Friday, July 13, 2007
3:25 PM
Have been having weird dreams almost every night, not nightmares but ya, just weird. Are these dreams trying to hint to me something? Is it going to happen soon? Maybe... but i certainly do not wish so. Anyway, there are more stuff to worry about now.
Today is friday the 13 if u guys haven notice, watch out for misfortunes. ( I'm superstitious)
Hmm, it just sets me thinking everyday every night and it all comes down to why. Why is this happening? Why must it happen? Why did it happen to me? Common qns ppl ask themselves when they couldn't accept the things that are brought forward towards them, well if u guys haven guessed it, the truth is - i cannot accept it. I cannot accept the fact that such stuff are happening to me, i dun understand why is it me that must bear this kind of shit. Where is it when i needed it, this is the qn i would least expect myself to question.
我曾经能不顾一切的为你们付出, 就算连世界与我为敌我都不在乎。
从前能让我如此的快乐也只有你们, 我甚至还认为我们之间的友谊是无坚不摧地。
但后来我才发现到原来我错了, 大错特错。
因为就在这想法中我失去了自我, 我从高空狠狠地坠落。
当我需要大家时也只有一个会挺身而出来辅助我。
我很感谢你所做出的一切但我要告诉你的是我们以前所希望的事以不存在了。
发生过的事我不能当做没发生, 现在的一切也不能弥补过去的种种。
我们也只能接收这世界的残酷, 因为又有谁能永远陪着谁。
我终于发现到希望越大,失望越大, 因此我不在保有任何的希望。
能伤害我的都是我爱的,
还保护什么,还保护什么...
New blogsong, enjoy it.
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide