Saturday, April 28, 2007
9:59 PM
What a rare morning i had today, no
TKD, No
CIP, No commitments... CAN SLEEP TILL LATE!
Woots :)
Woke up at 10+ today, one of the few days this year that i can have my full 8 hours of sleep. After that went to lavender to extend my passport with dad and mum. Following which we had lunch at a nice prawn noodles eatery at
jalan sultan there. As usual, dad and mum had to work so i went with them to "The Alcove" where they bring their client to view the unit while i sit around and slack.
Gratz to them, the unit was sold after my dad displayed his professional housing agent skills, i must say
i'm impressed :D .
So after tha, dad decide to bring me to
Liang Seng Sports at Marina Square to shop for my
TKD stuff :) I FINALLY CAN HAVE MY VERY OWN BELT WITH MY NAME EMBROIDERED ON IT! ( Bad thing is i'll have to wait 1 month before they are done with the embroidery =( ) Other than that, dad bought me many many
TKD stuff such as training gloves and instep guards ( so that i won't have swollen feet that often, "
zhu jiao" ). So totaling it up, it cost 155 plus minus, THANKS DAD! I feel that i am quite bad
sia, spent so much.
haiz okay, i will not spend so much again
le.
Friday was tiring, in fact every
friday is. P.E. in the morning,
TKD in afternoon and night.
Everytime i reach home, i will just drop dead. This cannot go on
sia, i think after the competition conditions might get better bah.... I hope?
Thursday is
NAPFA le, quite scared. Afraid that i cannot pass the Standing Broad Jump and cannot get good timing for 2.4km run.
hmm... oh well.
. ................... 现在我相信...
. ................................天空会放晴...
.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
9:18 PM
Wednesday, lessons as usual. Went and have a chat with yumin during break. She told me that there was this teacher that is reading her blog! And that teacher tagged as anonymous and sort of kp her for complaining about S L O thing, and guess what. "we" me her and one of her other fren i think, kp-ed the teacher back. (we didn know it was a teacher) i wonder if any teacher is reading my blog now, omg. Be fret not, i dun scold teachers( at least not here :P)
Okay so after lessons we had TKD training. Coach Lee was down with food poisoning today so she didn come, and for that i had to take the whole tkd team for today's training. Wonder how she is doing now? GET WELL SOON! So i taught the J1s some new "skills" - horse riding stance, inward blockings. And after that, the class was being entertained by Juan chen issac they all while me xiu xuan mdm ong & mr wahab went to interview the potential "excos". It went on quite okay, alot alot of candidates but we cannot accept all so sorry to those we have to kick out. Results might be announce next week bah.
After that we followed up with some sparring. Alot of the J1s participated actively in the sparrings :D I did some sparring too. Sorry to ronrich and ven cheng, i accidentally hit "your there". haha, wasn't on purpose. I was just trying not to hit the head so in the end it ended up low, i promise it won't happen again yea? :X
So training ended late at 6+? raining heavily.
Tml having school till 5.30? cool, long day. haiz... nvm, at least that means i won't spend too much time slacking le bah.
Guess thats all from me... begone all... shoo! :P
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, April 23, 2007
10:05 PM
Haiz, time and again i made mistakes. Mistakes in those i trusted, those that i wanted to helped. In the end, i am the one that ruin myself. Why did i even let these ppl have the chances to ruin me, last time is because of me being soft hearted. But what now?
When will people not live just to hear what they love to hear and listen to some other ppl's views sometimes. Maybe it will be for the better? Well, sometimes some frens just wants u to improve on yourself....
Mrs. leong mentioned self-reflection today, maybe its time i do some self-reflection again. Am i right in doing what i did? Am i really wrong this time round? Misjudgement once again? Time and again? Can't be right? haiz...
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
. ............................... Sometimes things are just not meant to be changed
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, April 22, 2007
12:56 AM
Had quite a tiring day today. Woke up at 9+ and went for TKD grading at Eunos CC. Reach there at 12+ and did alot of practises and admin stuff with the year ones. Then actual grading started at 2 and ended at 4. Alot alot of funny stuff happened today :)
There was this two girls who were doing their sparring for their grading and i'm their referee. At first they seemed dam nervous and such so i just whispered to them to not be nervous and just relax. So still being so nervous, one of the girl started fighting even b4 the command "si jak"(start) was given. LOL, so we had to start over again. And then when they started fighting, this girl accidentally kicked her fren too hard on her stomach such that she shouted "FUCK!" so loudly that everyone there can hear. DAM FUNNY CAN! i was like, omg la. With the examiner there they sparred lik real fighting and also shout like real fighting ( with vulgarities, lol ). but the bad thing about today was that i got reprimanded for alot of stuff the stupid J1s did wrongly. As usual, whatever the juniors did wrongly, the chair person gets scolded. Haiz, used to it le. So blurred after several scoldings, i made a few mistakes during my commands and even did a foolish thing. I ACTUALLY WENT INTO THE GIRLS TOILET! dam upset and embarrassed about this. I was like turning my way into the toilet when i suddenly saw this girl cleaning her feet with the tissue. And the next time i know was, OMG i'm in the wrong toilet! so i dashed out saying sorry all the way. ahah, lucky she did really notice my presence.
So after grading, some of us went to had lunch tgt ( at 4p.m.!). Went home and bathe after that b4 rushing down to Glass house for Fish & Co. with frens =) Weirdly, today seemed to be a popular day for birthdays. LOL, we heard 3-4 birthday songs just for that 1-2 hrs in Fish & Co. So after the dinner, its like 10+ le and we went home.
After a long day of nth much except for that 3-4 hrs mrt ride to Eunos and back and 1-2 hrs bus ride to Town and back, i am here blogging. :)
Shit, eye lids dropping down le. Guess i'll go sleep bah. Nites all.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
9:56 PM
Sorry guys, i disappoint you all. =( Really dun feel like saying anything cause whatever i say will just be excuses? The other competitors were fast i must admit, i was just too slow. Sorry to my TKD frens too cause i can see that they really tried very hard. But sometimes i really feel that we deserve it? haha. Cause like we really didn trained at all bah, no efforts into practising. Today was the only day we trained( during the actual run. =] ).
I suddenly feel that TKD had been dam slack as compared to others sports CCA. Look at the other competitors in the sports category - Canoe, Basketball, Volleyball, ODAC. Which one of them nva ran on a regular basis? Then take a look at TKD again, whats the maximum distance we ran? Only 3 rounds slow jog around the track and the members start complaining that training was hectic. WTF? Maybe its time we wake up if we really want to compete with other sports CCA. Ppl 10 rounds per week with pace while we 2-3 rounds per fortnight ( sometimes dun even have) slow jog.
K la, since its over, its over. =) I always tell myself after a failure that maybe some things are just meant to be let go, we can't win all the time right? But i realised that whenever i start having such thoughts, i will keep deteriorate as a person. Its like i just keep giving myself leeway for failures, THAT CAN NEVER DO! As the saying goes " if you duwan then dun do, if u want to do, then make sure u give it your best shot" ( chinese saying ). Food for thought?
Okay, i seriously feel that i have been slacking too much le bah. Its like i really haven been studying. Everyday come home start using com and slack around till like 11 like that, then go do 1 or 2 qns in tutorial and off to sleep. Is this what an a JC2 student is suppose to be like? haiz...
Nothing really affects me anymore and i feel so upset over it. Its like nth anyone say or anyone does can cause a huge impact on me liao, really. Even if u guys may come up to me and tell me " you suck" right in my face, i might just say " so?" or maybe just give u that weird look and walk off.
K la, but looking at the brighter side of life, i am much happier now than i was a few weeks or months ago! =) Leading my life with my rules, having good frens around me. Outings here and there and i just can't seemed to find time for each and everyone of them =X Think i'm gonna give sam's house bbq trip a miss for this coming friday cause got TKD at AMK. Then sat might be going out too and then sunday is FAMILY DAY =D
Trying to act like someone who u are not will nva work out. We can deceive the whole world but not ourselves. One day to come, the truth will be uncovered and we will just be ashamed of what we have done. So lets just be ourselves and not care about what others may think of us. Kinda random here but suddenly had this thought in my mind. =)
Impossible is nothing, just do it. :P ( when adidas meets nike )
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, April 16, 2007
8:31 PM
Today was fine, we had physics S.P.A. on skill C & D. Spent last nite memorising the errors and discussions for skill D so i really hope i can do well for it. It was raining heavily during the S.P.A., especially after i finished my paper and was lying on the desk thinking of stuff. Its like the Heaven is disagreeing with me on some of my thoughts, LOL, dam funny. Its like i suddenly think of something then it "&^##*^&#" (roar of thunder, :P ), and then when i think of another thing, it roared louder. zzz.
Anyway, went for CIP on saturday morning at Science centre. had a short chat with yoke hui and he was telling me about his idea of designing shirts with a newly invited jap brand. Sounds cool, so i told him if he had done that i would like to see it =) Then went for a game of pool at lot 1 with my class guys b4 going down to raffles place to attend our school's choir concert at Victoria Concert Hall. The concert was quite nice, but what i love more was the company of frens there. Its been quite long since the hoodies had such fun discussing about common stuff, critizing and praising some ppl at the same time. I seriously hope that we can have such outings in the near future, before hsing goes away =( So after that concert me, grant, ele, melvin, hsing fu & zhi jie went to Lao Pa Sha for some supper while kh went off with wan yan. The food there was okay, but the price is really ex i must say. Heard from melvin that they con tourist money de. Haiz, spoil our singaporean image. Went home after that.
Sunday was a slacking day. Wanted to study de, but just finding slacking more enjoyable so i slacked. procastinating at nth, and so time flies till nite when we went for some nice "zhu chao" to celebrate my sis's 19th birthday. Happy birthday sis, i told u i was gonna be the last to wish u happy birthday :P Went home after that and tried my best to memorise the Skill D errors discussion.
Finally got my small dictionary from popular. So walked my way home just now, and as usual procastinating along the way. For all my frens out there, if u happen to call me and i didn answer, i'm really sorry cause sometimes i am really into thinking of smth. I'm always thinking :P
WANNA STRANGLE KAH HWEE! :p stupid song, so saddening and so addictive at the same time. i wanted to find that song that time de, but forgot all about it after the so show. Anyway, show me the "L" shirt next time =)
MC之歌 - 等待是我自责
路越走越曲折 不能回头了
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Friday, April 13, 2007
8:13 PM
Hmm, today wasn't really a good day, but it wasn't really bad too. :D Tho i had "omens" in the morning leading to bad stuff happening, the day followed with great fun and joy.
Had P.E. in the morning, quite light. But before i started P.E., i suddenly start coughing and had the urge to vomit but nth to vomit out( first omen). LOL. Then i went to take my weight as usual and there comes the second "omen" - My weight dropped by 0.5kg to 57.5kg. :P Then we went to canteen and have some snacks. weirdly, i wasn't hungry so i just had a can of drink(3rd omen, wahaha). So at 9+, min li reminded us that the P.W. results were out and so we went to have a look. And to everyone's horror, we did badly, real bad. Our class only had one B which is clinched by karissa and most of the others got a C and for me? a D. Strangely, i dun feel anything when i knew i got a D for PW, is it because the truma i've gone thru these few months just made me emotionless? haha, so 2nd "D"onkey for an A level exam grade, one chinese and one PW. But since i cannot change it, i'll just have to accept it, life still goes on. haha.
After P.E. we had chem and following chem was one of the highlights of the day. Our school actually invited the famous "Tang Quatet" to perform in our school. Tho i do not have much music talents to appreciate such classical music much, i must admit they are good. their music are so dam nice la, except for one lengthy and draggy de which i dun really like. I even had the sudden urge, at that point of time, to just let go of sports stuff and go for musical stuff. So not me right? LOL. Maybe i shld go learn violin next time =)
Had chem remedial as last lesson before i walked and slacked around for time to pass till its 3 and TKD training starts. I took warm-up as usual and taught the J1s some kicks. It was fun as this batch of J1s were very much self-motivated to train and were very enthusiastic, unlike the last batch i shld say. Not that i really wanna compare it but it is just a fact, we have to accept it. Anyway, i think the J1s enjoyed this kinda training as i heard they laughing every now and then and also whispering to each other that "wah this is fun". =) =) =) Then one funny thing happened again today; Adam out of no where, suddenly pop out and told me that there was this J1 in TKD quite cute. Then when i asked him who, he pointed to the "ppl claimed hebe look-alike". haha, okay la, she is not bad looking but certainly not HEBE-LIKED i must emphasize again . :P so Adam asked me the name of that girl and i told him i will let him know later as i was teaching some other ppl some stuff. So dun worry adam, will let u know but cannot let u know confidential stuff as it is just my principles not to disclose such confidential stuff, u will have to find out on your own then :)
TKD ended at 6 and the exco were back on track discussing the events happening soon and organising the tasks to be done. i've finished mine :D
So tml have CIP in the morning, afternoon maybe going to play pool with some of our class guys b4 going for Choir Concert at Victoria Theatre. Saw karissa b4 i left school just now and she looked really dam stressed. Sze Xin was like " sian la, sorry but we will make u waste your money tml" too. I just have one thing to tell them and that is that, sometimes it is not the result that matters, it is what u guys did. The effort u guys put in can be seen by all and i think i will really enjoy tml's concert no matter how "badly" u guys may sing( i dun think will be that bad tho). its the company u are with, not the events. :D Then maybe after that might be going out with hoodies.
Really taking things lightly now, no matter what it is. I think this kinda life is pretty good. Let go of the past and live thru the present.
So begone with this long entry and i'm off. bye!
Ni Hui Hou Hui Ni Shuo Zhuo Chu De Jue Ding.
:)
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
10:23 PM
Have been addicted to a few songs recently - Altantis Princess from BoA, Over My Head from Sum 41 & Pirates of The caribbean them songs. Nice :D
Today was fine. Begin lessons 1 hr later than usual as teachers had some physical recreation time? While for us the loser students, we had to bear with some crappish talks once again in LT4. So the lessons proceeded as usual and school ended at 2.30. And after that, as usual, TKD.
Okay, today was sport's meet heats so many of the J1s didn turned up, however, the turn-up was still quite good - 40+. So training for awhile and we went to support xiu yi, xiu xuan, angeline & jasmine for the CCA 4 X 100 metres relay. DUN WORRY GIRLS, I REALLY FEEL THAT U ALL DID WELL. Jasmine ran fast( didn expect that pigs could fly? LOL, jk. she was really fast for a girl), and the rest of them, especially angeline the last runner shown excellent sportsmanship. They did not stop running and giving their best tho we were lagging behind. Especially angeline when she dashed across the finishing line tho we were already the last. U guys are superb, no matter what others may say =) in addition to that, TKD did well too. We are the only Club that has supporters there to support the runners. Tho we did not win, we shown excellent team spirit. Thx guys :)
Then during training, i heard an absurd shit from coach. She actually told me, while we were taking the J1s, that there is this j1 that looked like HEBE! Omg, actually got me excited for a while( or did i?), so i anxiously looked around to see if i can find any. And then she pointed this girl and when i finally saw that girl, i was like wtf? i told my coach straight in the face that hebe is so chio and that girl is just far from it. WAHAHAH, in a joking tone tho. But, ahha, sorry, i know i was bad. Just that i dun find the girl as chio as hebe, maybe to me hebe's character wins everything. :P That girl is actually Mohammad Bakut Tay Wen Zong's favourite if u guys must know, WAHAHAH. So did quite some shit, and time fly pass. Dunno why but with this new batch of J1s, the sudden increase in members, TKD suddenly seemed more fun :D New team spirit, Good club bonding and ultimate strength(number of members i mean) - we are some team for other clubs to be envious of. trust me, tho many ppl may KP me for saying this, but i just feel that my TKD club ppl are great and fun and we OWN u guys upside down.
Busy with TKD stuff, so much so that i wasn't able to even make it for the hoodies dinner. sorry guys, next time bah. Ate dinner with xius, juan chen, sikai, anthony and issac at BPP and we reconciled on the elections last year. Haha, quite memoriable. So we also talk about the J1s this year, who are those that we think can take what post and xiu yi was sad that no one wanted training head. LOL!
Having lessons tml all the way till 5! madness, but nvm, what else can be done now except studying? Life is quite mundane but getting better, with me being able to control my temper suddenly. Memories at the childish me, flaring up at some stupid stuff, getting jealous of some small events and tending to share all my stuff with my frens hoping that i can depend on them. The me now is much better i shld guess? Learning to handle the things on my own, having a world of my own. =) Maybe at times i will still get jealous of some frens, throwing tantrums like a small kid, but this time round i will not let it affect the ppl around me. Tantrums thrown only to myself. :P
Okay okay, kuan yi said he found my url. I'll see if he really does. :P ( go stef and dun try to find my url, LOL. )
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, April 09, 2007
8:24 PM
Wasn't feeling well today, seriously it sucks. I hate to think of it this way but i had no choice, sux.
I couldn't concentrate in lessons, i couldn't think. No focus, no concentration, no effort ---> wasted day. Encountered the DM today in class, luckily wasn't caught by him ( suay or lucky, for u guys to decide ). Hungry as i was during lessons, i wasn't able to eat anything during breaks. this feeling sux u know? fark it, why must it farking spoil the day. I knew it was going to be a bad day even before i left house and true enuff, it was bad. its just bad, accept it.
Aloy had talks with various teachers today and i hope they are useful to him. Retest was okay for him as he said and he is looking for home tutors. So anyone of u have any to recommend, plz go to him.
Coming weekend filled with shit stuff even before this week started, why must all the weekends be like this? One weekend nth to do, another one filled with bullshit. Packed with CIP, medical check-up, choir concert, job to paint & coach's suggestion of a PJC gathering(wtf for?). So i have to do away with 2 of the events in order to be able to complete the other 3. zzz.
Sometimes i wonder how long i can put up with it, sometimes i ponder of the different ways things can turn up to be. I often tell my frens that the past is gone, the future is still unreachable so what matters is the present. But i just cannot help thinking of it, accept it, jason is a "thinker" as claimed by THAM. Think think and think, what for?
My dreams are weird nowadays and they are just becoming true. Part of them... So beware guys, do not appear in my dream, its freaking wicked.
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If i could i would, turn back the time...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, April 07, 2007
5:18 PM
Just woke up from nap. Have been watching KO one these 2 days( wanna finish it fast so that i can pass it to kh.), thx to hui jun for lending us the Discs =)
Nth much happened on thursday, just that we came to realise a saddening truth - That is that eleazer wasn't given the chance to promote. he only has 2 choices in front of him, retain or go poly. I'm not sure which one was it that he chose but i just know either way i'll be losing one classmate. =( Just hope that everything will turn up fine for him and that he will work hard for his future studies. Good luck ele.
There was no school yesterday as it was Good Friday so i went out in the afternoon with mum dad and sis. We accompanied mum for viewing with a cilent in holland V. Okay, this is hilarious. What i heard from my parents was that they were selling this JTC unit and that the price of this unit and the commission they can receive for it is fixed; as in it serves as a first come first serve basis such that even tho u can offer a higher price for that apartment, the apartment will still go to the one who wanna buy it first. No negotiations about the pricing. So mum made an appointment with this old couple at 1.30 and this lady in her 20s at 2.00. But since the lady was free, she made her way up to the apartment to view it at 1.30 while the couple, dunno for what reason, was late. Then in the end, both of the viewers wanted to buy this apartment and both of them took out their cheque. LOL. The old couple then offered to give my mum more commission if the house was to go to them while the young lady pleaded the old couple to let her have the apartment as she had been looking for a house in that area for quite some time le. So in the end, without much of a choice, both parties agreed on drawing lots to see who gets the apartment. ( anyone heard of such shit b4? 1 coin decides the fate of a house. LOL!) so in the end, my dad flipped a 1 dollar coin to decide the ownership of that house. Yes, it was to the young lady. Being a gentleman, the old uncle shoke the hands of the young lady and offered her his blessings on being lucky to have that apartment and so left. The young lady then rejoice and thank my parents for being her lucky star, allowing her to have the ownership of such a good house. ( the location was good, price was sold low but can be rented out high) So they signed the contract before we went for lunch. i dunno about u guys but to me, this is dam hilarious la. i've nva seen grown-ups fighting for something before and in the end a coin is used to decide the fate of it. haha, but anyway, grats to the young lady and sorry to the old couple who were getting an apartment for their son. So after that funny situation, we went to holland V to have chicken ho fun. nice, i shld say. and after that we went home before dad mum and ah ma went to give their offerings for this past-away relative at his grave.
Aloy went to see the principal today, and the result was that he had to sit for a retest. It is going to be held on monday and tuesday so i guess he still has this weekend to prepare for it. other than that, he was suspended from choir. haiz, he must be feeling dam sad now. I will try my best to help him get on his feet and do well in this retest. I see hope in him and i dun see a reason why he can't promote when some others in the class, who were less hard working than he is, can. So work hard aloy, i am behind u.
Hmm... feeling quite hungry now. So nth much le and i'm off for some snacks. finishin KO one by tml i hope so i can pass on to kh on monday. bye!
I'm gonna break open this seal, and i know i can.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
7:50 PM
Okay first thing first, i have to admit something. That is that my happiness level rose to a new peak ever since last year's october, it reached 8/10 yesterday and 7/10 today. =)
Today had lessons as usual, what unusual was that a fren of mine called me up and ask if i'm free to talk to her. At that time i was stumbed because she doesn't sound okay over the phone, so i went to meet her up. Finally when i saw her, she was actually in tears bah. Feeling quite upset over her results and the meeting with Mr. Dennis Yeo our V.P, she just couldn't help but to let the tears flow out. Tho after the talk she seemed better, i do hope she can get over this thing and move on with life. The fact is that, she is given a second chance and i hope she can cherish it. She was asked to take on a retest for the subjects she failed and to me, i feel that this is her last chance. So, realising the importance of this, i tried to instill this sense of importance into her, to motivate her to study hard, to help her analyze what she shld do. I sure hope she can heed my advice and do well for the retest. The same goes for any of my frens who are going to take on the retest or see any Teachers due to bad C.T. results. I hope u guys can understand that what's done is done and it cannot be undone, what matters now is the future and not the past. Work on your failures and regain your successes, i see hope in everyone and i hope u guys do too. Nva give up hope. The worst thing that can happen is when all hopes are lost, that is when the battle is really lost. The only enemy we have is ourself, overcome it and we will succeed. GAMBATTE everyone, do feel free to approach me for any help needed on studies. I will try my best to help, provided that i am in that position to.
Okay anyway, today we had TKD training. Quite fun i shld say, we played ice breaker games and had lots of interactions with both the J1s and J2s. A big thank you to the exco members and some members, especially Xiu yi, Xiu Xuan, Juan Chen, Jasmine, Angeline & Erik. Thx alot guys, so much fun couldn't have happened without the enthusiasm u guys have shown =) So we did ice breaker games like "hunter, earthquake, fire","the couple game" & whacko. The J1s enjoyed themselves as i can see( or i hope? ) . The number of members rose to a new height of 60+ new J1 members, good turn-up, even beyond my expectations. Good job J2s! :D
Hmm so after TKD i went to have dinner with the hoodie ppl. It was then that i realised that many of them actually eyecandied some new J1s in TKD. Not bad, not bad at all :P Dun worry Mohammad Bakut Tay Wen Zong V.P. of Defence Of The Ancients Club(PJC unit), i will try my best to give u the name and email add of the "green puma bag" girl and also, as u wish, tell her your address, if she is interested that is. =P
Okay la, tml school as usual and have dental in the afternoon. Hope that tml can have a higher happiness level =)
Good luck to my frens with their "girls"? haha, erm dunno what to say to you guys but u all happy jiu hao. Jia you then. wahahah.
All the wisdom to lead,
All the courage that you'll need . . .
You will find when you see
We are one . . .
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, April 02, 2007
11:19 PM
Haha, suddenly feeling very awake. Was actually reviewing on my documents when i found this classic document that i saved last time, and so i read it? its actually a blog entry which i saved from somewhere. =)
"Last but not least is Jason! Yea he is a very happy-go-lucky person who simply don't care anything! guess he can only see things very superficially thus he don't think theres any problem lol. so i guess jason would have a shock seeing this yo!""okay left with 2 faggots, they decide to continue their journey to black belt. since they already haf the foundation, it's fine with me.so, the 2 faggots will be pursuing their black belt, they will be training with the j2s""TO JAZZ: lol you know why u know little or nothing? becoz u dun care. LOL"Haha, pardon me but i just find it quite amusing now that i read it. Author(s) u shld know who u are la so i no need to mention names here. Dun u guys(authors) think its quite funny? Go check your previous posts and read it up. I really think it is nice la, not sarcastic. Tho it appears to be saddening to me then, but now it just seems so funny. The way things turns out and the way it was in the past.
Was also wondering, what if i change back to who i was as describe above? Would it be better? would i be happier? Maybe... We would't know... =)
haha..PLEASE enlighten me and give me advices on WAD should i do.. thanks. - This author said that last time, i think i shld be the one saying it now. wahaha.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
9:23 PM
Period of emergency? Everyone seemed to be having the same problem. How to help? Only i will know =)
Take care guys. U all can do it de. Consult me if it still doesn't work. I will be there, and i mean it, no matter what u may say.
To have confidence that i can achieve
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
