thats great.
Hope i can be well by tml. Tml is house hopping & i wouldn't wanna miss it because of a stupid fever. argh.
Anyway, really thankful to mum, dad, sisters, kah hwee, min li, xiu xiu, angeline for their care and concern for me when i was not feeling well. ^^
Okay, i go rest again le bah. Must get well by tml...
I'm scared...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Monday, February 19, 2007
11:05 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Is everyone enjoying it? ^^Have been quite busy these few days, going around to "bai nian" & collect angbaos. LOL.
Anyway, quite a number of ppl falling sick this CNY, sis fell sick on the first day of CNY itself. sad. So everyone must take care bah, drink more plain water :D
Just came back from a scrumptious meal. Omg la, broke my all-time record. 7 ppl eating and it cost $528! siao rite? super ex sia. its at novena the PEACH GARDEN restaurant. but the food is nice i must admit. However i still think it is over priced le. oh well...
Relatives and father's fren coming over to my house tml, must play host again. sian...
Okay, some photos of the delicious meal just now.
Haha, we were busy eating so didn took much photos.
Okay, bye all. ENJOY AND TAKE CARE ^^
I am a disappointment, so be it...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Friday, February 16, 2007
11:06 PM
A day filled with both fun and boredom... LOL!K, started the day with CNY celebrations in school! Reached school at 7.20, went to find mama they all before we had morning assembly and then proceeded to the canteen to prepare for the Loh Hey competition. Prepared the food and i taught the class ppl a cheer which we did to scare off other class of our power? LOL! tho we didn win the competition, it was fun alright.. =P
Then went to take some photos with many frens b4 going to the hall for the most boring CNY concert EVER! it is really dam sian la but i still thank the performers for coming up for this, at least they tried? lol. So after that went concourse and PHOTOS again! but with TKD ppl! yay! the pics were nice and we are COOL! =)
Went Bp with the Hoodies after that before going to causeway for pastamania and PARTY WORLD! The real fun begins... :D
Sang alot of songs and enjoy alot of singings too! mainly from the romantic duet from wan yan and kh. LOL! nice one la... Group singings from all of us and alot alot more. Food tibits drinks games, u name it... and we got it =D Finished off with "zhong ji mi ma" before leaving the place at 6.30 and they went off for dinner to celebrate Hsing fu's b day on monday. Happy b day Hsing! Well for me, i went to queensway to get my sneakers. then came back home lor.
Hmm, enuff of crapping, let the pics do the talking =) ) )
She is just too short to be true. No la... jk ^^
Me and Yumin :)
Me piggyback yumin. haha
Grace, me, alex & yumin.
Me + yumin and gang.
Our class boys... COOL BAH? LOL!
Me and Xue ting =)
Me, kh and the class's gals.
Me and mama.
Me and Hui Li.
Dumb Me and Min Li.
TKD "TONG SHA"!
Cool bah? LOL. We are suppose to act cool but i dunno what is xin yi and xing wuan doing. AND HOH, YIN FOONG! WHY U COPY THE SAME ACTION AS ME... ZZZ.
Mess with the best, die like the rest. WAHAHA
The railway toots on way to Party world.
They look like two lovely kampong bros. LOL
Final pic. AT PARTY WORLD! Woots ^^
Thats about all the nice pics we took today! BYE ALL!
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
7:44 PM
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE! did you all enjoyed yourselves? hope you guys did... cause i did too, or did i?Gave out all the roses today le, currently broke... LOL! but nvm la, this special day comes only once in a year and there is no reason why we shouldn't make others happy if we can. Besides, i've always try my best to make everyone around me happier than i can get =)
Most of my recipients of the roses are girls who are still single. reason is simple, not that i wanna flirt with them or what, all of them are my good frens. And the thing is this, what i felt was girls are more sensitive than guys. If they see those girls who are attached getting roses and presents and they did not, they would naturally feel envious and maybe sad cause they dun have. Well, i feel that too tho, so i duwan them to feel the same way as i do cause i know it doesn't feel too good. So i wanted to make them felt special! I want them to know that they are not unwanted but they just haven found the right ones yet or shld i say those out there are not good enuff for them? ahha... so yea, thats why i gave out so many roses to those singles out there. Really hoped u girls would love the roses cause i spent quite abit, both monetary and mentally to plan this thing without telling ppl. It was meant to be a surprise ^^
Thx to min li, hui li & min xian for the cards and self-made roses u guys gave me, it was really dam sincere of u all la. THANKS! =)
Just came back from the delivery of all the roses. dam tired, my legs worn out... With muscle aches, i am just still determined to give out all the roses. ^^ Now at home, waiting for the last person home before i can pass her the last rose... the person is my mum! haha, happy valentines day mum!
K la, dun crap too much le la. Happy Chinese New Year soon to everyone, LOL. Bye...
I'm standing here but all i want is to be over there... I really miss you la. Where'd you go? I can still remember friday 17/09/2006... I can be the sweetest guy on earth, i can do anything i can for you... Why must you do this to me... haiz...
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Sunday, February 11, 2007
5:12 PM
Did spring cleaning today... a thorough one. tho we didn repaint our home as we had not much time and dad wasn't really putting an effort into it.As i clear my unused stuff, memories of the past just flashed back into my mind... Letters since P1, the letters given to me... all of them, still with me. Photos of us, all of us, some of us, and both of us. Haiz... saddening sometimes when we look back at the content of some letters. However, there were some letters which really makes me feel so touch now when i read them.
Going to die for tml's econs and physics test le. I know nuts about them... nvm.
Heartbroken... really am.
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, February 10, 2007
10:18 PM
Hectic week last week. so didn update much.Anyway, went to the SAF scholarship talk today with ty and kh. the talk was omg, better than i had expected. Tho the speakers were boring, i felt that the info i got from this talk was great. Signing-on seriously seems dam appealing to me, but i'm just afraid i cannot take it next time. as in i might grow bored of the job and detest it. Haiz, the benefits from this scholarship is great just that social life is to be forsaken. I guess some form of sacrifices are needed for every stuff to work out. Will consider signing-on bah.
Then went queensway shopping centre to shop for CNY clothes? Didn bought much, not really into buying clothes. abit sian, also dunno why. This year ah ma will be in china so not much ppl will be coming to "bai nian". Abit lazy to go "bai Nian" too so dun think will have lotsa ang baos this year le. nvm la...
Ordered TKD shirt le, will be going down to queensway to collect them on tuesday. sure hope it looks good.
Just went to rammage my wardrobe & i found some clothes which i'd only wore once. wahaha, so i've decided to wear them again. Just like this " 3P3 Phreaka Phoolz" shirt on me now. LOL, sec 3 class Tee and i only wore once or twice. Nvm la, sentimental values ^^will wear it more often.
As usual, a cool phrase to end off this entry : "To develop a skill, we need to fail" - Mr. Dennis Yeo. The thing i dun understand is, if that is the case, shldn't i be super skillful now? So what are the skills i've developed? haiz...
Enjoy this weekend guys. bye.
Put me to the test... is that what all of you want?
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
9:30 PM
What is going on with the world ah? Why are stupid guys stalking girls home nowadays? Until now i've heard 3 such cases le, all within this month de... zzzFirst case, sis got stalked by this guy who claims that he wanted to have a chat with her and even invited her to sit down by the stairs to talk. She cleverly rejected that guy and came home. Stupid loser, if u wanna talk, find me la. I have loads of time to talk with u, if u want, i can share with u my favourite TKD kicks too. zzz
Second case, min yi msg me at 11+ last nite while i only received at 12+ (dumb singtel got prob la...) She said that there was this weird guy who grin at her evily when he walked passed her and jumped in front of her when she was in the m.r.t. Luckily she escaped from this loser and got back home safely. MIN YI, IF THAT LOSER GUY STALK U AGAIN, CALL ME!
Third case, when i was returning home from school today, before i left school at the concourse area, karissa told me about jie ying being troubled about this guy stalking her. She say that this guy is like married with 3 kids so i dunno WTF HE STALK HER FOR? for the looks? =S i know this is bad but i think he got other choices if he goes for the looks? for the money? highly doubtful too... Anyway, just hope she is okay with this lousy unfaithful man bah.
P.E. today was fine, didn't vomit. haha... did a circuits as usual, jumps and pull ups. the rest of the time were spent talking to Mr. Yaw cause we finished early. =D
Recently got this cool phrase from TIMES mag, tho many of you might have heard it before, i find it rather meaningful so decided to share.
"You can fool some of the people all of the time and all of the people some of the time, but you can never fool all of the people all of the time." - Lincoln
Cool man ^^. So remember guys, its best not to fool anyone, especially yourself.
Back to try to do hw, bye!
Am i really incapable of giving her what she wants? What does she really wants... ( Coded from the TV show on channel 8, 7 p.m. )
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Monday, February 05, 2007
9:25 PM
Today wasn't exactly a good day, have been "half blind" thru-out the day, if u guys know what i meant. Must live thru the rest of my PJ days without my favourite orange specs le. haiz nvm, i guess changes are for the better bah. Everything that is happening now might not be clear to me but i believe eventually everything will just surface bah.Nvm, like i say, changes are for the better. so... i bought a new specs =D. Tho not as nice as the orange one (like duh? the orange specs is just god-liked =P ), it is the best of the ugly specs i can find in the optical shop le. so i guess i'll just make do with it bah :)
A total revamp, with new specs, short nerdy hair, haven go tanning yet so i suppose... i can fit the name of the song "white & nerdy" thoroughly? nvm, at least with this hairstyle, chua po teck can shun me for 2 months =P
And yea, i realised one thing about the ppl in PJ. they suck la, lol... I realised that more and more ppl are getting duffle bag and holding it slinging over their shoulders, which make me look so normal like them once again. zzz... i tot this type of bag and this way of holding it was unique so i bought my bag and hold it this way, but now... zzz, okay like what DM said, uniform behaviour... fine, so be it.
