Saturday, June 07, 2008
11:27 PM
3 Weeks have passed and there is still like 1, 2 ...3? NO! 18 WEEKS! Tsk tsk, 18 more weeks of stupid trainee life. haiz, what to do? like what they say, " lan lan suck thumb *sucking thumb*", LOL. =)
Okok, actually life is not that bad. It depends on how actually i look at it. Just by comparing it to the past, its already getting better. I get to have routine orders at around 8 in the nite which leaves me like 2 hours of admin time almost every nite? Whats more, morning area cleaning session can now officially be sleeping session =x More freedom to do our things le and ya things are quite mundane now( good enuff le, at least not turning any worse for me as usual).
The BMT boys are finally graduating! Lets give a round of applause for the ttttrrrraaaaiiiinnnnneeedddd SOLDIERS! haha, thats the way they say it. Give it up for private kah hwee & private nigel! The two botaks that are graduating from BMT tekong =) Shiok for them la, 2 weeks of bloc leave now after their hard work in tekong, well deserved rest i think.Anyway, i discovered eugene's blog just now. Erm this eugene guy is not the eugene that many of my other frens know, he is my fren in bravo. Well, this guy is special to me. Simple reason, i see myself in him. =) He is one guy who i feel can understand how i usually feel, who does the exact same things that i do but the one thing that he is different from me is that he is still dwelling in it. Well, if u wanna say in his case he is worse then so be it but as the saying goes "人总该学会复员的能 力". Get well soon eugene, i hope?
Tonite is actually a weird nite. I gave up finding private servers to play and try out 4th job skills ( maple story) which i've been doing for the last weekend and also have this reluctance to play dota and do anything at all. All i feel like doing was just lying down in my room, on my bed with the air-con on and do nothing else but staring into the TV and procrastinate. haha, weird nite i have. Nope, tonite was different, not emo not nth. Just feel like doing so, probably because i haven experience such feelings for very long le and it won't be long till i won't experience it( booking in tml nite and won't be coming back till sat). All my life i've been rushing to get more things done in a shorter time, trying to be better( no real definition of it) but lately i realised that we should actually just be contented with what we have.
Army life have been boring, but good enuff. I have the time to set my mind on many other things. Well, one thing for sure is that i've done up my future life in my mind le. At least more secured by the fact that i actually do know what i would wanna be in the future, altho not enforcing on it now but yea, its good to have hopes.
Ok, enuff said. I feel like going back to my room le. Hope all my frens are doing fine and wish them all the best in whatever they do.
P.S.: ty, take care. 人改变不了改变不了的事情, cheer up :D!
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