1:26 PM

9 days have past since the end of my A Levels. Alot of things changed these few days, even me.


The way i led my life last time - Wake up early in the morning, watch abit of TV, play abit of com, Study, Sleep early. The way i lead my life now - Wake up even earlier in the morning, on my bot, go back to sleep, go out in the afternoon, come home and bot, sleep late in the night. Social interactions seems to be out of my life, well, i dun really plan for much lately. Compared to last time, my social network have dwindled tremendously and for me now, i only hope to stay in touch with a few of my good frens. Whats the use of having so many frens when non are there for u. The promises made when we were young, the whole lot of time u spend together, it all sums up to nth when at the end everything was just fake. People prioritizes and when u know u are not their priority, it somehow creates a barrier between u and them. Its like since they do not treat u as their priority, whatever that happens to u, they wouldn't care more than a msg of "take care". Well, since this is life, we must accept it. Thats why little hopes shld be pin for the care and concern from ppl that do not treat u as their priority. Well, the worst case scenario will be when u made them ur priority and tot u to be theirs and it somehow turns out that u are not which made whatever u have done seems to be abit of redundant. This is the time when u take sides, u think carefully and u review on ur past actions to make life better for yourself. Being a selfish bastard since others dun care much about ur feelings too. Ya, thats life =)


Prom coming on 4th dec, I'm only left with maybe pants and shoes and i'm all set. In response to my last entry, i finally realize whats so different it is this time the prom from the last. This time round, i'm only going prom for 1 group of frens. Those that are sharing the same table as i do. Sorry to say that.


Japan trip somewhere after prom, going away from reality for few days, only with my loved ones. This time round, a decision had to be made again. This decision is only for me to know.


On a lighter note, i'm now a carefree bastard. =)






I'm unforgiven, this is the judgement that is passed.





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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

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