Tuesday, April 13, 2010
10:21 AM
Have been working in RP for 2 months le? wow, nice working environment here and certainly nice working pals i've made :))) After work activities were great too, thx to RPSKW and the president of the club (grant) + curry (kah hwee) for always organizing the events. good job guys! But having said that, more than half the ppl here are going to leave or have already left which means by the next week, this place might just lose the "bubbly-ness" and all the nonsensical shit we do almost everyday. Oh well, then i guess its back to mundane work :)
Alot has happened over the past few weeks, or maybe its just alot of thoughts in my mind running. I've realised alot about the people around me and reviewed through alot of the things that have happened either in the past or recently. I've came up with a conclusion, that is that people's personality will nva change, its the mindset that does. And for some, they are just plain hopeless cause they just won't learn. Some can do anything just so they get what they want, some can deceive the whole world including themselves just so they get to their eventual goal while some others, can just be sad thinking that life is bad and everything is going against them. But what is the point of it all? Is life really bad or is ur expectations of life too high for ur own good? Is everything against you or are u just unable to cope with obstacles of life? Can you deceive everyone forever and live in ur own "belief/denial" while others live in reality. Are u able to go on ur beliefs knowing that u have already betrayed the trust of those that have given you. Can u live with the guilt of putting others in misery just so u can be "happy" that you got what you want. Can you even think? O.O and...... yup, some ppl can just live on with it. so oh well, haha :) 人在做, 天在看 . . . i believe one day everyone will receive what they deserved, good or bad. But anyway, i'm still glad that i've reviewed all the happenings every now and then and sometimes it sets me into deep thoughts. Though its saddening that somethings aren't the way u would want to believe it but i guess we just aren't god. Its not about determination and perserverance but more of letting nature take its course. Growing up is always a tough process and i'm glad i went through all the shit. At least now i know how much of shit the world actually has and how much shit i can actually take :) Everyone deserves a 2nd chance, but its just a 2nd chance, not the 3rd =x
Apart from that, grant and sam tgt with some frens are going for diving trip in tioman. Dam i can't join them though i really wanna have diving license and go for a diving trip. Dad and mum finds it a little too dangerous + a recent rise in sea activities' accidents. Well, i will respect their decision and not argue against that cause they afterall, have my interest at heart. Family is important, many just failed to realise that. It'll be too late to only cherish that when it is gone.
Bye all, i grew stronger. have you? =)
I have grown out of the dark room and start to see the light. I have grown to become stronger than i ever was. But deep down, i am still the boy i started out with..
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
Sunday, April 04, 2010
12:06 AM
I'm so screwed up... sorry :(
.
sun set or sun rise;
up to us to decide
