Sunday, June 29, 2008
6:34 PM
Many many many things have happened since the last update but of course as a lazy ass, i'm not really gonna post everything =). Anyway, continuing the "countdown", 22 - 6 = 16 more weeks =(Ok, watched "Wanted" yesterday at the cathay with kh, mik& grant. Nice movie, pretty girls( angelina jolie =x ) but unrealistic world(their bullets curl and they can shoot from few km away). But overall, the storyline is nice and keeps us confused as lies are everywhere. "they are just decoys" =) Then met up with the rest of the ppl to go to Aijisen at PS for dinner to celebrate mik 's and grant's birthday. Wanted to go overnite "bridging" at fel's hse de but in the end didn cause i have smth on today, but anyway arranged a stayover on 19th july. Hope no guard duty or whatsoever on that day.
Well, kah hwee mentioned smth very interesting yesterday, smth that is applicable to everyone. Lets say ur life is divided into 5 different sections and lets say we depict them as 5 empty glasses. The time and efforts u have are depicted as limited water that u have, how are u gonna divid them into each of this glasses. 5 glasses - frenship, relationship, family, career/ studies & yourself. How filled is each of your glasses? Is there any leakage in any of them? Are any of them overflowing? Food for thought yea? For me, i realised that the life i'm leading now only involve 3 glasses, sad. And some of the glasses have big leakages in them. Well so as a normal person, u will try to mend the leakage and also wipe off the spillage on the table. But the funny thing is, i'm not wiping off all the spillage and mending all the leakage =) Its ok if u guys dun understand, i do =P
Things kinda changed these few days and i've come to some senses( if u wanna put it that way). Dunno why but things dun really have that much impact on me as they do in the past. Maybe its the fading memories or maybe the maturity of thought or maybe the loss of importance. But whatever it is, i've made efforts to change things and i hope it turn out for the better which i think it will.
And oh ya, went to new york new york at CCK with mum and sisters last week. Not too bad, here are some pics. =)
4 talented tyrants =P
2 retards
Make it 3
Food for thought . . .
I'm better off on my own...
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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
Saturday, June 07, 2008
11:27 PM
3 Weeks have passed and there is still like 1, 2 ...3? NO! 18 WEEKS! Tsk tsk, 18 more weeks of stupid trainee life. haiz, what to do? like what they say, " lan lan suck thumb *sucking thumb*", LOL. =)Okok, actually life is not that bad. It depends on how actually i look at it. Just by comparing it to the past, its already getting better. I get to have routine orders at around 8 in the nite which leaves me like 2 hours of admin time almost every nite? Whats more, morning area cleaning session can now officially be sleeping session =x More freedom to do our things le and ya things are quite mundane now( good enuff le, at least not turning any worse for me as usual).
The BMT boys are finally graduating! Lets give a round of applause for the ttttrrrraaaaiiiinnnnneeedddd SOLDIERS! haha, thats the way they say it. Give it up for private kah hwee & private nigel! The two botaks that are graduating from BMT tekong =) Shiok for them la, 2 weeks of bloc leave now after their hard work in tekong, well deserved rest i think.
Anyway, i discovered eugene's blog just now. Erm this eugene guy is not the eugene that many of my other frens know, he is my fren in bravo. Well, this guy is special to me. Simple reason, i see myself in him. =) He is one guy who i feel can understand how i usually feel, who does the exact same things that i do but the one thing that he is different from me is that he is still dwelling in it. Well, if u wanna say in his case he is worse then so be it but as the saying goes "人总该学会复员的能 力". Get well soon eugene, i hope?
Tonite is actually a weird nite. I gave up finding private servers to play and try out 4th job skills ( maple story) which i've been doing for the last weekend and also have this reluctance to play dota and do anything at all. All i feel like doing was just lying down in my room, on my bed with the air-con on and do nothing else but staring into the TV and procrastinate. haha, weird nite i have. Nope, tonite was different, not emo not nth. Just feel like doing so, probably because i haven experience such feelings for very long le and it won't be long till i won't experience it( booking in tml nite and won't be coming back till sat). All my life i've been rushing to get more things done in a shorter time, trying to be better( no real definition of it) but lately i realised that we should actually just be contented with what we have.
Army life have been boring, but good enuff. I have the time to set my mind on many other things. Well, one thing for sure is that i've done up my future life in my mind le. At least more secured by the fact that i actually do know what i would wanna be in the future, altho not enforcing on it now but yea, its good to have hopes.
Ok, enuff said. I feel like going back to my room le. Hope all my frens are doing fine and wish them all the best in whatever they do.
P.S.: ty, take care. 人改变不了改变不了的事情, cheer up :D!
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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide
