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Saturday, November 29, 2008
8:23 AM

Had a hell bad of a week, sun burnt as charcoal, mossy bites & whats worse? High fever + dripping(it is farking pain!) + almost gone to NUH. zzz


But at the moment, i'm feeling much better now. Thx for all the concern from all those who called and msg and everything. Well, special thanks to one of my camp + bunk + course + spec mate Liang Bin for willing to accompany me to NUH and running back and forth to bunk and to the sickbay helping me take alot of things.Thanks alot.


This weekend is burnt due to the fact that i'm a sick person and i have COS duty on sunday. ratz. But oh well, just hope that next week i'll be much more free and the leave i've applied on wed and thurs can be approve.


If everything remains well, hope that i can meet up with frens for lunch or dinner later. Its been sometime since i last met them, wonder how they're doing. Fine i think?





If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.





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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

Friday, November 21, 2008
11:57 PM




别告诉她
我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答




一段爱从不明白到明白

我的眼泪才慢慢流出来




Thought of the week - So whats the point?


Bad week, sad things, lousy life.







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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

Saturday, November 15, 2008
7:50 PM

绝对无敌的传说
能永远不会被打破
必须要战斗 my way
if i'm ever gonna get back
get back, get back


Have been hooked up on a show called 篮球火 recently, ITS DAM NICE! =) hilarious at certain parts while romantic and touching at the others. But there are of course sad moments which sets me thinking and into the emo state too... But whatever, its nice ^^


Other than that, i've been playing this PSP game called Star Ocean-Final Destination too. The gameplay abit special. Its like those typical RPG game but with a different fighting style. Cute characters and abit of manga cut scenes too.


Hmm, but i dunno why when i watched the
篮球火, i feel like i'm a part of it. It always happens so when i'm too engross into a drama series. Its to the extend that when i'm not doing anything i'll think alot about it. After watching it, i feel this sense of nthingness in my life. Its like my life is missing smth for me to think about that is in the show itself. The teamwork, the frenship, the complicated love story and the mysteries ahead of them, how i wish i had them... The sacrifices Zhan jie er can do for Dong Fang Xiang and the Brotherhood among them despite the rivalry are smth not everyone can have. Envy.


Besides this, alot of things happened since i last blogged. Its just that because of time restriction and laziness of me that i didn blogged about it. Sometimes, i dun even know what i'm doing and why i do what i did. i just did... Certain thoughts come and go at certain times and its hard to resist myself and remain the way i am which i hope. But since it happened... so it does...


Will be having a long block leave at the end of year, sure hope i can enjoy myself then and get to do what i wanna do. Christmas coming soon, seems like its time to do some shopping. Cya guys. =)







真正
爱是不需要回报地







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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

Sunday, November 02, 2008
10:53 AM

This morning when i woke up i sat by my bed and suddenly i have this urge to go thru the past letters inside my drawer. And so i did :) I came to realised that we were all dam cute and funny then. The funny things we wrote to ppl, the funny way of speaking, the funny poses we did in photos( i did have some photos kept with my letters u see...). If only we can go back right?( thats what everyone always say) BUT I DUWAN TO GO BACK, i wanna live it again ^^ But cannot la, i'm just kidding. =x


my two good fren emo and nostalgia keeps coming to visit me, it'll be good if they have good news for me but i dunno why whenever they comes to me they only brings me worries and problems. Problems seem to really be a major part of my life such that at every stage of it, it never fails to make me worry about it whole day, week or even months long. Ok visits over, time to go, plz go... LEAVE! zzz -__________________-"





i still have the one special printed sideview picture . . .






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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

Saturday, November 01, 2008
3:03 PM

Do you know what its like, to feel so in the dark? guess not...


You are the cause of my misery... I dunno what to do with you.








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sun set or sun rise; up to us to decide

welcome

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say ...

me

Ng Xue Yang Jason
20 Twenty
21st July 1989
Cancer
BPPS,BPGHS,PJC


BPGHS Eagle Scouts Troop
BPGHS PA Crew
PJC TaeKwonDo Team
BMTC 2 Leopard Platoon 4
SISPEC Bravo Platoon 3
Armour Infantry BX
42 SAR 'L' COY


D Generation X
Ugly Men's Club
Team X-treme
07 Academy
Hopeless Association
Jazz Of Brotherhood
Jason




WANTS

Everyone to have their fair share of joy. smile.
WORLD PEACE (:
To be happy.

To be able to spend more time with my friends and family.

thankyew

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