Tuesday, July 24, 2007
10:20 PM
Busy life, endless homework, countless problems. Is this what we are brought up to endure? HELL NO. There must be more to this than life. Altho things are bad now, i'll choose to believe that after a storm, the rainbow will show itself. We didn't try so hard all our lives to know that we are failures in life, we tried so hard just to prove that we can do it. Whatever it is that is in front of us, we will take it in our stride and endure further, for it is the one with most endurance that will eventually succeed. Hang in there all my frens, i can see the colours of the rainbow showing already =)
First to Kah hwee, dun worry bout whether anot u can retain. Stop giving yourself leeway, u know when u do this u are actually doing so. Tho u may be afraid to carry on as u feel that u will not get your desirable grades, u shld at least try to make an effort to fight for what u want now. U didn study 12 years of your life away just to find yourself having a problem to pass A levels. I've always feel that u are smart just that u are dam lazy. Sloth is the one that kills most of the people and make them failures. Prove to everyone that it has not gotten u yet, and that u will not be beaten so easily. Show those who looks down on you what u are made of, make yourself proud. ^^
Next to Hui Li, Michelle, Min Xian & Min Li. We are nearing the finishing line le, are u guys gonna accept fate and think that u guys cannot get As? U mean all these while u guys are aiming for Ss and Us? HELL NO! Start the devious plan again, CHALLENGE ME =) I'm not trying to hao lian here but ya, try beating me in all the grades. U guys lack motivation and self-confidence. Believe in your abilities and u will make it one day. And ya michelle, stop giving yourself stupid excuses for skipping school. U will regret it, trust me.
Then to Pei Zhen. i hope u are getting over what has happened le. Studies shld be your upmost priority now( I'm not trying to mimic the teachers or what to nag at u, think about it. ). I wouldn't say waste but dun spend too much of your time pondering about other stuff. U know u have alot to catch up and u cannot afford anymore time to be wasted. U are given a chance after the CT, dun u remember what u promised me?
4thly to tuan yeow. Some things i just wanna keep them to myself. Not that i dun trust u but i grew to appreciate the life of a hermit. Thx for ur care and concern all this while, take care too. Cherish Hui Shi with all u got cause she is a nice girl =) Cya next time, till then... Study hard, play hard ^^
Lastly to all those that shown me care and concern in one way or another. Thx for everything and anything that u guys have done. But sometimes u guys need to understand, i'm not worth your time wasting on. U guys will only grow to understand that i am what i am now because of personal choice. No regrets, experiences of life. Cheerios!
Hmm, tho i can keep motivate and encourage all my frens to live their life to the fullest, i'm not too sure whether i myself can do so too. But anyway, we gotta try to make our life worthwhile living. I will work hard for my studies and for my future. What kind of future it may turn out i dunno, at least i've tried... HAVE U?
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
痛快去感受
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
