9:02 PM

36.7 degree celcius, seems like my fever is gone. My temperature has stablise since yesterday, i hope it does for quite some time.



Yesterday was house hopping day, but we didn went house hopping. Reason is simple, the numbers were not settled till last minute. Many last minute changes, ps de ps, sick de sick, die de die. Sorry kh, i knew u spent a great deal of time trying to work things out, it just didn work out in the end. So in the end, the boys went to lot 1 for a great movie at 10.15, "Ghost Rider", before having lunch at Lets Eat. Then we went Kh house to "Bai Nian" + Slack around. Watched American Pie(Band Camp), Van Helsing and gambled blackjack all the way till 6 before meeting sock hong and proceed to Fajar. Went Felicia's house with her b day cake and her present(necklace with her name on it =] ) to surprise her. HAPPY 18th B DAY FELI! Then we went to Fajar's "Zhu Chao" to eat. But in the end, we didn eat there cause the farking auntie who took our orders cheated us of our 45 minutes and end up serving the table beside us first when we were first to place our orders. So in a fit of anger, we just walk off to the other coffeeshop where we had our delicious chicken rice. 1 whole chicken for 5-6 ppl, nice and filling, fast and cheap. Finally, we end off our day by going back to felicia's house for blackjack & for JENGA(sock). Left her house at 12.a.m., reached home at 12.30.



Didn went min li house today cause hui li was sick and kh didn wanna go so in the end it was cancelled. Went sakae in the afternoon with dad and sisters but i didn ate much. After my fever, my appetite hasn't recovered. At the rate i am eating, i think i'll end up with only pack and bones le.



As usual like all sunday evening, i have monday blues. But i feel that my blues are different from many others such that i dun really feel sad about school starting on monday. what i actually feel is sad and scared. And the thing which makes it worse is that i'm not sure what i am sad and scared about... or do i?



I often listen to the lyrics of the songs and try to pick up the meaningful phrases that are within. But recently i realised that i not only do that but in addition to that, many phrases relate very much to my life that i am leading now and things start to uncover. Its like some sort of prophecy that i would nva have known until now. Things that i dun understand then when i study the lyrics just seemed to be clearer to me now. So is this what i was about to uncover? Is this what that is hidden from me all along?







I can't believe that i could be so blind. Time and again i just mistrust ppl so much so that it affects me and damage me further, making me weaker and less humane...

sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

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