Monday, September 03, 2007
11:09 PM
Has anyone ever experienced the feeling of suddenly having nth overnite? From everything u got to nothing at all? Well the fact is, tonight, this very nite, i've experienced it.From having 300million mesos in maple, i just got scammed in 5 minutes and all of it was gone. Haha, many of u may think its stupid but whatever la, u dun understand the pain i went thru to get this 300m. If u think that money in maple is easily earned, go try it. I spent so much time doing mundane stuff - trading and retrade, just to start from a scratch with zero mesos to 300million and that ****** just made me a bankrupt overnight. All because of my greed, always because of it. i still tot of giving part of the money to my sis who is playing, i still tot of buying ky stuff and i still tot of sharing my assets with my frens who will be playing with me at the end of the year. Looks like its only my wishful thinking bah. The time i wasted on this game, the quarrels i had with my parents just to play this dumb game, and the fun i missed out with my frens. Sometimes, its not really the money that counts. This incident just shows my intelligence level bah, how vulnerable i am, how much a greenhorn in society i am.
You know when u earn smth all by yourself, u will have that sense of achievement and will develop feelings from it. Its like that sense of achievement and the feelings for it is just being taken away from u. How shiok is that.
Goodbye my love, thanks for spending my unhappy times with me...
K la, nvm. Maybe its fate that i shldn't play anymore. I cannot fall because of this bah. Ever since that incident, i have promised myself not to fall ever again, and certainly not because of this.
Sorry to disturb anyone that is reading this with this lousy entry, i guessed i just needed a medium to let out my frustrations. I'm okay le. Thx. =)
Friendster's horoscope advise for the day : A drama has been going on that you know nothing about! Get all the details today. - Drama indeed, but no more details required le =)
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own,
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on... But where are u?
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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
