Saturday, October 13, 2007
11:29 PM
Today is a fine day, not literally cause it rained when i went out to BPP this afternoon and the atmosphere is dam humid. Tried to do some physics assignments. Tho i can't finish them, i felt great cause i got back smth while doing it. smth only for me to know =)
Anyway, yesterday marks the end of my official PJC life as a "Pioneer" as many claim & "Pigeons" as Hsing Fu claims. Well, not exactly very emotional like what the many teachers would thought the situation to be but as a human, i do develop some feelings for the school and will naturally feel abit uncomfortable on the idea of leaving it as a graduate.... FOREVER! haha, jk, can always go back.
Apart from the farewell assembly which was seriously boring ( the previous year one was better with alot of performances, i wonder whats with the council this year =x ), couple of interesting happenings took place. First up, MIN YI CAME BACK TO PJC! =) Has been long since i met her le so i felt kinda happy when i see her. Then stupid bell rang shortly after i talked to her so i arranged for a time to chit chat with her which was 10pm yesterday night. LOL. Then the day pass as the normal and due to "pre A level syndromes", i felt a need to stay in school and do abit of hw. Then, a mysterious msg came. Was really surprise when i saw the msg. An unexpected person actually msged me. IT WAS MRS POH - My secondary school form teacher! She actually msg me to ask me to work hard for A levels. Felt so touched man... so i rang her up and talked to her for a moment, DUN WORRY MRS POH, I WON't LET U DOWN =D.
Well, the night spent talking to min yi was actually very much... how shld i put it. Warmth? i dunno how to say leh, like i feel very very happy to have the chance to talk to her again. She has been a support for me during my unhappy times and also one of the friends which i would remember for life. ^^ Hope to have more of such happy moments to come...
Hmm... also received the NS enlistment letter yesterday. i'm enlisted on 9th january. Sian... its like only 1.5months after my A levels, can't do anything much... Wanted to dye my hair but think now have to change my plans le. Oh well...
All of the memories so close to me just fade away...All these time you were pretending, So much for my happy ending...
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Friday, October 05, 2007
9:17 PM
.What about us?What about everything we've been through?You know I never wanted to lose youWhat am I supposed to do?I'll miss youWhy do you have to go?I'm trying to understandI want you to stayWhat about us?I'm trying to understandNothing much, just random =)
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, October 04, 2007
5:20 PM
Super tired man... This whole week is revision revision and revision. NO FUN NTH TO LOOK FORWARD TO. sianz.
I only had time to come online to blog like now for few minutes. Just came home after a tiring thursday of lessons, not to mentioned lunch skipped every thursday because of bad schedule. zzz. In addition to that, optional hw( school ends next week so even if we do not do, they can do nth to us =] ) are piling up and it just makes me feel lazy & guilty when i dun touch them. Still have to study for chem mock paper 3 tml, haiz... with 25 more days to go, will my efforts pay off? Its kinda uncertain cause previous experiences have left me with nth but phobia. What if i just happen to have mental block during the actual exams itself? what if i can't get the grades i have worked so hard for? 2 years of torture in PJ will have been in vain. All the perseverance i've held up would be wasted. And it just makes me feel stupid once again...
Anyway, i've recently tot of an issue that will like be with me for the rest of my life. I've came to realised that PJC really has nth for me to remember except for its teachers. Take for example my class. 1 of the worst i have ever had and maybe years down the road, i would only remember that my class consist of a total strength of 10-12? Ppl like Khai Boon, is he ever in my class? Did i ever had such a classmate? LOL. Thinking about it, i might just forget his existance and some other ppl's years down the road. But what i'll remember is definitely also not the canteen food but the teachers. My caring and compassionate teachers especially. Hope that some day when i can really carve out a successful career and be successful in life in every ways, i will return to find them and repay them with gratitude. But the problem will then be that are they still in PJC?
Okay i guess thats the end of my few minutes i can spend here, will blog again if i have any interesting things that might arise soon, which i doubt so. Till then, bye all.
Like angels we were born into this world with nothing but innocence, but it is this innocence we have that creates the devil in others.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide