Monday, April 09, 2007
8:24 PM
Wasn't feeling well today, seriously it sucks. I hate to think of it this way but i had no choice, sux.
I couldn't concentrate in lessons, i couldn't think. No focus, no concentration, no effort ---> wasted day. Encountered the DM today in class, luckily wasn't caught by him ( suay or lucky, for u guys to decide ). Hungry as i was during lessons, i wasn't able to eat anything during breaks. this feeling sux u know? fark it, why must it farking spoil the day. I knew it was going to be a bad day even before i left house and true enuff, it was bad. its just bad, accept it.
Aloy had talks with various teachers today and i hope they are useful to him. Retest was okay for him as he said and he is looking for home tutors. So anyone of u have any to recommend, plz go to him.
Coming weekend filled with shit stuff even before this week started, why must all the weekends be like this? One weekend nth to do, another one filled with bullshit. Packed with CIP, medical check-up, choir concert, job to paint & coach's suggestion of a PJC gathering(wtf for?). So i have to do away with 2 of the events in order to be able to complete the other 3. zzz.
Sometimes i wonder how long i can put up with it, sometimes i ponder of the different ways things can turn up to be. I often tell my frens that the past is gone, the future is still unreachable so what matters is the present. But i just cannot help thinking of it, accept it, jason is a "thinker" as claimed by THAM. Think think and think, what for?
My dreams are weird nowadays and they are just becoming true. Part of them... So beware guys, do not appear in my dream, its freaking wicked.
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