Wednesday, June 20, 2007
1:02 PM
Was just talking to wen qi about the issue about ppl in relationships, or going to be into one. Its kinda funny when u think of how ppl nowadays lie their way out just to get what they self-proclaimed as true love, ironic isn't it? How is it possible that the one u have found is really your true love when all these while u have been deceiving everyone else or worse still, even yourself? Well, i'm not saying that i don't lie. Like everyone of you, i do lie also. But it is to the extent of it and when u lie. We can forgive a primary school kid for lying to frens that he is going out with this girl whom he likes but can we do so towards a teenager of our age? It just reflects on the mentality of these people bah.
Anyway, mid year exams are still on going. Had G.P., Chem Paper 3 and Maths Paper 1 le. What i can say is, mid year is really out to kill. Well, we can just hope that the upcoming few papers can be easier. Tml is econs and physics paper 3, so i guess its time i go and revise le.
Bye all.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
3:36 PM
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I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end...
It doesn't even matter...
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, June 16, 2007
4:31 PM
New blogsong. Enjoy bah...
我们怎么了 - S.H.E
落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么
复活
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Friday, June 15, 2007
12:42 AM
Had quite abit of fun today, very long since i had it le. Just came back from the hoodies steamboat session at marina bay with Hsing fu, Tuan Yeow, Canaan, Kah Hwee, Grant, Wen Zong, Nigel, Justin Au Yong, Justin Toh, Samuel & Vance.
Day started off with chem mock test in school all the way till 12. Then slacked abit in the concourse b4 meetin parents for lunch at woodlands and returning home after that. Dunno why but i'm dam tired so i slept for around1 hr plus and it was 4.30 le. So, knowing that i'm abit late for the gathering with the hoodies, i just have a change of clothes and rushed off to lot 1 to meet them - Saw a couple of frens on the way too. So all is set and the hoodies went off to marina via MRT.
We reached marina bay at around 6 + i think and were surprised to see this huge bunch of ppl hogging the bus stop there. Today is not a weekend so by right there shldn't be so many ppl going for steamboat but who knows, seems like everyone have the same mindset and decided to all go to marina on the same day. LOL. With that, we decided to walk to the shop instead as waiting for the bus will be a dumb thing to do - Squeezing with the large number of ppl doesn't seem like an appealing option.
As usual, we arrived at "Zhen Fa Seafood BBQ Steamboat" and started our feast. By the way, canaan's GF was also there too as she was with her frens, first time that we saw her. I tot she was miss lorraine tham at first, she has this kinda resemblance bah i think. Not bad, quite pretty, good taste canaan :D But then canaan complain that she is abit too possesive and easily jealous le bah, like if she sees canaan talking to another girl she will be angry. Err... haha, abit too over le. Anyway, we did alot of recollection of the past and our present lives. Quite nice talks we had there . Food was nice as usual and justin the pro "crab and prawn chef", cooked us some nice crabs and prawn. Thx. Abit of stupid 07 academy tricks done there too, LOL stupid fools sia.
So at around 9.30 we left the place and took mrt back. On the mrt, they were deciding on where to go next. Eventually the decision is made to go for lanning overnite but i'm sorry that i couldn't join u guys. My parents just dun allow it bah =( i promise to make up for it next time! Haiz...
Suddenly life became dull again, i dunno why too. Looking for the bright colours once again, hope to find it real soon.
Time to go to bed le. Nites all...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
7:47 PM
Heres a nice song.
Love Story - 范逸臣 Fan Yi Chen
爱的故事有很多
There are so many love stories
你一定听过 她们说
You must have heard them say
最美的爱情像湖泊
The most beautiful love is like a lake
美的忍不住停留
So beautiful that one can't help but stay
而任性的风 吹过了
The unpredictable wind blows
却飘下一片片叶落
The leaves fall one by one
放开手往北方走
Let go and head towards the north
留下伤心的树独自忍受
Leaving behind the heartbroken tree to endure it alone
你离开我连一句话都不说
You left me without a word
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁
And just silently looked at the star-filled sky tonight
看今夜的流星 划过了天际
Looking at the shooting star cut across the sky tonight
笑我的心
Seemingly laughing at my heart
我无法再冷静
I can't keep my cool anymore
请你要倾听
Please listen to me
你是我的唯一
You are my only one
我不愿去相信
I refuse to believe
我们之间隔著海洋的距离
That there's a distance of an ocean between us
我的爱 已融化在空气里
My love has already melted in the air
Anyway, grats to elaine to make it into top 16 of campus superstar. Mock test tml and on thursday, looking forward to outing on thursday. =)
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, June 10, 2007
6:56 PM
1 more week till school reopens, feeling both happy and sad about it at the same time. Happy that school is finally starting, have been quite bored of studying at home whole day long. But sad also because when school reopens, it is mid years exams le and after that it will still be studying. Haiz...
Anyway, today was a slacking day ( which means i slack the whole day, tho i know i ought not to. haha. ). Woke up at 10.30, lie down on the sofa and as usual, took us the remote control and start looking for nice tv programmes to watch. Then, i saw this interesting news article which i decided to read thru. It is about nowadays teens having alot of superficial online frens other than real frens. This article also features a pair of sisters, this 21 year old nicole and her younger sis, celeste, who is 16. ( by the way, that celeste is Xu Bing's GF. For those that watch campus superstar, u all shld know. i didn know at first, till my sis told me. )
Then in the article, it states that these 2 girls were boasting about how popular they were, given that they had a total of 16000 frens online, in both friendster and myspace. Its kinda funny cause the journalist describe these 2 girls as having a hobby of collecting frens since they were young as compared to others who collected stamps and cards. LOL. Personally, i dun think having so much superficial online frens whom u have nva talked to before is much of a big deal. ( from what they say, tho they have 16000 online frens, they only know around 400 of them -____-" ) Its like in friendster, some ppl just accept ppl without knowing who they are, so if u really want your frens count to be a few thousands, u can just go search for the numerous james, mary, tom, and whatever name and just add them all. I'm sure within a week u can get like 1 full account with 1000 frens. So is it some kind of big deal? Not that i'm saying that having alot of frens is not good, just that i dislike the way the girls put it to the reporters. They are like boasting that they are dam popular because of this huge number of frens, and they even said smth like "some ppl only have 50 profile views a month and just 100 friends". HELLO? so what? I seriously think its the quality and not the quantity that counts. so what if she is able to get 10000 profile views a month, so what if she has 5-6 accounts full of frens? Like what she said too, they added her because they like her photos and videos. ( i dun think she is pretty, she just dress little in some photos and try to flawn her assets, if you call that assets. LOL ) But anyway, its just my opinion bah, u guys may think differently but so be it la.
Ya anyway, after i read the newspaper slack here and there, i went off with ah ma and sis to Ah Ting Jie's newly opened beauty salon at clementi. After quite some time, she can finally have her very own beauty salon, feel so happy for her =) Any of my frens want some beauty therapy can just approach her bah, she is an experienced beautician. I've got her namecard so if u guys want, can get it from me. ^^ she is currently having some promotion packages so its actually quite worth it. DO SUPPORT HER! :D
Played with her son brian whole day, and after that came back home and sit down here to blog le bah. Gonna try to study some chem later le.
Feels quite weird that our house is so empty, without mum, dad and 2 younger sisters. Hmm... hope they are enjoying themselves in malaysia.
Had some weird dreams recently, some flashbacks actually. First time having it, dunno what it meant or maybe i'm just superstitous.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
12:50 AM
Hmm, okay i've decided to stop playing Granado Espada le. =) Its not that the game is not fun, just that it has been taking over my mind. haha, just like all other games i used to play. I dun like it this way, not one single bit. Its like the game controls my life and not the other way round. Well i know its not easy to kick this game off my mind now but i'm going to try, and i know i can do it ^^
Okay anyway, today is dad's birthday! So we went out for dinner with him in Johore, he loved the seafood there ma. Together with some of his colleagues, we reached this ulu seafood "restaurant" by the seaside at around 7+. Its actually not a restaurant but like a seafood "zi cha" stall on wooden planks and stilts( my description sux, sorry. haha). So dad ordered some nice seafood and we chatted while we wait for the food to be ready. I tot as i listened to what the adults are discussing, its kinda weird to be sitting in the middle of the adults and the teens. My sisters and xiao qi were like busy taking photos and sharing bout school stuff while the adults were busy talking about where to go for holidays and things regarding their company and such. Hmm, i guess its the generation gap bah. So after some time, the food were served. Quite nice i shld say, they have food like escargos, sea clams, prawns in special curry gravel & "shou mian"(longevity noodles) & more. But the most awaited dish was this "Shu Mei" fish that my father was talking about, he claims it was the best of the fishes. Well what can i say, the price is DAM EXPENSIVE! Super overpriced i will say - one fish cost 240 malaysia ringgit. Okay i dun deny the fish is nice but isn't it mad that one stupid fish that looks no different from a groupa with white tender flesh can cost so expensive? Haiz, i seriously dunno the adults but for me, i will not spend so much on the stupid fish, i rather spend it on a variety of food. So because of the fish the bill was quite high, but as i heard from my dad, its considered quite cheap le. Oh well, at least everyone enjoyed it so i guess its okay that we be a little spendthrift on some gatherings?
Back to hw. Trying my best to study but i just couldn't. Studied physics circular motion today, one topic a day, i wonder how long i will take to finish the whole physics syllabus. zzz, time is running out for me, I NEED MORE TIME! haiz, there is no use complaining so i shld just get on with studying, AND I WILL! =P
However, after all that i've said, fun just couldn't be missed :) Tml going for b ball with kah hwee and some frens and have been thinking of arranging an outing to go k box or pool with some frens bah. Haven been going there and kinda missed them, lol. Accompanying mum to sakura restaurant on friday too for lunch, booked by her so i must make myself free that day. Dad mum and 2 younger sis going off to penang for holidays for the coming weekend so it will be just me and sis at home. Gonna be bored i guess...
Okay okay, time to go sleep le. Have been sleeping at 3+ for the last few days, my eyes cannot take it le. Nites all...
今生绝不让悲剧重演...
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, June 04, 2007
12:01 AM
Its been quite some time since i've last blogged, reason is simple. 1 year have 12 months = 365 days. 1 day only 24 hours, not enuff time. =( I've been using my time UNwisely.
Anyway, these few days have been going out like almost everyday. friday went amk for tkd, sat went for shrek movie and today went for ECP outing with TKD ppl. haiz, i think MYE is a goner le. But anyway, today was quite fun actually. In fact all the outing days were =) [ i wonder if its a good thing tho =X ]. So today i met the TKD ppl and we went down ECP for cycling first. Reached at 2.30 and started cycling b4 we finally stop 1 hr later to rest and play frisbee. Following which we went by a part of the coastline and we saw this dam uber cool shit. some guys were playing with this "wingsurfing stuff" or is it? Not too sure about what it actually was, it was just like they were surfing with them holding on to giant kites and hovering it. Its dam cool. Notice quite a bit of ppl sailing today too, wonder whats the big event. So after that, we cycled back and ya crap abit here and there b4 some CLEVER PERSON( actually, i dunno who it was. LOL) suggested we walk all the way back to the east coast lagoon for dinner. 30 minutes walk i suppose, before we reached there. So laksa for dinner and went back home via 36 + 190 after that. Tho the number of this TKD outing had dwindled( from 13 last year to 12 this year), at least those present had fun, i hope? =)
Besides that, i recently had another distraction which seems to be stopping me from getting on with me revision. I know this is not rite but, HEY I'M A HUMAN TOO? haha, so this distraction is actually a MMORPG( Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game) bah. Its the one shown on TV during commercial breaks, called Granado Espada. Although it is still under beta testing, its quite fun le. Just like old times i suppose, games games and more games. NO life for jason le. Be a nerdy boy sitting in front of the computer playing online games. Haiz. But i seriously think i shld study le bah. will try my best de, but this form of relaxation is needed for. We only get to live once, so i prefered living it happily. =]
K, its kinda late le. I got nth much to share le bah. Just watched "I not stupid 2" on channel 8. Quite nice, u ppl shld go have a look bah. K, thats all for me. Dun think i will be bloggin as frequent as usual le bah.
Changes are for the better, but somethings are just the same. Don't u think so?
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
