Wednesday, April 18, 2007
9:56 PM
Sorry guys, i disappoint you all. =( Really dun feel like saying anything cause whatever i say will just be excuses? The other competitors were fast i must admit, i was just too slow. Sorry to my TKD frens too cause i can see that they really tried very hard. But sometimes i really feel that we deserve it? haha. Cause like we really didn trained at all bah, no efforts into practising. Today was the only day we trained( during the actual run. =] ).
I suddenly feel that TKD had been dam slack as compared to others sports CCA. Look at the other competitors in the sports category - Canoe, Basketball, Volleyball, ODAC. Which one of them nva ran on a regular basis? Then take a look at TKD again, whats the maximum distance we ran? Only 3 rounds slow jog around the track and the members start complaining that training was hectic. WTF? Maybe its time we wake up if we really want to compete with other sports CCA. Ppl 10 rounds per week with pace while we 2-3 rounds per fortnight ( sometimes dun even have) slow jog.
K la, since its over, its over. =) I always tell myself after a failure that maybe some things are just meant to be let go, we can't win all the time right? But i realised that whenever i start having such thoughts, i will keep deteriorate as a person. Its like i just keep giving myself leeway for failures, THAT CAN NEVER DO! As the saying goes " if you duwan then dun do, if u want to do, then make sure u give it your best shot" ( chinese saying ). Food for thought?
Okay, i seriously feel that i have been slacking too much le bah. Its like i really haven been studying. Everyday come home start using com and slack around till like 11 like that, then go do 1 or 2 qns in tutorial and off to sleep. Is this what an a JC2 student is suppose to be like? haiz...
Nothing really affects me anymore and i feel so upset over it. Its like nth anyone say or anyone does can cause a huge impact on me liao, really. Even if u guys may come up to me and tell me " you suck" right in my face, i might just say " so?" or maybe just give u that weird look and walk off.
K la, but looking at the brighter side of life, i am much happier now than i was a few weeks or months ago! =) Leading my life with my rules, having good frens around me. Outings here and there and i just can't seemed to find time for each and everyone of them =X Think i'm gonna give sam's house bbq trip a miss for this coming friday cause got TKD at AMK. Then sat might be going out too and then sunday is FAMILY DAY =D
Trying to act like someone who u are not will nva work out. We can deceive the whole world but not ourselves. One day to come, the truth will be uncovered and we will just be ashamed of what we have done. So lets just be ourselves and not care about what others may think of us. Kinda random here but suddenly had this thought in my mind. =)
Impossible is nothing, just do it. :P ( when adidas meets nike )
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
