Saturday, October 18, 2008
10:50 PM
SAD LIFE! Life is really full of obstacles, different one at every stage.At the stage that i am, i'm actually having financial problems. I cannot believe it, man! Maybe its just me but i start to think of the money i am earning and how i spend it, its kinda alot. Then again when i think of the job that i might be in after i graduate and the salary i might be getting, the finance is again hard to manage. ARGH!!! i'm seriously having this weird money thoughts( maybe this shld be the real money-minded, haiz).
Hmm, back to real life. First week as a sergeant isn't really that good, well i got posted to the very much dreaded 42 SAR LION COY instead of the good old 46 SAR. I will be going India & Aussie's Wallaby next year bah. Xiong life. Whats more, my men are all hokkien soldiers with lotsa tattoo all over them and been to DB like nobody's business. zzz. Haiz, i just hope it'll get better.
Well seriously i really think there is smth missing in my life at this point of time but i cannot find out what it is. I just need something that i can cherish or dote on, maybe i shld just go get a pet. Get a dog or smth like what zong does maybe? hmm...
Every time I think i'm closer to the heartWhat it means to know just who I amI think i finally found a better place to start
No one ever seems to understandI need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far?.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide