Thursday, March 29, 2007
10:10 PM
Summary of Common Test results
H2 Maths - A
H2 Physics -D
H2 Chemistry - B
H1 Economics - B
H1 General Paper - S
Red - DeprovedBlue - Improved
Summary of Results In Promos
H2 Maths - B
H2 Physics - B
H2 Chemistry - B
H1 Economics - B
H1 General Paper - C
Hmm, comparing with the promos results, i think i didn do too well. In fact, i deproved bah. but since alot of my frens got worse-off results than me, i guess i shldn't complain too much bah. Just try to work harder lor. Anyway, heard from Mohammad Bakut Tay Wen Zong Vice president of PJC Defence Of The Ancients Club that he has got triple A for 3 of his H2 subjects and an S for the last one. So i guess i have alot more to catch up, haha.
Anyway,
KO ONE SHOW NO MORE LE! argh... the stupid person that uploaded it on You-tube got his/her account suspended so i cannot watched le. sux man, just when the climax starts showing. haiz, guess i would have to borrow the discs from Hui Jun then. No KO One = one more daily entertainment off my mundane life. haiz, nvm bah i'll try to get new source of entertainment then. There will always be others, dun u agree :D
Mrs Leong was down with a bad sore throat today but she still turned up for lessons. Even with that bad throat of hers, she still trys to keep her lessons entertaining by cracking some jokes now and then and motivate us in the process. I would really like to take this chance to say " THANK YOU MRS LEONG, I WILL WORK HARDER FOR GP SO AS TO NOT LET U DOWN!". I finally realised that the teachers we have in PJC ( or maybe just teachers of my class) are really very caring and passionate as what our principal Mrs. Tan had said last year when we were in J1. just that it didn seem so to me then and i still complained that all our teachers were old ah pek and ah ma. Seems like ah pek and ah ma proved to be more useful than those Siao lian eh. =)
K la, so tml friday lessons as usual. The only thing scary is P.E. Then nite training at A.M.K. and saturday going out with some frens to Seoul Garden :D
Be off to sleep guys, nites.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
6:01 PM
Wah, common tests results were disappointing. =(
S for GP
B for Chemistry
And i tot both of them were managable. And i tot i could secure an A for chem and at least a D for GP. I was wrong? I got C for GP and B for Chemistry during promos by the way. But what to do, i'll just have to accept it that i didn put in enuff effort. BE OPTIMISTIC =D
My class didn do too well for the common tests and our teachers were disappointed with us. But i just wanna tell the class ppl to not be demoralised by this but instead do something about it. Like what Mdm Goh said, its a wake-up call le. There is still chance if we start now, that is if we cherish this chance :) So work hard and lets SOAR UP HIGH.
Had a china PRC scholar joining our class today for lessons, his name is Gong Ye Feng. Quite a quiet kid but very friendly when we talked to him, just that he dun open up to us much. But i guess that is because he is the only one from his school in our class, i would pretty much be like him if i were in his position too. Hope we dun scare him off, haha.
P.E. was light today , i think Mr. Yaw wants us to start slow before pushing in "Hell Week". haha, i dun really look forward to that day though.
So school ended and me and kh walked home.
Wanna make this chance to make a big apology to Leow Lay Teng the chio bu for not being able to go buy your Laptop with u on thursday on a last minute note( PS if u insist ) cause our GP teacher last minute cock up a remedial from 4 to 5.30. haiz. Sorry sorry, really didn mean to de. =(
K la, signing off. Bye
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, March 24, 2007
6:28 PM
WTF!!! can't believe i actually almost teared for a scene in KO one. Stupid "wang da dong" aka, kuku's darling, aka KO 3, that bloody girl is so dam sweet to u and u actually pushed her aside. Her efforts on the fruits sliced for u were also in vain. U SUCK! sorry, too involved le. =)
Anyway, went for TKD training today. Super long nva go le so decided to go train bah. So did abit of footwork and after the whole training end, we went bugis area for katong laksa. haha, then walk around that area combing for other laksa stalls, suddenly everyone got this laksa craze. haha. After that slept my way home on bus 960 before going out to plaza for lunch yet again with family. lol, i realised my apppetite is back to normal le :D
Sian leh, tot dad would be free tonite to bring us out for movie but turn out that he had to attend a dinner tonite. Oh well, slack at home bah.
Ren xin ge du pi. It is still just better to look things on the surface and not think too much into it, at least dun need to worry so much. Careful "Wang Da Dong", "Lei Ke Si" is not as simple as he seems.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, March 22, 2007
6:37 PM
Insomnia once again. haiz...
It just stumbed me. hmm, i dun understand why.
But anyway,
HAPPYBIRTHDAYTUAN YEOW!=D18 years old le. can go watch M18 shows without us =(. haha, but i know u won't =P
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
7:20 PM
3 subjects down, 2 more to go. Finally a break from these tests, i wonder if i can make it thru.
Today's econs was fine, not sure what grade i can get but i know i won't fail. =) Chem was okay too, hope can secure an A for that. So now i just needa work hard for Maths and Physics, tough ones start coming up...
Time flies, it is already mid march le... Thinking back, i used to complain time pass so slow. But watever la, time dun determine anything. March holidays are long over so work hard everyone, we still have a long way to go.
Hana kimi over le so no form of enjoyment everyday. :( But nevertheless, life still goes on doesn't it? Furthermore, there are still other new shows to catch, like KO one. Quite nice la, i just went You tube to catch the first few episodes. The storyline is just so familiar to me la, Just like 07 academy. lol. Its about the lousiest students in a school gathering into one class and they create hell for everyone. Fight all day long and dun study, even got some KO chart to see who is the strongest. LOL. The main character is Jiro from Fahrenheit and i love his character inside, both the appearance and the style. =)
"Wo men shi zhong ji yi ban" - Little did i realised that actually, i was a part of them too. WAHAHAH. 07 academy + hopeless row. Nice name we got there, we are just short of a KO chart like them. lol
Hmm, alot of my frens are now encountering problems with their lives too and i just feel so much like helping them.
To ty: Remember what i told u on saturday nite? dun think too much about the things that has happen. Always sit down and analyze before making any decisions, dun act rashly. Remember to tell me before u make any decisions too hoh. Take care.
To lt: School starting soon for u, anxious anot? Grats on making into your fav faculty. remember hoh. poly is not like JC, u must have the discipline to study hard. Have fun in your poly life and all the best to you. :D
To Kuku: hey girl, u feeling better now? dun worry too much about what your mum feels about u taking up hockey, the most important thing is whether anot u have the passion for it. Catch up with your studies too. I know u can, dun disappoint me. Dun forget about our deal hoh, i'm not gonna let u have a easy win =)
To Kh: Sometimes, its not about the results u get, its about the effort u put into it. I dun believe if u continue to work hard, no results will be seen. So dun be demoralise, work hard and one day u will see your grades fly sky high :)
To Min yi: patch up with your dad le ma?dun always quarrel with your dad la. sometimes, its just better to understand him better and why he will react the way he did. All the best to your poly life too.
To yumin: so how was it? meeting him on the first saturday when he coming out? Hmm, dun think too much about it now since you cannot do anything to change the fact so just focus on studies first. continue to fill me in with what happens bah.
To peggy: has my maths notes helped? sure hope u can do well for your maths. all the best for your block tests.
7.30 le. time for me to go fill up my empty stomach. Tonite is a nite of enjoyment, cycling to my favourite spot. Leave me in solidary confinement =)
One last thing to all frens out there bah, just wanna share with you guys some new stuff i have pondered upon. Everytime when something bad or unpleasant happens to us, we always try to find fault with something so that there could be a reason for it. But sometimes, the actual fault lies in ourselves. So think back, sit down and analyze, we might discover something new. Once you are enlightened, miracles could happen. i'm enlightened, are u?
Why did I let myself believe Miracles could happen. Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care. Contradicting to what i have said, but haha oh well. Random, sorry.
Sayonara.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, March 17, 2007
1:35 PM
Back from ECP chalet. I've got only one comment on the chalet, it is lousy. There had been a change of management and the new management sux. Has anyone been to a chalet with only a table and no chairs inside? So they expect the ppl to stand while doing their stuff? The chalet unit was empty with only a small table when i opened the door, how nice. So we had to press the ppl in charge before they send ppl down to send us stools. zzz.
So ECP was a bore. Shld i say, both a waste of time and not a waste of time? Contradicting but thats what i felt. Not a waste of time as it is really a time where my family just gather and have some family bonding instead of leading with each of our busy lives everyday. Waste of time is because i shld have made use of that time to study instead. all my "frens" are busying study and i'm the only loser "enjoying" at ECP. If anyone thinks that i am a mugger constantly studying at home u guys are wrong. true, i did study on some occasions but i am pretty sure they are not enuff for me to obtain decent grades in the upcoming common test, so those ppl who thinks i study more than u guys, u guys shld think about FARKING study more instead of wasting time thinking that jason is a study freak cause u guys are FARKING gonna fail this common test if u all dun do anything about it.
Mugger Mugger Mugger, if u ppl like to call ppl who spend their time studying muggers then so be it. if u guys outcast ppl just because they spend more of their time studying unlike u guys maybe, then its your choice. I just want to let u guys know something my secondary school physics teacher told me before which is very very true. he said: " Let them laugh at you. let them play for all they want and outcast u. Eventually when u obtain your results, we'll see who have the last laugh.". Isn't it very true? first thing first, those ppl who have made their choice to come JC, u guys might have heard what others said about JC before le right? NO LIFE, absolutely true! so why bother coming to JC and find that you guys still want your life? Why making yourself miserable? Everyone knows JC is a period where all the nerdy losers gather and mug and try to obtain good results for their A's in order to secure a place in the Uni. If u ppl cannot take this kind of life, for god's sake go poly or ITE. Go choose a different system of study, go enjoy.
There is this saying that goes like this, "no pain, no gain". You reap what u sow. If you ppl are not ready to make sacrifices, then dun expect anything good in return. No point blaming everything on everyone and everything else when u guys are the true determinant of everything. Its your life, what others do does affect you but eventually it is you who determine how it goes. WAKE UP PPL!
Anyway, back to the topic about ECP. Erm, many food left untouched after BBQ. Just hope that you ppl can inform me beforehand that u guys are not coming cause it is bad to buy so much food but in the end we wasted it all. Ppl in cambodia are surviving on less than a dollar a day and we are wasting food like this, it is really bastard isn't it. But to those that came, thx for making time to come, do hope u guys "enjoyed" yourselves on this unenjoyable trip. Special thx to girls from my class, Min xian, min li, hui li and some of my other besties,
lay teng,
felicia and
xue ting. ( its not all about michelle only hoh, i did wait the whole afternoon for u guys to come cycle with me.)
Okay la, duwan to waste my time here blogging crap and rubbish le. we shld all use time more efficiently, it is really a limited resource.
I have given up and moved on. I just hope u guys can now see the reason why...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, March 12, 2007
11:59 PM
Phew, finally got the chance to blog. Recently have been quite tight up with hw and schedule till no time to blog. Actually abit lazy too la... :P
So... Nowadays dam busy. Busy with school work, busy worrying about exams and busy about my commitments - CIP, NCAP attachment, TKD president & duty as a son :X. Have been missing my TKD trainings at ang mo kio, feel dam guilty. But the thing is i am really tight up, this friday got family chalet again. haiz, wonder if my attachment will be void =( Then finishing CIP at science centre, something happy about :)
This holidays like not holiday also. out of 5 days of holidays, 4 days i am going to school. haiz, what to do, J2 must prepare to sacrifice lor. Going school tml to try and study maths again. 3 mock tests coming up and i haven studied for any, how pro can i get? i am so dead...
Anyway, this few days were quite fine. Had a couple of scrumptious meals :D
Yesterday went JUMBO seafood at ECP for a feast to celebrate my sis's b day. HAPPY BELATED B DAY, wahah. We had super nice seafood, something special too - Lobster salad. Then we went the chalet at ECP to book chalet for friday, BBQ too ^^. This holiday so packed so only got this day free to enjoy bah?
Saturday went for CIP in the afternoon with sista, swee chang and yoke hui. Quite entertaining, lol. Then at nite meet up with dad, mum and youngest sis to go Yan Palace restaurant in Warren Golf & Country club for yet another delicious dinner. hahahah. For the first time in my life, i tasted Peking Duck. And to my surprise, the crispy skin taste alot nicer than the meat. =D So eat eat eat and hope i grow fat. wahahaha...
Hmm, today went school for chem lesson and teck whye mac to slack around with michelle, hui li and min li before returning home to slack again. haha, did some chem in the process. Just hope all the things i need to know for the common tests are already in my mind, there is just so much of them. ARGH...
To my frens out there, how are u guys? Haven really been hearing much from u guys le. Sure hope everything is fine and the "tai sui" dun come bother u guys. :P
K la, enuff of my crapping, i gtg le la. Lazy to upload the photos so didn upload any. WAHAHAHAH. Bye all and take care!
Speed is of the essence. Strength is of the importance.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Friday, March 09, 2007
6:15 PM
Haha, its funny when u think of it.
The more u do such stuff, it just makes me feel that i am more blind than ever. How can i be so blind. i really dun understand. U ppl just think about yourselves, no one ever spares a thought for me.
Today's GP was fine? Tho i feel that most of the things i studied didn came out, i think the results wouldn't be too bad yea? hope i dun fail bah.
Had chem lessons after GP common test before going to BPP for LJS with kh. Chat awhile on some stuff and walked around BPP. Hmm, lets hope things work out for him. i duwan to see history repeat itself tho i could sense it already. haha. if u know what i mean bah.
Came home and slack until now bah. Waiting and waiting just for the joy of the day - 7 p.m. "hua yang shao nian shao nu". Stupid rite? but this is just the joy of all my days. Really love the shows about high school students falling in love, their wonderful love story, and also those sweet girls like junli. Those that in real life never exists... at least not for me :D
Heard from jie that xiao qi they all coming over, oh well, hope it'll be fun.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
11:29 PM
We can all soar if we just try... i used to say that, but can we really do so?
Hmm, today was a great day bah. Happiness level rose above 5/10 for the first time since months ago. HAPPINESS LEVEL WAS 6/10 today :)
Had CCA openhouse Booth today. Tho i only start laying out the stuff at 1.30, i think today's open house was quite a success. We did warcry & breaking demo. There was quite a commotion in front of the booth and we had some good number of interested members. Following which was TKD training. Today had a different way/style of training. We formed a circle facing each other and did light warm-up follow by footwork. Then it was sparring, oh yes =) Tho my thigh ache, i still sparred. THX TO ISSAC WHO INSISTED ON SPARRING WITH ME. Lol. But it was fun la, despite the pain, everyone had fun. I hope? haha...
Left school at 6+ before going to LJS in BPP for dinner with the TKD ppl - more ppl this time. =)
Then came home and slack around.
Tml might be going school to study bah. I MUST WORK HARD AND DO WELL FOR MY EXAMS! Chinese was a disappointment and i cannot let any more disappointment happen. Dun think i can take anymore either... haha.
Did a forbidden thingy today, i listened to that forbidden song again =( Hope i dun listen to it much. IT SUX. does it? :/
OKAY OKAY, off to rest. Rest well all my frens and take good care of yourselves!
Everyday is a new beginning and we should all grant this beginning with a smile. I believe i can i believe i will =D
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, March 03, 2007
7:29 PM
Hey guys, how is everyone doing?
Well for me, weirder and weirder things are happening to me. Things i've never been able to expect, not even in my wildest dreams. But yes, it happened, and i won't deny that it did.
Since october last year to now. its been only like 4-5 months? but what i feel is that i seemed to be going thru a year or 2 le. Days passes slowly and difficultly with many many unpleasant stuff happening. Many times or not, i will blame everything that happens to be unfair to me. Like why is it happening to me? Why dun my frens undergo the same stuff as i do, why must it be me? why why why? But now i realised smth, everyone is different and unique & there is no way your life can be the same as them. Things like betrayal, deception, disappointment, more and more, is just the way you think about it. Tho many ppl will say, " if u dun let the thing affect you, it can't." but hey, lets face it. while saying so, while trying to not let the thing affect you, it already did. You are already forcing yourself not to think about it, so isn't it affecting you?
But are you gonna fall because of it? are you gonna just give up when faced up with such obstacles? Well for me, i used to give in, i used to blame everything that happens on everything else except myself.
I AM SUCH A COWARD, I AM SUCH A LOSER. But for now, i will just move on with it, live on with it. what i wanna say to life is that,
HEY, IS THAT ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT? GIMME SOMEMORE & I WILL SURVIVE IT CAUSE I LIVE WITH THIS SHIT!Recently i've been suffering from some weird weird stuff that i've nva suffered b4, some emotional problems. Being sad and scared at times with stuff i dun even know. But hey, life goes on doesn't it? So what if u are scared and sad, does it make a difference? We're all old enough that u can't just go and cuddle into your mum's bed and tell her, "mum i'm scared". So when you have no one to turn to, you just have to face it, and you jolly well do.
Sorry that i sounded agitated here cause i really just wanna vent out my anger here that such "weird" & unpleasant stuff happened to me. But dun worry la, i will not be like what i used to be to complain about such shit. We live on with life whether anot life is hard for you.
Remember the happiness level thingy that me and hsing fu used to play last year around april like that? I can still remember hsing fu told me b4, "If u treat today's happiness level as a guide, tml's happiness level can only rise or fall. Lets say today was a bad day and your happiness level is 2/10 like that, there is only 10% chance that tml will be worse so dun worry yea?" How true to me last time. And i will continue to believe in it, tho the average happiness level of me from last october till now is like 2.5/10 per day. Nevermind, i choose to have hope in life. It will get better de. OPTIMISM is the way of life.
Oh yea before i sign off, just wanna share another phrase of my GP teacher with you guys. "If yesterday was a bad day, well its over already. Nothing is permanent." - Mrs. Leong.
Cool isn't it? Just bring it :D
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
