Sunday, July 29, 2007
12:51 AM
.Humans are never satisfied, do u agree? i agree with this statement. No one will ever be satisfied with the things we have now, though at times we might be contented, we are "insatisfyable".
Farked up.
天下谁的第一又如何
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
10:20 PM
Busy life, endless homework, countless problems. Is this what we are brought up to endure? HELL NO. There must be more to this than life. Altho things are bad now, i'll choose to believe that after a storm, the rainbow will show itself. We didn't try so hard all our lives to know that we are failures in life, we tried so hard just to prove that we can do it. Whatever it is that is in front of us, we will take it in our stride and endure further, for it is the one with most endurance that will eventually succeed. Hang in there all my frens, i can see the colours of the rainbow showing already =)
First to Kah hwee, dun worry bout whether anot u can retain. Stop giving yourself leeway, u know when u do this u are actually doing so. Tho u may be afraid to carry on as u feel that u will not get your desirable grades, u shld at least try to make an effort to fight for what u want now. U didn study 12 years of your life away just to find yourself having a problem to pass A levels. I've always feel that u are smart just that u are dam lazy. Sloth is the one that kills most of the people and make them failures. Prove to everyone that it has not gotten u yet, and that u will not be beaten so easily. Show those who looks down on you what u are made of, make yourself proud. ^^
Next to Hui Li, Michelle, Min Xian & Min Li. We are nearing the finishing line le, are u guys gonna accept fate and think that u guys cannot get As? U mean all these while u guys are aiming for Ss and Us? HELL NO! Start the devious plan again, CHALLENGE ME =) I'm not trying to hao lian here but ya, try beating me in all the grades. U guys lack motivation and self-confidence. Believe in your abilities and u will make it one day. And ya michelle, stop giving yourself stupid excuses for skipping school. U will regret it, trust me.
Then to Pei Zhen. i hope u are getting over what has happened le. Studies shld be your upmost priority now( I'm not trying to mimic the teachers or what to nag at u, think about it. ). I wouldn't say waste but dun spend too much of your time pondering about other stuff. U know u have alot to catch up and u cannot afford anymore time to be wasted. U are given a chance after the CT, dun u remember what u promised me?
4thly to tuan yeow. Some things i just wanna keep them to myself. Not that i dun trust u but i grew to appreciate the life of a hermit. Thx for ur care and concern all this while, take care too. Cherish Hui Shi with all u got cause she is a nice girl =) Cya next time, till then... Study hard, play hard ^^
Lastly to all those that shown me care and concern in one way or another. Thx for everything and anything that u guys have done. But sometimes u guys need to understand, i'm not worth your time wasting on. U guys will only grow to understand that i am what i am now because of personal choice. No regrets, experiences of life. Cheerios!
Hmm, tho i can keep motivate and encourage all my frens to live their life to the fullest, i'm not too sure whether i myself can do so too. But anyway, we gotta try to make our life worthwhile living. I will work hard for my studies and for my future. What kind of future it may turn out i dunno, at least i've tried... HAVE U?
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
痛快去感受
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, July 21, 2007
8:39 AM
Woohoo!
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY GUYS! =P
Going out today and tml, WHICH MEANS NO TIME FOR HW ONCE AGAIN! zzz, dunno how many weekends wasted. Btw, next weekend is meet the parents session liao, i fear for smth.
Anyway, thx min li, hui li, min xian, michelle for the present, its nice. Thx min yi & pei zhen for that slippers too, tho abit odd, but special =]
Sorry but i just love this blogsong, so decided to switch it back till i found new songs =x
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL COMING OUT SOON ^^
Okay, just a random update. Will update more when there are new interesting stuff. Bye all! =)
Its different le
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Friday, July 13, 2007
3:25 PM
Have been having weird dreams almost every night, not nightmares but ya, just weird. Are these dreams trying to hint to me something? Is it going to happen soon? Maybe... but i certainly do not wish so. Anyway, there are more stuff to worry about now.
Today is friday the 13 if u guys haven notice, watch out for misfortunes. ( I'm superstitious)
Hmm, it just sets me thinking everyday every night and it all comes down to why. Why is this happening? Why must it happen? Why did it happen to me? Common qns ppl ask themselves when they couldn't accept the things that are brought forward towards them, well if u guys haven guessed it, the truth is - i cannot accept it. I cannot accept the fact that such stuff are happening to me, i dun understand why is it me that must bear this kind of shit. Where is it when i needed it, this is the qn i would least expect myself to question.
我曾经能不顾一切的为你们付出, 就算连世界与我为敌我都不在乎。
从前能让我如此的快乐也只有你们, 我甚至还认为我们之间的友谊是无坚不摧地。
但后来我才发现到原来我错了, 大错特错。
因为就在这想法中我失去了自我, 我从高空狠狠地坠落。
当我需要大家时也只有一个会挺身而出来辅助我。
我很感谢你所做出的一切但我要告诉你的是我们以前所希望的事以不存在了。
发生过的事我不能当做没发生, 现在的一切也不能弥补过去的种种。
我们也只能接收这世界的残酷, 因为又有谁能永远陪着谁。
我终于发现到希望越大，失望越大， 因此我不在保有任何的希望。
能伤害我的都是我爱的,
还保护什么,还保护什么...
New blogsong, enjoy it.
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, July 12, 2007
5:37 PM
Tiring day. As usual, thursday lessons end at 4 with only 2 miserable half hour breaks in between and most lessons stretching up to 3 periods. Guess this is the stupid life of JC students.
Alot of ppl getting sick nowadays, true or not i dunno. All i know is if u ppl wanna fake ill to pon school, might as well just dun come to JC. Its not like ppl force u with a knife to come here, and even if that is so, since u are here, why not make the best out of it. Like what most teachers say (tho i dun really like the teachers), JC life is short so why not just endure it and get it over and done with. Whats the use of not going to school, telling yourself u are tired that day which gives u the reason to play truant. Its all in the mind, nth to do with this and that. Altho saying so, i'm not saying everyone who is sick is faking it. As i was saying, alot of ppl sick nowadays so ya, just take care of yourselves, weather is not good.
Got back all results le, fairly okay for some subjects, not too okay for some. Saw the grades we had for chem ( MYE) today, and i notice smth. Mdm goh actually changed my grade from 44 to 45 so that i could pass and get an E. Well i'm not saying she is wrong because she is just trying to help me, her student, pass so that we will not get into too much of a trouble. But i seriously would want to ask her to change it back to an S grade which is 44 for me. My reason is simple, ppl learn from mistakes. What for giving myself leeway telling me that aiya nvm de, whenever i fail i can just consult teachers to add a few more marks so that i can pass. It is not gonna help. I want this to be a lesson to tell me that i'm not up to it yet and i have FAIL to do well in my chem. and besides, i feel undeserving of a pass for chem this time round.
Anyway, stupid imeem.com cannot upload songs leh, dunno why also. Wanted to upload new blogsong le but i guess i'll still have to wait for a while longer bah.
Some nice songs to recommend :
其实还爱你 - 阿沁
What i've done - Linkin Park
Bye all.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, July 07, 2007
3:02 PM
Finally, the 200th post. time flies, its like 2 years since i started blogging le. Half a year before i'm done with A's, hurry hurry...
Just came back from swimming with kh. Stupid weather this morning spoilt the day. Raining since morning and it only stopped at around 11.00. So we swam without the sun, NO TANNING AVAILABLE. zzz. Then went lot 1 for lunch and came back home shortly after that.
As for yesterday, nth much happened. School finished at 2.30 and i went to play b ball. Tio slight sunburn. Went to find the TKD ppl and joined them for dinner. As usual, after dinner = go back home sleep.
Quite abit of hw to finish this weekend, hope i can do so. Bye all.
祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二
欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃的远远的
等待是我自责 . . . 爱你是天责
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, July 05, 2007
10:45 PM
Feeling quite moody at the moment. Not because my results are bad( they weren't very good either), just that i can't share the sorrows with my frens cause i passed while they failed. =( If u think of it, its not really that good. When your frens all did badly for an exam, and u did fairly okay, and when it repeats itself time and again. U ppl might think it is good, but it doesn't feels good to be me. I really dun wish for this to happen de, i'm sorry.
U guys might not believe me but so be it. I didn't really study alot for this mid -years, i actually indulged in games - maple story. I played with ah yeow, everyday in fact. Take for example the 2nd week of exam, before physics paper when we had tuesday afternoon, wednesday & thursday whole day to prepare for it. For me, i only took few hours on thursday to study physics, for tuesday and wed, i chionged maple with ah yeow( though i stop playing now le). I dunno la, blessing or curse...
Aiya, forget it la. Anyway today was a tiring day, lessons all the way till 4. Tho the extra G.P. enrichment was beneficial, it was however boring and cells killing. Just hope results for G.P. will be reflected based on the efforts we put on it.
Tml is a relaxing day - only actual lesson is chemistry. Finally after a whole tiring week, a day of relaxation. Playing tennis for P.E. tml, told by mr. yaw. Sounds boring =x But anyway, its always good to try smth new bah.
Looking forward to the next holiday le. LOL. only starting of school and i'm feeling tired of it le. wonder how long my drive can keep me going, i need new drive. I need more motivation, but i just can't seem to find it. SOON, i promise. I will find it. =)
Bye all.
雨下过以后 是否, 能让什么 . . . 复活
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
9:31 PM
Got back chem paper today, DEAD. One "down", 4 more to go... =(
Nth much happened today, pretty much the same. Just that we have a couple of longer remedials known, think will have more after physics lesson and econs lessons. Went to lot 1 after school to meet wen zong, nigel and sam for "Transformers", hsing fu was supposed to come too until he overslept and didn went to school today. What more can i say, the show is nice =] Good graphics, good sound effects and cool characters. have quite a few comedic parts too, lol.
After "transformer" down still have "legend of the sea" with dunno who yet, "Harry Potter & Order Of Phoenix" with michelle, hui li, min xian, min li on one day & my family on the other. Oh ya, going for "the golden compass" too. =x Nice shows ma, so cannot miss the chance.
Sian, tml still must meet Mdm Ong for TKD stuff, hope its the last le, kinda tired with admin stuff. might be going home early tml btw =) for the first time in history for wednesday, haha...
Okay, off le. Bye.
Sian man, change of plans =(
笨孩子虽然笨啊, 也懂善良的想法
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Monday, July 02, 2007
9:37 AM
Sorry, its been quite some time since i posted an entry. Busy playing games and going out with frens =x. Actually nth much to blog. lol, everything that has happened is just in the brain FOR ME TO KNOW ONLY :P.
Mid-year exams are over le, not hoping to get the results soon, i rather enjoy some more. I dunno about others but i dun think i am gonna do as well for this mid years as compared to other exams, but still everyone will hope at get good grades. So... Aimed to get at least a C for everything, tho not very good but at least its a pass for everything bah.
Have been mapling this weekend with ah yeow, fun fun. Chionging to 3rd job to fufill my maple dream. Aiya, whatever u ppl may say, jason is stupid or childish or what but thats just my dream when i was playing maple so i decided to achieve it. Anyway, nva tried chionging a game for so long before and yea, this time round hit a record high for myself. 11 hours straight. HAHAH. i'm a com geek man.
Other than maple, did went out a couple of times too. Went for Fantastic 4 with family on saturday night. Not too bad, quite a nice show. Silver surfer was actually a good guy, very noble indeed. But does such ppl exist in real life in this modern society le? i beg to differ =x
Planning to watch "Transformers", " Harry Potter & the Order Of Phoenix", " Legend Of the sea" and "the golden compass" soon. WHO WANNA WATCH WITH ME!?!?
Anyway, dad's back from overseas so yea maybe later going to m'sia for seafood, he has always love them. Okay okay nth much to blog about le. Today is youth day, so enjoy bah all youths. =)
谁拉住我, 谁救救我, 我从高空狠狠地坠落
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