Dinner out at farmart with family just now, dad just returned from shanghai so we decided to have dinner out today cause very long nva one family gather and have meal tgt le. Food was nice, filling too. But i realised my appetite increased le which is so dam good ^^ Kk, my target by the end of this year is to have at least 60kg of weight and 178 of height. really hope i can achieve that... LOL.
K la, i crap enuff le la... like i promised, dumb photos taken during nite shopping... Love them =)
Call me a good brother... =P (abit blur tho)
Me & xiao qi!
Xiao qi said dumb face and i tot of this. LOVE IT ^^
Another one.
The pig meets Sedako... WAHAHA
The 4 of us! me at the back... :)
Yi Jie, me, sis & xiao qi
We agreed on looking stupid but i guess i stole all the limelight. lol
Bloated?
Act ge cool seh... =P
Nice nite we had there... ^^
We are free to do anything we want, as long as we can bear the consequences - Fu yong.
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Sunday, February 04, 2007
1:58 AM
Cool stuff are meant to be shared =DJust came back after shopping with mommy, 3 sisters, auntie fiona, xiao qi & yi jie in orchard. nite shopping, how cool is that? =P Mom said we very long time nva meet them le and somemore new year is coming so we shld just go orchard to shop. haha... Tho i didn bought anything in the end, the fun i enjoyed was more than enuff for me le. We took photos, many funny funny photos. had lotsa fun... Too bad most of them are with xiao qi. dun worry, will update them when i got it from her ^^
Here are 2 of my favourite pics taken just now... simply love them
I love my mommy =)
The woman i swore to protect till the day i die... ^^
Really had a great nite tonite, hope we can go out more often! And to mommy, i can always piggyback u if u want... Have no fear, i am here. WAHAHA =P
And yea b4 u guys start asking me qns... yes, i cut my hair. awful? so be it. No more nice specs no more nice hair. Nvm, nerdy jason then. Like that DM won't be seeing me much le. Style till so nice for what, in the end also kana kp by school... haiz, forget it then.
Nites all!
Labels: I love you anyway =)
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Friday, February 02, 2007
5:54 PM
Will you just gimme a break?
A picture speaks a thousand words...
It broke...
Why must you just take away everything i love... Does it just makes you so happy to see me miserable?
I just dun understand... I really don't...
Labels: What must i do to end all these?
sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Thursday, February 01, 2007
9:44 PM
Tiring day in school today, not physically but mentally. haha.Long periods for all thurdays and today is no exception. Ended school at 2.30 and i just laze around in school. Went to concourse just to see the maugham ppl folding and counting the folded stars for their fren, deborah. For those who dunno her, she is the councilor that will "Good morning college and there are blah blah announcements for today" in a very strong british slang every morning. ^^ From what i heard, she is leaving for sydney today so the maugham ppl are giving her this farewell gift? omg, really dam sincere la they. They folded a total of 999 stars for her and even counted time and again to make sure the number is right. haiz, even i was touched. haha... They said they were going to send her off at 7 so yea, she shld be on the plane now bah. tho i may not know her personally, just wanna wish her all the best in whatever she do and i will be missing your " Good morning college, there are no announcements for today" =P
Did physics tutorial at the concourse for a while just now before returning back to home.
Yesterday was however, more fun. :)
School as usual in the morning and TKD in the afternoon. What fun was at nite! haha... Finally got to meet up with the beloved leow lay teng. ahha, very long nva see her le so decided to arrange for dinner with her. me, kah hwee, grant, nigel, sam, ty, hui shi & leow leow leow then went to the coffeeshop beside Maysprings to have dinner. Then we settle down at a nearby playground and did abit of catching up ^^. We talked about alot of stuff, the past and the future i shld say. We talked about the childhood times, the times they were in PJC, the times we hanged out tgt. so much fun... We also think about what we shld be doing for the next few months? Fishing outing! ty suggested that, fishing at jetty. wahah, tho we all nva fished b4 we are willing to give it a try. Like i said b4, sometimes it is not the things u are doing that matters, it is the ppl u are with that does :D Also, lay teng suggested that we all get a bike so that like once in a month, we can gather and cycle around our lovely neighbourhood. haha, so much fun we talked about. just hope we can get all these to come true.
But time flys and all good stuff would eventually come to an ending. So i left them at 9+ and only reached home at 10 bah. Happy memories, happy moments i just couldn't bear to have them gone. We'll meet up again soon k? STELLA TOO! HAVEN SEEN U IN QUITE A WHILE LE! ahha... =P
k la, tml school again. Might be going gym for a while b4 playing b ball with kh.
Bye all & take care...
When the dark clouds just fill the skies and the raindrops fall... be assured i'll be around for u guys to lean on ^^
Labels: Wo zhi dui ni you gan jue...
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