Tuesday, January 27, 2009
1:05 PM
2nd day of CNY. I'm seriously liking life outside army, not that it is hell inside there now for me but that the feeling is just different. U feel more free and more at home, as in the real home.
Collected Angbaos as usual this year and visited relatives. But i dunno why this year's CNY doesn't seem to bring about the CNY feeling in me, it's more like a wear new clothes and enjoy urself holiday =x Well, but the key thing is i'm loving it so its kinda ok?
Hmm, the start of Feb brings across somemore frens going aussie to study, hmm...
hotshot! 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手那将是我
hotshot! 有胆成英雄
巅峰不过是开头
谁是高手跟我同夥
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, January 24, 2009
12:34 PM
On the trip home, i thought of the past... once again.
why am i still living in the memories? i hate to live in memories, maybe thats why i wanna move on from army life. army life disallow me to escape from memories cause it basically stops u from knowing more ppl u ought to. It restricts ur time in the world outside, it makes u isolate urself more from others. It turns u into someone u once weren't, and i hate it. I really wanna move on... i wanna get to uni life and i seriously think it would get better. Its hard to continue living in memories cause memories hurt, somehow or rather. It really does...
要走我自己的路别告诉她我还想她就让沉默代替所有回答.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, January 17, 2009
12:44 AM
No matter how much we can resist the fact, we still cannot hide the fact that we have all drifted apart and that it is falling. The efforts i may have put in to salvage this thing... i guess maybe it just didn matter. But since it is happening this way le, so be it bah... maybe i shld just lead my life and not care about it le.
Been feeling troubled just now again, feeling tired and so. I didn wanted to waste the nite away, i wanted to catch a breather. I dunno how to explain it but i just feel like it.
Felicia coming back tml le, not sure if i'm fetching her yet but think shld be meeting her on sunday. Hope she hasn't change much and that things have been great for her there, well... i'm kinda quite sure it did ^^
Things aren't really going well for me... it isn't and i'm trying to solve the problem. maybe the time is just not right...
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, January 11, 2009
8:49 AM
Just came back from COS duty. Short weekend this week, have to book in by 8p.m. later today cause of an outfield tomorrow. sian.
Min xian is having her 21st birthday party today but i'm afraid i'll have to give it a miss cause i have to book in early, feeling quite bad over it.
My thoughts are very random nowadays, including my dreams. Its some sort of no link things that i keep thinking about. Everytime u think too much into smth, u tend to discover new insights to the event but sometimes these insights are just self-presuming. So i guess i shld stop looking too deep into things but instead just look on the surface of things. At least thats what others want u to, they dun want you to probe too much into the things they are trying to hide.
OK, ANYONE FREE NEXT WEEKEND? Feel like doing alot of things. Like going to cycle, ECP or UBIN, taking up my first driving lesson, swimming, k-box-ing(maybe, depends on going with who tho =x ) & probably shopping...
CNY coming up real soon, quite looking forward to it. All the food, gambling and chatting with frens and relatives. Nice. But hate it too cause they will keep asking about the stupid army life -___________-". Luckily for me, i have hair now! LOL! =x
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, January 04, 2009
9:05 PM
Back from a tiring Genting Trip. 1 day 1 nite, haha! =x
The reason why this trip is tiring is because I HAVE NOTHING TO DO! -_________-". Being the only "kid" there, with my sissies all not going, i can only roam the whole Genting on my own. Its dam boring! really. Who ask the stupid guard stop me when i wanted to enter the Casino demanding to check my IC, ratz. I REALLY GOT BABY FACE MEH, cannot pass off as 21 ah. zzz
But nvm la, since my parents always spend their holidays making us happy, trying to let us enjoy our holidays to the fullest while they just sacrifice their time, i guess its time for me to sacrifice some of my time for them to really enjoy their holidays. See jie, understand by what i mean when i say it is never always just about urself?
Anyway, holidays end le. Today is the last day. Army life resumes and it will be quite a long time b4 i can really enjoy freedom for 10+ days in a roll again? really looking forward to the next break which is.... CNY i think?
On a random note, its good to relax ur mind once in a while and let ur thoughts fly...
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sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Saturday, January 03, 2009
12:48 PM
Dun contact me for these 2 days... might not be in town.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Thursday, January 01, 2009
10:16 AM
Well, its always so boring with the same old start. So today, i'm gonna start off my entry with a different start =)
Dunno why but today i just feel like Naming out my favourite songs for the year 2008.
In order Of merit =D1st - This Is Me ( Demi Lovato )I also dunno why but this is my favourite song for the whole of last year. Maybe its the sense of individuality that it gives off. I especially like the last part when 2 different songs merge and they sang tgt, beautiful man ^^ Also, this is the first time i like a happy song more than emo songs, felt happy for that. A change at last! =)
2nd - When there was me and you ( Vanessa Hudgens ) LONGEST SONG THAT I'VE LIKED!!!My all time favorite song, the love of HSM. The lyrics of this song is just so meaningful and emotional. Its as though she understands me... haha :x
3rd - 你最近还好吗 ( S.H.E ) TOP EMO SONG!!!Well, what to say about this song, simply the best SHE song ever, i feel. This song is so good/bad that it nva fails to spoil my mood. Make me so emotional and sad, omg haha. But it also reminds me of a sad person thinking of his/her love that can nva be tgt.
4th - Superman ( 倪子冈 ) TOP TAUNTING SONG!!!The number 1 kaobei and taunting song man, this song is so good it makes me feel like taunting those around me. haha, it makes u feel like a bastard once in a while too when u listen to the lyrics. Well, like they always say, its good to feel confident of urself =x
5th - When you look me in the eyes ( Jonas Brothers )Yet another sad song, this is however sang by a boy band instead of a female one. I like some of the verse that is in this song and how the "guy" in this song ponders and think of his love and how much the "girl" meant to him. The burst of energy in the chorus is good also. Nice :)
6th - 绝对无敌 ( 倪子冈 ) TOP TEAM SONG!!!
This song has the little bit of feeling of brotherhood, the bond between teamates and brothers. Maybe its the show that it is link with, 篮球火, which inside they mentioned smth about 有了兄弟,
绝对无敌. It somehow lets u feel that once u got ur brothers with u, you can do whatever u want. Good team spirit song.
7th - Can I Have This Dance ( Zac Effron & Vanessa Hudgens ) TOP DUET!!!
Its like the start of something new of HSM 3, this is a lovely romantic duet which both parties reassure their counterparts that their love is everlasting and no matter what will come of them in the future, their love 'won't stop'. I love their duet, Lovely :)
8th - Gotta go my own way ( Vanessa Hudgens )
Yet another sad but lovely song of HSM. The reason why i like HSM so much is of much thanks to this song. The "Q & A" part in the middle part of the song is unique and nice too. The beauty of this song can fully be understood if and only if u understand the story of High School Musical. I just love gabriella and troy =x
9th - 怎么办 ( S.H.E )
Everytime i listen to this songs, it sort of brings me back to the High school feeling, the feeling of being back in studies. The feeling of having a crush on someone in school is brought back and thus making this song a very special song to me. The last part of the song where they sang 2 different verse at the same go is the most special of all the songs that i've heard and its simply amazing. Chio la =)
10th - 小酒窝 ( 林俊杰 )
Sent to me by my ben dan fren, yes dun look around liao, its U! Ben dan. This song has a very cute feeling. It tells of how a guy changes his life, his thinking after he met this girl. How he thinks of this girl and how the beauty of this girl mesmerize him, her cute little dimples. haha.
11th - LoveStory ( 范逸臣)
12th - 我还想她 ( 林俊杰 )
13th - Say OK ( Vanessa Hudgens )
14th - 最近 ( 李圣杰 )15th - Crush ( David Archuleta ) <--- MTV Chart Number 1!16th - Gonna Find You ( Joe Jonas ) <--- this is the song that is mixed with This is Me at the last part =)17th - Everyday ( HSM2 Cast )18th - 天亮了 ( S.H.E )19th - 孙悟空 ( 五月天 )
20th - Girlfriend ( Avril Lavinge ) <--- This is a very bitchy and kinky song, nice tho. haha
21th - Remember The Name ( Fort Minor )
22th - 女兒紅 ( 周杰伦 )
23th - 周大侠 ( 周杰伦 )24th - Love In This Club ( Usher )25th - Too Late To Apologise ( One Republic )26th - 江南 ( 林俊杰 )
27th - Low (Flo-rida )
28th - Say it again ( Marie Digby )
29th - Now or never ( HSM3 Cast )
30th - 不要对我再说爱 (林凡 )
Ok, so thats the top 30 songs i've liked for 2008, what are yours? Well, those top songs are highly recommended cause THEY ARE REALLY NICE! =x
So anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Tho i spend my countdown in camp with stupid dumb socko taunting me and kp me here and there BUT STILL... haha.
New Year = New Start. I shall really make it a new start this year, everything afresh i hope?
Cya all, enjoy ur day! =D
Its a Whole New World!.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
