Anyway, went to sentosa with a couple of frens on friday. Had a quite abit of fun and apparently, all of us got sunburnt =). After that went to sam's house for a impromptu bbq. Turns out to be quite a success, went home and rest after that. Saturday was a slacking day at home with all the aches here and there due to sunburn and skin peeling. zzz. Then yesterday went down to Safra resort at ECP. Dad had a chalet down there and we just went down to play. Had a BBQ yet again and a buffet dinner. They had ordered catering food too as his colleagues were there too. Gym, bowling, pool. Fun.
But things are never so smooth. The bad thing which happened to me was that i broke my specs again. haiz, 2nd one this year le. Going to plaza to get a new pair later. Hope it'll last...
School's starting soon but i kinda dread it. The starting of school would mean the getting back of the disastrous prelim results and the chionging for A's. Haven finish enjoying my break leh...
Okay, thats all for now. Cya all..
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Sometimes i wonder if this is counted as an obligation. But i've hold on to it for so long and it is finally time that i let go bah. Whether anot other ppl hold on and fulfil their promises, its will be none of my concern. I will do my part and thats all it matters. I did mine and will move on from now onwards.
I've got to move on and be who i am =)
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Not too optimistic about any results for Prelims, all papers were killers. Dunno why it just doesn't seemed to help when i spent more time studying, when questions come out, my mind just went blank. Haiz, hope can make it thru this time.
Okay lets leave the unhappy stuff aside. NEXT FRIDAY IS HOLIDAY! Gonna spend whole day out playing, then saturday and sunday too. Wahaha, after Prelims seem to be the end of everything, dun care la.
HSM2 was fairly okay, i like the song "Gotta go my own way" and "Everyday", so nice man... =) Dunno why ppl do stupid things when they are on their way to stardom. Is it because life just get too boring for them or is it because they wanted the limelight? As many of u know, vanessa's nude pic is all over the net. ( Censored version in Newpaper) Is it because she is famous now that ppl go dig out the unglam stuff that she did? But is it wrong to have done so, as she claims, it was done in private. So can the society accept that celebrities need their own space of freedom too? Hmm... But anyway, i still like Gabriella =) SO DUN KP ME HOH LAY TENG =P
Oh ya, before i forget.
SORRY TO YUMIN FOR FORGETTING UR B DAY!
HAPPY BELATED B DAY =)
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This song is like the " When there was me and you" of High School Musical 2, enjoy =)
Gotta Go My Own Way
Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok.
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok.
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
you know I never wanted to lose you
Gabriella
and what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Troy
I'll miss you
Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
you know I never wanted to lose you
Gabriella
and what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Troy
I'll miss you
Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
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From having 300million mesos in maple, i just got scammed in 5 minutes and all of it was gone. Haha, many of u may think its stupid but whatever la, u dun understand the pain i went thru to get this 300m. If u think that money in maple is easily earned, go try it. I spent so much time doing mundane stuff - trading and retrade, just to start from a scratch with zero mesos to 300million and that ****** just made me a bankrupt overnight. All because of my greed, always because of it. i still tot of giving part of the money to my sis who is playing, i still tot of buying ky stuff and i still tot of sharing my assets with my frens who will be playing with me at the end of the year. Looks like its only my wishful thinking bah. The time i wasted on this game, the quarrels i had with my parents just to play this dumb game, and the fun i missed out with my frens. Sometimes, its not really the money that counts. This incident just shows my intelligence level bah, how vulnerable i am, how much a greenhorn in society i am.
You know when u earn smth all by yourself, u will have that sense of achievement and will develop feelings from it. Its like that sense of achievement and the feelings for it is just being taken away from u. How shiok is that.
Goodbye my love, thanks for spending my unhappy times with me...
K la, nvm. Maybe its fate that i shldn't play anymore. I cannot fall because of this bah. Ever since that incident, i have promised myself not to fall ever again, and certainly not because of this.
Sorry to disturb anyone that is reading this with this lousy entry, i guessed i just needed a medium to let out my frustrations. I'm okay le. Thx. =)
Friendster's horoscope advise for the day : A drama has been going on that you know nothing about! Get all the details today. - Drama indeed, but no more details required le =)
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own,
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on... But where are u?
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