Thursday, October 04, 2007
5:20 PM
Super tired man... This whole week is revision revision and revision. NO FUN NTH TO LOOK FORWARD TO. sianz.
I only had time to come online to blog like now for few minutes. Just came home after a tiring thursday of lessons, not to mentioned lunch skipped every thursday because of bad schedule. zzz. In addition to that, optional hw( school ends next week so even if we do not do, they can do nth to us =] ) are piling up and it just makes me feel lazy & guilty when i dun touch them. Still have to study for chem mock paper 3 tml, haiz... with 25 more days to go, will my efforts pay off? Its kinda uncertain cause previous experiences have left me with nth but phobia. What if i just happen to have mental block during the actual exams itself? what if i can't get the grades i have worked so hard for? 2 years of torture in PJ will have been in vain. All the perseverance i've held up would be wasted. And it just makes me feel stupid once again...
Anyway, i've recently tot of an issue that will like be with me for the rest of my life. I've came to realised that PJC really has nth for me to remember except for its teachers. Take for example my class. 1 of the worst i have ever had and maybe years down the road, i would only remember that my class consist of a total strength of 10-12? Ppl like Khai Boon, is he ever in my class? Did i ever had such a classmate? LOL. Thinking about it, i might just forget his existance and some other ppl's years down the road. But what i'll remember is definitely also not the canteen food but the teachers. My caring and compassionate teachers especially. Hope that some day when i can really carve out a successful career and be successful in life in every ways, i will return to find them and repay them with gratitude. But the problem will then be that are they still in PJC?
Okay i guess thats the end of my few minutes i can spend here, will blog again if i have any interesting things that might arise soon, which i doubt so. Till then, bye all.
Like angels we were born into this world with nothing but innocence, but it is this innocence we have that creates the devil in others.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide