Xiao Jazz

2010-04-13T10:21:00.005+08:00

Have been working in RP for 2 months le? wow, nice working environment here and certainly nice working pals i've made :))) After work activities were great too, thx to RPSKW and the president of the club (grant) + curry (kah hwee) for always organizing the events. good job guys! But having said that, more than half the ppl here are going to leave or have already left which means by the next week, this place might just lose the "bubbly-ness" and all the nonsensical shit we do almost everyday. Oh well, then i guess its back to mundane work :)

Alot has happened over the past few weeks, or maybe its just alot of thoughts in my mind running. I've realised alot about the people around me and reviewed through alot of the things that have happened either in the past or recently. I've came up with a conclusion, that is that people's personality will nva change, its the mindset that does. And for some, they are just plain hopeless cause they just won't learn. Some can do anything just so they get what they want, some can deceive the whole world including themselves just so they get to their eventual goal while some others, can just be sad thinking that life is bad and everything is going against them. But what is the point of it all? Is life really bad or is ur expectations of life too high for ur own good? Is everything against you or are u just unable to cope with obstacles of life? Can you deceive everyone forever and live in ur own "belief/denial" while others live in reality. Are u able to go on ur beliefs knowing that u have already betrayed the trust of those that have given you. Can u live with the guilt of putting others in misery just so u can be "happy" that you got what you want. Can you even think? O.O and...... yup, some ppl can just live on with it. so oh well, haha :) 人在做, 天在看 . . . i believe one day everyone will receive what they deserved, good or bad. But anyway, i'm still glad that i've reviewed all the happenings every now and then and sometimes it sets me into deep thoughts. Though its saddening that somethings aren't the way u would want to believe it but i guess we just aren't god. Its not about determination and perserverance but more of letting nature take its course. Growing up is always a tough process and i'm glad i went through all the shit. At least now i know how much of shit the world actually has and how much shit i can actually take :) Everyone deserves a 2nd chance, but its just a 2nd chance, not the 3rd =x

Apart from that, grant and sam tgt with some frens are going for diving trip in tioman. Dam i can't join them though i really wanna have diving license and go for a diving trip. Dad and mum finds it a little too dangerous + a recent rise in sea activities' accidents. Well, i will respect their decision and not argue against that cause they afterall, have my interest at heart. Family is important, many just failed to realise that. It'll be too late to only cherish that when it is gone.

Bye all, i grew stronger. have you? =)

I have grown out of the dark room and start to see the light. I have grown to become stronger than i ever was. But deep down, i am still the boy i started out with.

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2010-04-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

I'm so screwed up... sorry :(

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2010-03-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

March. Its already 3 months into 2010. Time really passes when u are working or when u do not really look much into things and think too much. I figured out that once u have too much free time to think about stupid issues, u tend to get stuck in the time space and can never let time flow at its normal speed. =\

Have been working at RP for about a month le. Work there is not tiring, but neither is it too boring. Met lotsa nice working pals, lotsa old frens too. And when frens work tgt, things get a little too fun ( with all the shit things we do :P ) and work gets done more efficiently( except for the fact that some "officers" spoiling the market and making everyone unhappy). Well, generally i'm happy working in RP. =D

Been driving alot too with jasmine. Lotsa upgrades to her, including the latest GPS system ^^ Now we can go anywhere, anytime from any place at all ;) hahaha. Just hope i dun get too hooked up to it and travel all over SG. Petrol is ex, dun wanna waste it on stupid stuff =x

And since its March already, UNI stuff is back to haunt me. This year is the 3rd and final year of application le. The choices i make this year will be final and will in turn affect the rest of my life. Hence i must really consider it properly unlike the previous few years. Currently swayed towards NTU's Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering but the only issue pulling me back is the NTU environment. I really liked the NUS campus cause it looks so bright and cheerful and of course, little or no PRCs =x. NTU or NUS, Course of my choice VS Campus environment. What is it that really matters the most... haiz. i really have to sit down one day and make the right decision. =(

Anyways, its getting really late le. There is still work tml, so i shall sign off here. Just hope things turns out better for me. For now, i'm actually satisfied with the mundane peacefulness... Ppl shld really learn to be satisfied before they missed it after losing them =x

要用什么融化这一片沉默 . . .

2010-02-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

Class 3 license FTW =) Its only been 1 week but it felt like i've been driving forever le. Driving alone is real scary but fun. Like the feeling of it :D

Started work in RP le. Its alright, nothing much to do atm just use lap top for some minor admin stuff. But i was told that after march intake comes in, we'll be some event organizer thingy explaining to the ppl about the policies of the school or what not. Sounds like fun =x Grant coming tml to work too and kah hwee on wed, YES! FTW MAN!!! that goes the downfall of RP, LOL! ^^

'Emo' has been visiting ppl around me lately, i think we shld all avoid him and ask him to visit someone else! Let happy come once in a while ppl, life is too short for the both of them. :)

Good boys eat veggie, lets all start eating veggie ppl! =x

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2010-02-10T01:08:00.003+08:00

Happy day coming in 3 days time. LOL, totally different point of view now. hope it helps =)

Mik joined us ( civilians club) today and kh tml. CONGRATZ HAIR-ED PPL! ^^ after 2 long years, all of us have finally emerge "man" from boys... all our whining and all shit have all come to an end. UNI life, wait for us! 6 more months! hahaha. =)

Wow, i'm really curious to find out what lies in the future for us. But then again, i wouldn't be so anxious to see the future, just wanna take things slow and sweet ;)

70-80% completed on the solitary confinement. i'll be back 'stronger better faster' :P

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2010-02-07T02:04:00.002+08:00

Staring into the fearful dark skies of the night all alone.

I'm afraid that patterns are repeating itself. Will these patterns ever disappear and new things created? i dread the unhappiness among ppl around me and most imptly, i hate to feel the way i'm feeling now.

cold night

To stop feeling this way, the way it has always been stated...

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2010-02-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Woots, working at tekong today was shiok. To finally know that i'm earning money again and not draining my bank account dry =|

This whole week shld be all work unless otherwise stated, haha.

Oh anyway, i might be working at RP starting after CNY instead of USS. Sudden change of plans. I choose to think its opportunity, to know more ppl =)

But anyway, BS life has been good. Hope it remains this way :)

Heavy Wings Grew Lighter

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2010-01-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

Haiz, no matter how much u may refuse to accept it, the world is still a BS place man. Time and again i told myself that things will change and maybe its just the ppl around u. But even after u try hanging out with different ppl, the same things happen again.

Ppl come to you when they need you and when you aren't of much use to them anymore, u just weren't needed anymore. Not even wanted. Lol... and i still think maybe some of them are different, turns out. all are the same =)

Bullshit world man. =)

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2010-01-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

All determined and set. I will do this and i will succeed. No room for failure. =)

In my shoes, just to see what its like to be me.

2010-01-21T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sick, down with fever flu and cough. Wonder if it'll recover soon. =x

Went for job interview as a Sentosa luge operator today, hope it succeeds. If it does then i won't be wasting time anymore. But about working all the way till june... hmmm...

Liang bin passed his driving test today, dammit i'm so jealous! =x Hope i can pass mine too, then travelling and going out at night would be alot easier. =) Alot of supper drives and stayover till wee hours is gonna be fun man :)

Soon we'll all be living back into our own world, will things change?

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2010-01-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

Beat, tired... wasting time around these few days. Spending alot of time outside than at home with family.

I need a job, i need income, i duwan to slack around like a worthless bastard anymore. JOB JOB JOB!

2010-01-09T03:37:00.001+08:00

Weee..... i think i've grown like alot. ALOT ALOT ALOT.

Words failed me, i proceeding to songs now.

Bye ppl!

2010-01-08T00:17:00.001+08:00

Need a job. Need it soon. I'm dying. =x

2010-01-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

Wow, it feels good to be me. A new me for the new year and beyond. JaZzz version 2.0?

In anyways, honesty is not always good, but for most of the time it is something that will wake ppl up. Wake up of ur bloody mind ppl, time for a change =)

Oh ya, i wasn't hinting or talking to anyone particularly from my thing on top. REALLY. Just happy that i've changed. Upgraded =) Meaner, badder, STRONGER ^^

lalalala...

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2009-12-30T01:55:00.001+08:00

2009-12-29T17:50:00.001+08:00

Glad everyone's happy

2009-12-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

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2009-12-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

The massive 2 day party starts tomorrow! Hope things turns out fine as everyone spent so much effort into them. I know i did, both effort and money poured in for massive parties =x.

Join in the fun ppl, make it a memorable Christmas =)

Merry Christmas to all! ^^

2009-12-18T21:13:00.029+08:00

Suddenly feel like sharing some nice songs with everyone. Here are some songs on my IPOD by top play counts( which means i love them alot = must be nice =x )

Name - Artist .......................................................................................Play Counts

1) So Hot - WonderGirls *** (Love this mad =x ) ............................................310
2) Tell Me - WonderGirls ........................................................................... 220
3) Over You - Daughtry ........................................................................... ..167
4) Keroro Fighter CF - WonderGirls ............................................................ ...123
5) This is Me - Demi Lovato ......................................................................... ..111
6) Stronger - Kanye West .......................................................................... ....103
7) Superman - 倪子冈 .....................................................................................103
8) Yeah - Usher ......................................................................................... ....93
9) Poker Face - Lady Gaga ...............................................................................88
10) Nobody - WonderGirls ............................................................................... 88
11) Can I have this dance - HSM 3 Cast ..........................................................83
12) Eat You Up - BoA .......................................................................................75
13) Numb & Encore Remix - Jay Z & Linkin Park ............................................ .. 73
14) When there was me and you - HSM 1 Cast ...................................................71
15) Heartbreaker - G Dragon ...................................................................... 60
16) Irony - WonderGirls ..................................................................................60
17) When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers ...........................................57
18) Gotta Go My Own Way - HSM 2 Cast ............................................................56
19) Anthem For the UnderDogs - 12 Stones .......................................................55
20) 你最近还好吗 - S.H.E ..................................................................................54

Dated 18/12/09. Of course, this is on the new IPOD after my other IPOD got stolen in camp. ( Oh btw those songs in red are strongly recommended by me =] )

Looking at the play counts, i think i can't do without music man. And recently or shld i say for quite some time already, ive been into K pop and english songs more than ever. Some people say the songs one listen to can reflect his personality, i wonder if i can tell my own from these results...

Anyway, discovered a few other nice songs recently and would also like to share it.
They are:

1) Tell Me Your Wish ( Genie ) - SNSD
2) Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
3) Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade
4) Bruised and Scarred - Mayday Parade
5) Remedy - Little Boots

Hope ppl enjoy these songs as i really do enjoy them alot( almost everytime when i'm alone i'm on my IPOD =x ). Feel free to share nice songs with me too, will gladly appreciate them. i'm a music-whore ^^

Share with me your playlists too ppl. Curious to find out the different kind of songs different ppl listen to =) cheers!

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2009-12-12T11:07:00.006+08:00

Hiya SUCKERS, i'm back from wonderland! Sad to say, but yea wonders are over. =(

Korea was fun, it was an exceptionally enjoyable trip this time i would say. The scenery was nice, the food are nice and of course the snow skiing was heaps fun. It is just splendid. ^^ Oh yea, and to add on to the fun of it, its the first time i've really seen real snow and yea... its truly amazing =x IT WAS EVEN SNOWING LIGHTLY WHEN WE WERE SKIING! lucky me =) Snow skiing & snow boarding is so totally the sport we should be engaging in but dammit singapore is a tropical country with no seasons -.-" But as fun as it may seemed, it is really darn tiring. The equipments are like 20KG! But for the fun while skiing, its worth it :) It is pointless for me to explain to anyone how fun it is as u really need to experience it to understand and feel the joy within. The food there was good too, alot better than my previous trip there which is like 10 years ago, and yea koreans loves veggie and their famous "Kimchi". Almost every meal has like 5-6 dishes of veggie and 1 plate of kimchi together with their delicious "sticky sushi-liked" rice in the cute little metal bowl. Food made from tofu and a little of pork is also quite common within their dishes. Generally, the food was good, not like what many people may put it to be.

Oh yea, a reminder for all those planning to go korea, NEVER! I MEAN NEVER! bring a girl or whatever female frens or relatives u have to korea cause they will go crazy there. like really crazy kinda crazy =x The FaceShop there is a doomsland for all husband but a Utopia for all the wives. THEY BUY COSMETICS THERE AS THOUGH ITS FREE!!! and they will stand by 1 reason for that, and that its cheaper by alot there as compared to singapore. Well, i think there should be a new saying now which goes something like "Only cosmetics shopping can bring out the true woman within the women" =x. Oh yea, and the nami island that i've went is also another craze ground for younger women. Well, its basically because that is the place where they shot the korean drama Winter Sonata so little girls who craze over romance just love it there but ok, the place is really pretty i must say.

Uploaded some pics on FB so am kinda lazy to post it here too. Oh and btw, don't be fooled by the korean hot celebrity chicks you people see on TV. They are like the 1 in every 10 of korean girls that are pretty. Those that aren't on the screen, are basically the reason why they aren't on the screen =x And make-up does wonders, you have to see it to believe it( but yoobin of wonder girls is just a wonder, nothing to do with the makeup =P )

Oh well, guess thats basically about it with wonderland. CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER SO MERRY PREP-ING FOR CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! =)

P.S. And omg, it has reached 300 playcounts on my IPOD, i think i'm really going crazy over that song. So totally my song now =x

I cant love you, i'll love you... sweet

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2009-11-19T14:38:00.001+08:00

I've tried all my life to make it better, but it just doesn't. Am i not putting enough effort to make it happen? Or is it plain fate.

How did this happen to us...

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2009-11-17T22:36:00.001+08:00

What have you been waiting for in your life? Are you actually waiting for something, or are you just plain waiting? Sick of all the waiting for nth.

Farked up. Can these farkers just stop farking everything up?

2009-11-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

Cause you have a bad day...

bad day, i wonder when i can perfect it. Demoralising... (0.0)

Oh well...

2009-11-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

ORD LOH!!! ^^

ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD

Thats all folks! =)

2009-10-23T18:30:00.001+08:00

Move, shifted... but still the same =x

2009-10-02T13:43:00.002+08:00

There is a problem with everyone in this family. Every single one including me. Guess we should all stay out of each others way and pretend that everything is fine just like what we have been doing for the past few years.

2009-09-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

The world is full of idiots. Not surprising i'm living amidst them.

So many farked up things farking up my mood every now and then and i just keep putting them down. DUN ASK ME ABOUT IT, i mean it.

Holiday when no one is actually enjoying it. WTF is that for. Dun ask me again, its the last time. I promise.

Go screw your own lifes and stop screwing mine. I need a way out of this shit.

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2009-09-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

I can't live in fear anymore. I shouldn't.

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2009-09-11T14:01:00.000+08:00

Anthem For The Underdogs

You say you know just who I am
But you can't imagine
What waits for you across the line
You thought you had me
But I'm still here standing
And I'm tired of backing down

And I'm here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
Been to hell and back again
I won't take this

You try so hard to bring me down
You can't break the broken
You still don't seem to understand
It's your turn to see just
How it feels to be me
How it feels to be knocked down

And you're here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
Been to hell and back again
You can't take this

Remember
This feeling

How it feels to be alive
Now you see me through my eyes
And we're here now feeling the beat
Of a thousand hearts
Coming back to life again
We can make it

Remember
This feeling
Remember...

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2009-09-09T21:11:00.001+08:00

Honor Society - Where Are You Now

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

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2009-08-24T22:45:00.004+08:00

75 days and counting down. Everyday is just the same old boring shit. Now there is something worse, army open house.

Life sucks here with lousy ppl. Ppl that are not capable, not understanding and worse of all, stubborn with all their stupid thoughts. All the ppl here have is the dumb Epaulette called rank on their shoulders and they think with that, everything they say is right. But the truth is, they have no idea the difference between whats right and wrong. They are so constantly living in their own world where they thought they strive in. Useless bastards wasting the tax payers money. Lets not talk too much about them shall we, we are only adding on the wastage of breathe here.

Has been thinking of life after i ORD, how is it going to be, what will i be doing, and most importantly how will it change from the life i am leading now. Will it be better? or will it turn out worse than it is now. But i still look forward to it somehow or rather. i mean, its always interesting if new stuffs happen to u, whether bad or good though u would prefer the latter. I hope this optimism stays on.

Army open house burning most of my weekends, leaving me either spending life meaninglessly in camp or at home cause of ppl being held up by their life during weekdays.

But as the same old saying goes, fark it =)

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2009-08-10T01:10:00.003+08:00

Came back from thailand. It was a fruitful trip, not like the usual. I wasn't really into shopping or going anywhere this time round, it was weirdly more of a "realising" trip.

Apparently i got my future told, not that i wanted to but it was just told to me. Believe it or not, its up to me. But it can't be that coincidental that all 3 different people told me the same thing, and its not the first time i was being told this. Unavoidable?

Well, recently i really have quite alot of personal problems. Some are pre-happened problems that i foresee, some are problems that have been lingering for quite some time while the others are just new found ones. I'm really sick and tired of so many problems at a go. Probably like what many ppl say, life is full of problems but maybe they should feed me with them some at a time and not so many. I really couldn't catch a breath. I needed some comfort i couldn't find it, i needed guidance but there aren't any . . . The only moment i am really enjoying myself is when i'm going to bed at home. Going to bed hoping that there will be a better tml(it nva really came), going to bed imagining happy things happening(self-delusional), going to bed confiding to the dream-ppl. I think i'm turning autistic. i couldn't help it. Don't ask me about it, i don't feel like talking about it. Everytime i feel like talking to someone about it, situation just dun allow me to. Then when the environment is available for me to do so, the feeling of talking was lost. I wouldn't ask anyone to help me on this cause i know there isn't any available. There have been just so much, so much i've been thru i just couldn't believe.

Dun need to worry about me doing foolish stuff cause i won't. I know just too much how precious life is. I know what i need to accomplish in life, its just that the things just keep stacking every now and then. I dunno how to handle them properly sometimes. I just screw them up. every now and then. Screw it, screw this, screw that. Dun bother me about any things at all, i couldn't be bothered. U can call me selfish or what, but all i want to do now is to figure out how "to stop feeling this way".

This is a very sad entry, i also dunno why i suddenly feel like posting it. Dun ask me about it, it'll only make me more troubled. I have my reasons for not saying my things, just leave me be. Maybe time will solve things like what many ppl say. But i'm just not the kind that will sit and wait for things to happen. i rather make things happen.

The you in my dreams makes me look forward to each new day, the breaking of the new dawn. I really hope i can see you one day. For it is through you that i realise the beauty of this world, though its depleting...

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2009-07-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

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2009-07-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

Thats life. That is what it is. We can't change it. We just have to decide how we'll respond. We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.

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2009-07-04T09:09:00.003+08:00

Wah, i finally got the feel of what it is like to be drunk. was nearly there last nite, fortunately and proud to say, I SAID NO TO EXCESSIVE DRINKING! though i still drank alot =x

We( me and my army frens) went to this place called the "next stop pub"(i think), cause apparently one of them is a regular customer there. And so we started drinking( MARTELL, can u believe it?) and playing all sorts of weird games. Before we know it, some of us were already drunk like **** le( excluding me). I was very concious but at the same time unable to walk straight le =x But there was this crazy fren that was alot worse. He was basically living in the seduction of the girls there and losing almost all games he played with the girls there and drinking like nobody's business. Eventually, he vomitted of course(in the toilet) =x. Well... its quite an experience i would say, not one that i like alot but nevertheless something we shld try once in a while maybe? Cause its a little mind(& money) draining. (WE OPENED 2 BOTTLES OF MARTELL WHICH COST 180 PER BOTTLE LA! expensive man!)

Although i really don't understand why ppl like to drink so much and why my fren say the girls there are quite pretty though i felt otherwise, i can now see that army guys are really into such entertainment. Which is also why ppl always classify army guys as desperate( i saw it with my own eyes - My fren went to ask the girls there their age and stuff and number i think and went around flirting with them THOUGH THEY ARE NOT REALLY THAT PRETTY, well, he's the drunk one of course).

BUT FEAR NOT FOR I WILL NOT LET MYSELF BECOME SO DRUNK AND EVEN IF I AM SO DRUNK I WILL NOT DO ANY OF THE ABOVE! :D

2 short weeks ahead and 126 more days TILL ORD!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =)

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2009-06-27T23:34:00.001+08:00

Kanya West - Stronger

Work it, make it, do it, makes us
Harder, better, faster, stronger

(Work it harder, make it better)
N-n-now that that don't kill me
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Can only make me stronger
(More than ever ever after)
I need you to hurry up now
(Our work is never over)
Cause I can't wait much longer

(Work it harder, make it better)
I know I got to be right now
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Cause I can't get much wronger
(More than ever ever after)
Man I've been waitin' all night now
(Our work is never over)
That's how long I've been on ya

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
(I need you right now)
More than ever ever after
Our work is
(I need you right now)

Let's get lost tonight
You could be my black Kate Moss tonight
Play secretary I'm the boss tonight
And you don't give a f*** what they all say, right?

Awesome, the Christian in Christian Dior
Damn they don't make 'em like this anymore
I ask cause I'm not sure
Do anybody make real **** anymore?

Bow in the presence of greatness
?Cause right now thou has forsaken us
You should be honored by my lateness
That I would even show up to this fake sh**

So go ahead go nuts, go ape sh**
Specially in my Pastel and my Bape sh**
Act like you can't tell who made this new gospel
Homey take six and take this, haters

(Work it harder, make it better)
N-n-now that that don't kill me
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Can only make me stronger
(More than ever ever after)
I need you to hurry up now
(Our work is never over)
Cause I can't wait much longer

(Work it harder, make it better)
I know I got to be right now
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Cause I can't get much wronger
(More than ever ever after)
Man I've been waitin' all night now
(Our work is never over)
That's how long I've been on ya

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
(I need you right now)
More than ever ever after
Our work is
(I need you right now)
(Me likey)

I don't know if you got a man or not
If you made plans or not
If God put me in ya plans or not
I'm trippin', this drink got me sayin' a lot

But I know that God put you in front of me
So how the hell could you front on me?
There's a thousand you's, there's only one of me
I'm trippin' I'm caught up in the moment, right?

'Cause this is Louis Vuitton dime night
So we gon' do everything that Kan like
Heard they'd do anything for a Klondike
Well I?d do anything for a blonde ****

And she'll do anything for the limelight
And we'll do anything when the time's right
Uh, baby you're makin' it
(Harder, better, faster, stronger)

(Work it harder, make it better)
N-n-now that that don't kill me
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Can only make me stronger
(More than ever ever after)
I need you to hurry up now
(Our work is never over)
Cause I can't wait much longer

(Work it harder, make it better)
I know I got to be right now
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Cause I can't get much wronger
(More than ever ever after)
Man I've been waitin' all night now
(Our work is never over)
That's how long I've been on ya

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
(I need you right now)
More than ever ever after
Our work is
(I need you right now)

You know how long I've been on ya?
Since Prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had isotoners
Don't act like I never told ya

Don't act like I never told ya
Don't act like I never told ya

Don't act like I never told ya
Don't act like I never told ya
Uh, baby you're making it
(Harder, better, faster, stronger)

(Work it harder, make it better)
N-n-now that that don't kill me
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Can only make me stronger
(More than ever ever after)
I need you to hurry up now
(Our work is never over)
Cause I can't wait much longer

(Work it harder, make it better)
I know I got to be right now
(Do it faster, makes us stronger)
Cause I can't get much wronger
(More than ever ever after)
Man I've been waitin' all night now
(Our work is never over)
That's how long I've been on ya

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
(I need you right now)
More than ever ever after
Our work is
(I need you right now)

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
(I need you right now)
More than ever ever after
Our work is
(I need you right now)

You know how long I've been on ya?
Since Prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had isotoners
Don't act like I never told ya

You know how long I've been on ya?
Since Prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had isotoners
Don't act like I never told ya

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2009-06-26T12:54:00.002+08:00

Just caught Transformer 2 yesterday. MEGANLICIOUS... SWEET! =)

Dam nice la, everyone shld go and watch =x And btw dun believe a shit the newspaper give about half a star rating, it is so untrue. I mean with megan fox in the movie, the movie will be worth at least a 3 star rating le. WTH is with half a star?!?!?

Oh yea, i love jetfire too. That naggy old crap. lol =P

Mikeala mikeala mikeala, pretty.... LOL =D

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2009-06-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

What the hell am i living for? haha. . .

2009-06-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

No remorse,
No sadness,
No feelings...

Thats what i've become...

why did i even think of coming home.

Just die all of you. Why even bother living? i'm tired of the same old shit happening all the time =)

What the hell are you waiting for?

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2009-06-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

歌曲：咻咻咻

摄氏三十五度我不再回顾
想你在他的怀里应该幸福
我该祝福
冷得我想哭不能哭

傻到什麽程度我心里有数
最后一口啤酒无所谓酸或苦
能笑着送你走就满足很满足

看着天上乌云满满排山倒海
这夏季第一场雨迎面而来
当结局不能改我又何必躲开
没什麽值得大惊小怪就淋个痛快

听风咻咻咻嘲笑我的爱
就像感情的备胎只在旁边喝采
你别问why why why我一直都在
你有很好的未来再痛我也说all right

当风咻咻咻送走我的爱
街边路灯一整排低着头为谁(无奈)默哀
是天在cry cry cry我的笑还在
有天他不能依赖你怀念我外套口袋
告诉我我随时stand by

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2009-06-13T13:54:00.001+08:00

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nice song =)
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2009-06-07T13:16:00.004+08:00

Morals VS Desires - which will you choose?

Will you sacrifice ur moral ethics to achieve what u have always desired? To reduce other's happiness in order to gain urs or maybe to the extent of even creating misery in them. will you? Can you still maintain the happiness when u know it is at the expense of others misery? Will ur conscience take it? do you still even have 1?

Or on the other hand, will you sacrifice ur own happiness, ur very own desires that u have been pondering and hoping for just so u would not hurt anyone? Will you really be happy if people else around you are happy but not you? would compromising ur happiness solve everything? This may be the common choice people will choose when asked because it would seem more "noble" but when they themselves are actually caught in such a situation, it will then be the time they put their morals to the test.

which will you choose? what will anyone else have chosen? what have i chose? Is it time to change what u have chosen?

Implications & Consequences . . .

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2009-06-06T02:45:00.003+08:00

Implications & Consequences seals it all up. That is the reason why people are not as communicative as before anymore. some of you may disagree to this but there is a saying that goes "think before you act". Before you even speak to anyone, you will start to think if the thing u are gonna say will affect anything at all. It just proves it all correct.

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2009-05-31T09:01:00.003+08:00

光良- 约定

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验
我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的
我更爱你了

Nostalgia is getting all over me. It always happen when i'm alone and it just sets me thinking all over again... But once i meet up with ppl, i'm lost for words for all sorts of things. Ppl just lose their communication habits over time, maybe thats how hemits are formed...

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2009-05-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

Today was a carefree day unlike the previous few. Actually, this whole weekend was... which was great. Its been so long...

Went to NSRCC gyming and swimming with kh on friday. A well deserved break after EX DA and FTX and stuff. Then went celebrating Sock's 20th b day at bugis today. Went to watch Night At The Museum 2 before going to Sketchers Bar for dinner. My "sock with flowers" pasta turns out miraculously nice. And so after a nice dinner we went to chill out at BluJazz, which was where sock would want to have her b day celebrated at as mentioned the other time. Drank SG Sling for the first time despite hearing alot about it, its ok... =x Chatted abit before returning back on the last bus i supposed.

Well... life is great as it is if it is just so. Enjoying a carefree life thinking nth about army and nth about personal problems just spending quality time with ppl u feel good with.

5 more months + before army sickening life is over but this 5 months just seemed longer than the previous few. Its not the army that stinks now, its the bad relationship i have with the ppl in it now due to alot of changes. I've always hated changes... never liked it...

I just hope everything changes soon enuff for me to take a breather off everything.

Everythings alright, when you're right here by my side...

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2009-05-21T22:22:00.001+08:00

家家有本难念的经, 但为何我家的却怎么也念不下去 . . .

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2009-05-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

Totally an insider's job... haiz...

If today was perfect, there would be no need for tomorrow...

2009-05-15T14:52:00.003+08:00

Stupid thief in my camp stole my IPOD and my MONEY!!! %#%$!#%$@#$~!#@#$@!~#~#@#%^$%#

Why are there losers all over the world spoiling the perfect world we swore to build.

2009-04-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

I dunno why but it suddenly felt so sad around me just now... maybe its the weather, maybe its the sky, maybe its the people... or maybe its just me...

This kinda mood is like monday blues? i dun really know how to explain but its the start of the long weekend for me, it shldn't be the blues? haiz... i really dunno.

I felt like talking to ppl but at the same time, i do not feel like doing so. Its so contradicting and i'm so ANGRY, once again. Can i do smth about it? Can i change the way i want the mood to be? How do i do so... i've been troubled by this problem for quite some time....

Farked.

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2009-04-19T16:17:00.002+08:00

Woots, end of FTX, Start of ORD. LOL!!! =)

Alot of happenings nowadays, dun wanna really talk about them cause i'm just too lazy. Watched "the sniper" yesterday with sock, kh & fel, not too bad tho. The plot was good and all but the movie was short. Lol, 1hr 20 minutes. Gonna catch Fast and furious 4 too, and the Wolverine and Transformers =)

Life hasn't been good for most of us i think, things are not going according to our wishes but i guess that is life. So i think we shld all carry on with it, live on with it and i believe somehow or rather, the world will soon be the beautiful one we have all been waiting for :)

It isn't too hard to believe... we're in heaven.

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2009-03-27T16:39:00.005+08:00

OMG Thats a hell of a trip in India and HELLO CHINESE PPL!!! =x

Haha, i could not express how glad i was to be back in singapore with familiar faces(anyone who speaks english is familiar =x). 7 hours of bus ride from BABINA to AGRA and another 6 hours of bus ride from AGRA to NEW DELHI before a 5 hours flight back to SG. OMG man, my ass hurts.

This overseas training was truly an experience that no one could ever have it elsewhere at all. Who would have expected a freezing 9 degree celcius in the morning there given that it is a desert and the temperature then rose to a scorching 40 degree celcius even before it hits noon. CRAZY. With such a temperature, we were lucky we had butterscorch(its an ice-cream) and Fanta Orange with us all the while. LOL! =x Oh, btw it hasn't rain in years. =)

Just when you tot bad weather was enuff, they bring u their large pool of unique "inhabitants". The "BISCUD" boys and their pets. There are like skinny cows that ate cardboards all over the place, shepard taking his "MEH MEH" for a walk into our training area everytime we were about to shoot, water buffaloos that refuse to budge until u drive right in front of their faces and horn into their ears and last but not least camels in the city o.O But all these are not as imba as their very own "BISCUD" boys. They are actually just some young boys living there and will stop at nth to get your biscuits and light sticks. If u have played L4D before, just picture the HORDE. haha. Well, these kids are irritating with their "SIRRRRRRR BISCUD". Then when u refuse to give them and ask them to scram off, they will either scold u "lan jiao cheebye" or tell you "1 biscud, go away" and failed to do so after u pass the biscuits to them. But besides being an irritant, they can be of a great help too. Like when you finish your shooting, tendency is for us to pick up the RAIs that are lying all around but the truth is when u turn back and try to look for the RAIs, they are more often than not, no longer around. Who are they With then? Who would want the stupid RAIs? Well your answer will be revealed the moment u flash out a pack of STI butter biscuits. =) Yes, the BISCUD boys will follow u and pick up all the RAIs that drop off and exchange them with your biscuits, which saves us the trouble of going around to pick them (we are lazy bums =x). Well, i also tried to con the boys but failed by telling them " u give me 1 MEH MEH, i give u 10 BISCUDS. 1 MOO MOO 100 BISCUDS and a barbequed MOO MOO 200 BISCUDS!" LOL!!! It failed obviously so oh well =x

R & R was pretty ok. We visited AGRA fort and the legendary TAJ MAHAL. It was said to be Aesthetically perfect but i guess i just can't seem to appreciate such monuments. Well, just when you tot the city will be better, u are absolutely wrong. Now other than boys, there are girls "trying to find their missing fathers" by pulling ur shirt or ur hands tryin to ask u to give them money. haha, its really hilarious when whatever they say u do not understand and all u do was to just keep walking around with a kid holding on to your shirt. =x

Hmm, i think the Jet Lag is really killing me so i think i'm gonna take another nap now. Cya Guys and good luck to all the ARR runners tml. NO MORE SIRRRRRRRRR BISCUDS! =D

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2009-03-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

Finally the time has come. I***A. Few days of off pass by so fast and tml i'm leaving for I*d** le. TMD.

So tml 4p.m. at airport, flying to ***ia and train with the bloody *n***ns. Will only be back on the 27th. Haiz... And u know what? This time is different from taiwan like last time. The only thing i look forward to in this trip is the flight to ***** which is on SQ, and the flight back to singapore which is on SQ too. pathetic man... -.-"

Haiz but then the thing that relieves me is that after this ***** trip i'm 1 step closer to ORD. But that step still seems abit long... oh well.

Anyway, there is this major problem in my family now. FARKING MAKING EVERYONE IRRITATED! FARKING JUST GO AND DIE LA. I can't be bothered too le since even urself aren't bothered at all. anorexic freak...

I wanna be less angry... i've been angry all my life...

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2009-02-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i last updated my blog. Well, nth fantastic and nice really happened to me so i din really felt like blogging.

Suddenly, i felt blogging as a chore, even tho many a time i'm free, i am really lazy to do so.

Army life's a bore and finally i can end all the outfield trips and have a "longer" weekend break. Longer break but still nth much to do, hmm... maybe just a rest from everything.

Tml's gonna be my first official tuition session teaching lay teng's cousin, hope i do fine? =)

Just catch "He's just not that into you" with sis and michelle. Erm, its quite alright tho some parts of the movie do reflect true life issues and the many things that might be occuring to some of us at the moment but still i prefer "definitely, maybe" better ^^

Ok la, that shld be it until now? Going to india on 11th march so it shld be quite soon. Before the trip i shld be able to have once more long break so... ciaoz all

P.S: Hey dog, sry i didn bother to d/l the mike he's pics and upload here. Uploading's a chore too so... Enjoy the pics by yrself! take care =x

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2009-02-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

yo imagine
有个女孩出现
她在人群之中永远都是第一耀眼
她总是在身边
不知心里想谁
所有男孩梦想有天能给她全世界

but the truth
is that there's someone on the other team
someone who stole her heart
someone who holds her dreams
they kiss for the 1st time just the other evening
Its 12 and number 1 is getting caught in between

战况激烈好戏正要上演
女孩不知道自己应该站哪一边
眼神交汇局势瞬息万变
大家都屏住呼吸忍住不眨眼

Number 1 on the break
12 quick on the chase
boyfriend goes in the air with lover up in his face
they come crashing to the dirt
shes about to burst
when the game is over who she gonna run to first, yo

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2009-01-27T13:05:00.002+08:00

2nd day of CNY. I'm seriously liking life outside army, not that it is hell inside there now for me but that the feeling is just different. U feel more free and more at home, as in the real home.

Collected Angbaos as usual this year and visited relatives. But i dunno why this year's CNY doesn't seem to bring about the CNY feeling in me, it's more like a wear new clothes and enjoy urself holiday =x Well, but the key thing is i'm loving it so its kinda ok?

Hmm, the start of Feb brings across somemore frens going aussie to study, hmm...

hotshot! 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手那将是我
hotshot! 有胆成英雄
巅峰不过是开头
谁是高手跟我同夥

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2009-01-24T12:34:00.005+08:00

On the trip home, i thought of the past... once again.

why am i still living in the memories? i hate to live in memories, maybe thats why i wanna move on from army life. army life disallow me to escape from memories cause it basically stops u from knowing more ppl u ought to. It restricts ur time in the world outside, it makes u isolate urself more from others. It turns u into someone u once weren't, and i hate it. I really wanna move on... i wanna get to uni life and i seriously think it would get better. Its hard to continue living in memories cause memories hurt, somehow or rather. It really does...

要走我自己的路

别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

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2009-01-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

No matter how much we can resist the fact, we still cannot hide the fact that we have all drifted apart and that it is falling. The efforts i may have put in to salvage this thing... i guess maybe it just didn matter. But since it is happening this way le, so be it bah... maybe i shld just lead my life and not care about it le.

Been feeling troubled just now again, feeling tired and so. I didn wanted to waste the nite away, i wanted to catch a breather. I dunno how to explain it but i just feel like it.

Felicia coming back tml le, not sure if i'm fetching her yet but think shld be meeting her on sunday. Hope she hasn't change much and that things have been great for her there, well... i'm kinda quite sure it did ^^

Things aren't really going well for me... it isn't and i'm trying to solve the problem. maybe the time is just not right...

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2009-01-11T08:49:00.003+08:00

Just came back from COS duty. Short weekend this week, have to book in by 8p.m. later today cause of an outfield tomorrow. sian.

Min xian is having her 21st birthday party today but i'm afraid i'll have to give it a miss cause i have to book in early, feeling quite bad over it.

My thoughts are very random nowadays, including my dreams. Its some sort of no link things that i keep thinking about. Everytime u think too much into smth, u tend to discover new insights to the event but sometimes these insights are just self-presuming. So i guess i shld stop looking too deep into things but instead just look on the surface of things. At least thats what others want u to, they dun want you to probe too much into the things they are trying to hide.

OK, ANYONE FREE NEXT WEEKEND? Feel like doing alot of things. Like going to cycle, ECP or UBIN, taking up my first driving lesson, swimming, k-box-ing(maybe, depends on going with who tho =x ) & probably shopping...

CNY coming up real soon, quite looking forward to it. All the food, gambling and chatting with frens and relatives. Nice. But hate it too cause they will keep asking about the stupid army life -___________-". Luckily for me, i have hair now! LOL! =x

2009-01-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

Back from a tiring Genting Trip. 1 day 1 nite, haha! =x

The reason why this trip is tiring is because I HAVE NOTHING TO DO! -_________-". Being the only "kid" there, with my sissies all not going, i can only roam the whole Genting on my own. Its dam boring! really. Who ask the stupid guard stop me when i wanted to enter the Casino demanding to check my IC, ratz. I REALLY GOT BABY FACE MEH, cannot pass off as 21 ah. zzz

But nvm la, since my parents always spend their holidays making us happy, trying to let us enjoy our holidays to the fullest while they just sacrifice their time, i guess its time for me to sacrifice some of my time for them to really enjoy their holidays. See jie, understand by what i mean when i say it is never always just about urself?

Anyway, holidays end le. Today is the last day. Army life resumes and it will be quite a long time b4 i can really enjoy freedom for 10+ days in a roll again? really looking forward to the next break which is.... CNY i think?

On a random note, its good to relax ur mind once in a while and let ur thoughts fly...

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2009-01-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

Dun contact me for these 2 days... might not be in town.

2009-01-01T10:16:00.005+08:00

Well, its always so boring with the same old start. So today, i'm gonna start off my entry with a different start =)

Dunno why but today i just feel like Naming out my favourite songs for the year 2008.

In order Of merit =D

1st - This Is Me ( Demi Lovato )

I also dunno why but this is my favourite song for the whole of last year. Maybe its the sense of individuality that it gives off. I especially like the last part when 2 different songs merge and they sang tgt, beautiful man ^^ Also, this is the first time i like a happy song more than emo songs, felt happy for that. A change at last! =)

2nd - When there was me and you ( Vanessa Hudgens ) LONGEST SONG THAT I'VE LIKED!!!

My all time favorite song, the love of HSM. The lyrics of this song is just so meaningful and emotional. Its as though she understands me... haha :x

3rd - 你最近还好吗 ( S.H.E ) TOP EMO SONG!!!

Well, what to say about this song, simply the best SHE song ever, i feel. This song is so good/bad that it nva fails to spoil my mood. Make me so emotional and sad, omg haha. But it also reminds me of a sad person thinking of his/her love that can nva be tgt.

4th - Superman ( 倪子冈 ) TOP TAUNTING SONG!!!

The number 1 kaobei and taunting song man, this song is so good it makes me feel like taunting those around me. haha, it makes u feel like a bastard once in a while too when u listen to the lyrics. Well, like they always say, its good to feel confident of urself =x

5th - When you look me in the eyes ( Jonas Brothers )

Yet another sad song, this is however sang by a boy band instead of a female one. I like some of the verse that is in this song and how the "guy" in this song ponders and think of his love and how much the "girl" meant to him. The burst of energy in the chorus is good also. Nice :)

6th - 绝对无敌 ( 倪子冈 ) TOP TEAM SONG!!!

This song has the little bit of feeling of brotherhood, the bond between teamates and brothers. Maybe its the show that it is link with, 篮球火, which inside they mentioned smth about 有了兄弟, 绝对无敌. It somehow lets u feel that once u got ur brothers with u, you can do whatever u want. Good team spirit song.

7th - Can I Have This Dance ( Zac Effron & Vanessa Hudgens ) TOP DUET!!!

Its like the start of something new of HSM 3, this is a lovely romantic duet which both parties reassure their counterparts that their love is everlasting and no matter what will come of them in the future, their love 'won't stop'. I love their duet, Lovely :)

8th - Gotta go my own way ( Vanessa Hudgens )

Yet another sad but lovely song of HSM. The reason why i like HSM so much is of much thanks to this song. The "Q & A" part in the middle part of the song is unique and nice too. The beauty of this song can fully be understood if and only if u understand the story of High School Musical. I just love gabriella and troy =x

9th - 怎么办 ( S.H.E )

Everytime i listen to this songs, it sort of brings me back to the High school feeling, the feeling of being back in studies. The feeling of having a crush on someone in school is brought back and thus making this song a very special song to me. The last part of the song where they sang 2 different verse at the same go is the most special of all the songs that i've heard and its simply amazing. Chio la =)

10th - 小酒窝 ( 林俊杰 )

Sent to me by my ben dan fren, yes dun look around liao, its U! Ben dan. This song has a very cute feeling. It tells of how a guy changes his life, his thinking after he met this girl. How he thinks of this girl and how the beauty of this girl mesmerize him, her cute little dimples. haha.

11th - LoveStory ( 范逸臣)
12th - 我还想她 ( 林俊杰 )
13th - Say OK ( Vanessa Hudgens )
14th - 最近 ( 李圣杰 )
15th - Crush ( David Archuleta ) <--- MTV Chart Number 1!
16th - Gonna Find You ( Joe Jonas ) <--- this is the song that is mixed with This is Me at the last part =)
17th - Everyday ( HSM2 Cast )
18th - 天亮了 ( S.H.E )
19th - 孙悟空 ( 五月天 )
20th - Girlfriend ( Avril Lavinge ) <--- This is a very bitchy and kinky song, nice tho. haha
21th - Remember The Name ( Fort Minor )
22th - 女兒紅 ( 周杰伦 )
23th - 周大侠 ( 周杰伦 )
24th - Love In This Club ( Usher )
25th - Too Late To Apologise ( One Republic )
26th - 江南 ( 林俊杰 )
27th - Low (Flo-rida )
28th - Say it again ( Marie Digby )
29th - Now or never ( HSM3 Cast )
30th - 不要对我再说爱 (林凡 )

Ok, so thats the top 30 songs i've liked for 2008, what are yours? Well, those top songs are highly recommended cause THEY ARE REALLY NICE! =x

So anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Tho i spend my countdown in camp with stupid dumb socko taunting me and kp me here and there BUT STILL... haha.

New Year = New Start. I shall really make it a new start this year, everything afresh i hope?

Cya all, enjoy ur day! =D

Its a Whole New World!

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2008-12-30T00:08:00.004+08:00

Went cycling just now, felt shiok. Emotions run thru me just like how it did in the past, just that its been long since i last cycled alone in the nite le. Shuang.

Almost felt like venting everything in my mind out here when i was cycling but then the feeling was gone the moment i sat down in front of the com, i dunno why too.

Every song has an image in my mind, does that applies to anyone else? just wondering...

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2008-12-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

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No obligations, just helping her. =x

2008-12-28T02:29:00.004+08:00

Today was fun, but could have been more fun.

Yesman is a nice movie, maybe we shld all adopt his policy in life and hope smth good turns out of it. Will it? Sure hope so...

Its a pity we didn have any stayover programmes, but not too much of a pity too given that we went to visit sock hong at her uncle's funeral instead. Hope this thing dun add troubles to her stressful life for any longer and that she can be the same old sock again( instead of the one thinking about "deng si" like grant =x )

The walk home was mind-troubling as usual, thought about the same old problems on the same old road. I wonder how long this situation will last tho... sometimes i wouldn't mind thinking of this problems along this road, i just hope it wouldn't get worse or i wouldn't even have the chance to stroll this pathment anymore...

Life is a playground, make full use of it. I sure will, if i could...

Don't resent me
When you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

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2008-12-25T12:52:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas Guys!!!

I had a weird Xmas eve last nite but it was fun though, somehow or rather. Happy "CNY" to lay teng ^^.

Kah Hwee was right, now i see it. It sux. Nvm, should have expected it anyway. Oh well...

When the time comes...

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2008-12-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

Exhausted... A nite at Devonshire Lodge, 2nd nite roaming the town. Nice =D

This weekend flashes off just like that again without me knowing what i've done, ratz. Luckily for me, tonite is not a book in nite cause i took half day off tml ^^. But the reason is because i got BTT la, zzz. Better pass man, if not very diu lian. =x

Few more days till a short break. Woots! shiok la. But then again, my break is scheduled in such a way that i'm UNABLE TO GO FOR A VACATION TRIP! #^%@$%$#%$@*(. Haiz, nvm there is nth i can do about it.

Ok, lets see about my up-to-date schedule once again:

24th - Half day celebrating with family. CHRISTMAS EVE =)
25th - "Lay teng's birthday" at devonshire lodge?
26th - nothing for the moment
27th - B HOOD X Mas Gathering
28th - Liang Bin's BBQ Celebration
29th - nothing for the moment
30th - MRI
31st - COS -_________-"
1st - nothing for the moment
2nd - COY's Commanders Cohesion
3rd - nothing for the moment
4th - nothing for the moment
5th - MA in the morning then back to camp =(

Lousy schedule, haiz. Ok, "lay teng's birthday" celebrations on 25th, anyone interested to join plz contact me. LOL! =x

Till then, cya!

You kept me hypnotized, so many times...

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2008-12-14T12:04:00.002+08:00

Still unsatisfied with life.

Couple of events before this year ends. Then another year just pass like this. Am i gonna do anything about it or am i just gonna let another boring year start and repeat the same old boring stuff. It stinks.

Heartbreaker.

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2008-12-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

I always make it a point not to think too much of the unhappy stuff that happens to me inside camp once i step out of camp. I hope it works and it helps.

This week is hectic and will continue.

Heard from sam that hsing fu is back in town so yea sunday is a meet-up with this long lost fren, wonder how has things been for him.

Christmas is nearing but we have yet to have a plan, is it gonna be like this till the actually celebrations day? or are we gonna do smth about it, i sure hope my mind comes up with smth for it. i want to remember it... but not this way =x

Christmas shopping soon... ideas plz. hmm o.O

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2008-12-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

i dunno what to say but i just feel like saying smth.

if only my life was like last time, i would have alot of mediums to throw out my frustrations.

looks like its all gone now.

2008-11-29T08:23:00.003+08:00

Had a hell bad of a week, sun burnt as charcoal, mossy bites & whats worse? High fever + dripping(it is farking pain!) + almost gone to NUH. zzz

But at the moment, i'm feeling much better now. Thx for all the concern from all those who called and msg and everything. Well, special thanks to one of my camp + bunk + course + spec mate Liang Bin for willing to accompany me to NUH and running back and forth to bunk and to the sickbay helping me take alot of things.Thanks alot.

This weekend is burnt due to the fact that i'm a sick person and i have COS duty on sunday. ratz. But oh well, just hope that next week i'll be much more free and the leave i've applied on wed and thurs can be approve.

If everything remains well, hope that i can meet up with frens for lunch or dinner later. Its been sometime since i last met them, wonder how they're doing. Fine i think?

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.

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2008-11-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

一段爱从不明白到明白

我的眼泪才慢慢流出来

Thought of the week - So whats the point?

Bad week, sad things, lousy life.

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2008-11-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

让绝对无敌的传说
能永远不会被打破
必须要战斗 my way
if i'm ever gonna get back
get back, get back

Have been hooked up on a show called 篮球火 recently, ITS DAM NICE! =) hilarious at certain parts while romantic and touching at the others. But there are of course sad moments which sets me thinking and into the emo state too... But whatever, its nice ^^

Other than that, i've been playing this PSP game called Star Ocean-Final Destination too. The gameplay abit special. Its like those typical RPG game but with a different fighting style. Cute characters and abit of manga cut scenes too.

Hmm, but i dunno why when i watched the 篮球火, i feel like i'm a part of it. It always happens so when i'm too engross into a drama series. Its to the extend that when i'm not doing anything i'll think alot about it. After watching it, i feel this sense of nthingness in my life. Its like my life is missing smth for me to think about that is in the show itself. The teamwork, the frenship, the complicated love story and the mysteries ahead of them, how i wish i had them... The sacrifices Zhan jie er can do for Dong Fang Xiang and the Brotherhood among them despite the rivalry are smth not everyone can have. Envy.

Besides this, alot of things happened since i last blogged. Its just that because of time restriction and laziness of me that i didn blogged about it. Sometimes, i dun even know what i'm doing and why i do what i did. i just did... Certain thoughts come and go at certain times and its hard to resist myself and remain the way i am which i hope. But since it happened... so it does...

Will be having a long block leave at the end of year, sure hope i can enjoy myself then and get to do what i wanna do. Christmas coming soon, seems like its time to do some shopping. Cya guys. =)

真正的爱是不需要回报地

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2008-11-02T10:53:00.002+08:00

This morning when i woke up i sat by my bed and suddenly i have this urge to go thru the past letters inside my drawer. And so i did :) I came to realised that we were all dam cute and funny then. The funny things we wrote to ppl, the funny way of speaking, the funny poses we did in photos( i did have some photos kept with my letters u see...). If only we can go back right?( thats what everyone always say) BUT I DUWAN TO GO BACK, i wanna live it again ^^ But cannot la, i'm just kidding. =x

my two good fren emo and nostalgia keeps coming to visit me, it'll be good if they have good news for me but i dunno why whenever they comes to me they only brings me worries and problems. Problems seem to really be a major part of my life such that at every stage of it, it never fails to make me worry about it whole day, week or even months long. Ok visits over, time to go, plz go... LEAVE! zzz -__________________-"

i still have the one special printed sideview picture . . .

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2008-11-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

Do you know what its like, to feel so in the dark? guess not...

You are the cause of my misery... I dunno what to do with you.

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2008-10-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

SUPER NICE SONG ON THE LOOSE!!! =x

HSM 3 - Can I Have This Dance

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

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2008-10-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

Suddenly stumbled across this old song that i used to like alot.

My love by Westlife. Nice... =)

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2008-10-27T15:01:00.002+08:00

HI I'M HOME!

After a 3 days trip to penang, msia, i'm finally back to where i belong! =D Ok, the weekend was fun, one that is very much missed for a long time. The penang beach was still the same, peaceful and beautiful. However, this time round i get to play different stuff. I tried out the Para-sailing which they call it and the jet ski. MAN ITS FUn! : D Pictures might not be uploaded for this cause I AM LAZY. haha. Had alot of nice food in msia and did quite abit of tanning ( i hope it helps =x). Well, overall the trip was fruitful and i am sure to go again, if i could that is(army stinks).

But then again, because of this trip, lay teng they all had to switch the Night Safari trip to next year which makes me feel dam guilty( sorry guys!). Whats more is the much anticipated chalet( as claimed by lay teng ^^) is cancelled too due to ME(again) being unable to book out on that very day. RATZ MAN CAUSE THIS TIME EVERYONE IS ABLE TO TURN OUT FOR THE CHALET BUT THE HOST(ME) IS UNABLE TO! &^#&^$&@*^#%^^*(^$^%*#&^&^# But whatever, i really can't do anything about it and it sucks. Sure hope i can find some other time to meet up with them tho.

Lotsa days burn for army - 8th and 15th nov, due to some last minute events. So for the next few weeks i am going to be a stay-in kid. Sam's b day coming up on 1st nov and he is coming back on thurs which means fortunately we get to celebrate it with him. I hope it'll be fun cause it will be the last full weekend of fun before i get to stay in. zzz.

HSM 3 is out and i am going to watch it later! NO MATTER WHAT! =x ok, i'm crazy over it but so what? can't guys be crazy over Gaaaabbbrrriieeeelllaaaa... i mean movies. But ok, i love the cast. =x

And ya before i forget, 2 more nice new songs on the run. By Lin jun jie - 小酒窝 & 我还想她. Be sure to catch it. BYE ALL! :D

小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

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2008-10-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

SAD LIFE! Life is really full of obstacles, different one at every stage.

At the stage that i am, i'm actually having financial problems. I cannot believe it, man! Maybe its just me but i start to think of the money i am earning and how i spend it, its kinda alot. Then again when i think of the job that i might be in after i graduate and the salary i might be getting, the finance is again hard to manage. ARGH!!! i'm seriously having this weird money thoughts( maybe this shld be the real money-minded, haiz).

Hmm, back to real life. First week as a sergeant isn't really that good, well i got posted to the very much dreaded 42 SAR LION COY instead of the good old 46 SAR. I will be going India & Aussie's Wallaby next year bah. Xiong life. Whats more, my men are all hokkien soldiers with lotsa tattoo all over them and been to DB like nobody's business. zzz. Haiz, i just hope it'll get better.

Well seriously i really think there is smth missing in my life at this point of time but i cannot find out what it is. I just need something that i can cherish or dote on, maybe i shld just go get a pet. Get a dog or smth like what zong does maybe? hmm...

Every time I think i'm closer to the heart
What it means to know just who I am
I think i finally found a better place to start
No one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far?

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2008-10-12T14:16:00.003+08:00

3 days of holiday and i'm seriously making full use of it, especially the nites =x

Finally after a gruelling 5 months course at School Of Armour/Armour Training Institute/Specialist Training Wing, i'm out of there as a armour specialist - a 3rd sergeant. ^^ It was really a very special nite on thursday as we march passed or rather drove pass the audience and do whatever we were supposed to do. Everything we trained for the past few days just for the actual parade happens to turn out quite well - relieved. However, the thought that some of our frens could not join us in 46 SAR due to the different postings we have made me emotional for a while. Well, i guess not everyone gets to stay with each other all the time but still, they are actually not far away. We are still in the same camp after all so we can still visit each other every now and then =D

Anyway, so it was sort of a 3 day break for post-course and i indeed enjoyed myself. Spent most of my time in town, in and out again -__________-". Went for lunch at fish & co with my bunk mates, dinner at ichiban with mum at plaza. Then at nite, me,sis, kh, sock & JL went to find lay teng and her frens at hard rock cafe for her b day celebration. And hell yea her frens were high =x Just when we tot lay teng was the oddball that is always so "intellectually bimbotic"(she insist on being an intellectual bimbo), her frens proved to us that she is not alone as all of them seems to be the same! All of them were dam high too when we went to Party World for an overnite Karaoke session. Well, enjoyed the nite and get to know many of them - they are nice ppl =) . Returned back to home only at 7 after taking the first bus from town.

So saturday morning was a sleeping day given that i'm the kinda person who cannot take sleepless nites. Slept all the way till 2 in the afternoon before i woke up for lunch. Slacked at home awhile before the nite came and we repeated the same events by going for dinner with mum again but this time at different place - lot 1 NYNY. THEN U KNOW WHAT? we went to find lay teng again -__________________________-". They invited us to their hotel room at swissotel for a "nite party". Met them with kh, grant, mik and my sis of course, at their room only to play games and take "a few" shots of vodka [well, they had a few, i just had more =( ] Ok so we left them at 3 to take nite rider back to BP. Slept as usual until 12 today and here i am blogging away. phew, what a nite. or shld i say, what a couple of nites. lol. Ok la, kinda fun since i've not been out in the nite for long for such events but hell i dun think i can carry on like this for every book out. However, it'll be fine if u guys can chill out in the day instead =x

Ok, so events for later is to join my family at NSRCC for either gyming or swimming b4 dinner there and then home for a long-missed early nite sleep b4 i book in tml morning.

Hope that every weekend can be as eventful as this weekend but maybe i shld cut down on the late nites out and money spending sessions given that I'M ON A MONEY SAVING SCHEME! haha, ok. thats all cya all next week? BYE ALL! =D

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2008-10-05T00:34:00.005+08:00

Today was both a fine and busy day, went in and out of town a couple of times.

First thing in the morning i went for my "long missed" dental appointment b4 proceeding on to wheelock's epicenter to get my ipod fixed. Well, the person at epicenter says that Apple company do not do repairs so unfortunately i have to get my ipod replaced and all my data gone =( [ ok la, i expected that but it is still saddening to see all my efforts to put my data in to be gone just like that ]. Then met up with zong and sam to have light lunch at Han's cafe at far east. Had to PS halfway to join up with the rest of the b hoodies at JL's hse for video conference with our faraway pal ( Felicia) at china. Well its comforting to know that she is living and adapting well to the life there and everything is fine, half a year is fast and soon she can join us back here for CNY celebrations! ^^

Fish therapy followed, after the conferencing, at Qian Hu Fish Farm. Its kinda... how to i say it, new? Like abit weird too to know that u are actually feeding ur feet to the fishes... yucks man. But anyway, its a good experience and ok i know i wimped out from the "bigger fish" pool cause when they bang into the sole of my feet, it feels very very weird and itchy. And so me and wimpy sock stayed at the pool with smaller fishes while the rest braved the Bigger fishes. It was soon nitetime and we headed to Plaza Singapura for a "hongkish" dinner at Xin Wang HongKong Cafe. Had curry mian xian from recommendation by JL, not bad quite special. Then we moved on to SMU's settler's Cafe for "some" fun and laughter. The atmosphere there was not too bad, no one can actually study there cause of the major fun u get to enjoy there. AND HELL LAY TENG IS A BIMBO!!! =x sry lay egg, i couldn't help it =P Let me explain why. Its kinda easy to play games like taboo and pictionary with her cause u can easily guessed the answer by giving an answer that has totally no link to the clues she gives. And when she explains how u can link from the clues she gives to the actual answer, u will see that there is no link at all - just like the structure inside her head. =P Another fun game was ugly dolls where u can see sock hong trying her very best to shout ugly ugly ugly while at the same time refraining from laughing her ass off when snatching the ugly doll cards from ty. hilarious i would say =D And oh ya before i forget, a new slogan by sock hong - Subway, eat bread ^^ (only the ones who went would get it ).

Well it was really a fruitful day with all the joy we experienced but i soon realised that it all sums up to a price. Like for example the whole day, i actually had alot of fun but i also spent quite abit of money. If lets say i were to spend my time playing MH with sam and company, maybe the cost would be lesser. But then again, the joy and fun experienced would also be directly proportionate too. So it is then not wrong to say, happiness comes with a price =D

Days of endless spendings is now over for me. Since BMT i tot that money was not really an issue given that i was only allowed to spend money like once a week so whenever i had the chance to, i would spend alot. But now that chances to spend money is kinda alot more and that things to buy seems to be neverending, the savings i have is also decreasing fast. I NEED TO GO ON A MONEY SAVING SCHEME LE! haiz, sad to say so. However, some things are not to be compromised. Things like i need a tennis racket to play tennis with grant kh and the rest, things like maybe i will be picking up kickboxing lessons with JL and also i need to go for driving lessons. Other than these few things, perhaps my money will all be safekeep inside my bank with my atm card left untouch in the hands of my mum =(

Going Sungei Buloh with ty, huishi and the rest tml to fulfil ty's thirst for being close to nature and CROCS. So hope it'll be another fun and fruitful day. (minus off the money spending part of course =x ).

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2008-10-03T22:31:00.003+08:00

Have anyone ever have this feeling of being troubled by the fact that u are troubled and u dun know what u are actually troubled with b4? Well it sounds kinda weird but that what i've been feeling these few days or maybe weeks. Many times i will just stone at smth and think very hard why smth has happened and after that feel very troubled by it but when i come to think of it, it is actually nth. i can't really explain it but oh well... troubling life - literally.

Anyways, life in army have been quite slack these few days since the trip back from ROC. Have been having morning naps ( 6.10 - 7.30 a.m.) and afternoon naps ( 12.45 - 2 p.m.) on many days in addition to the stay in 2 days then book out 2 days for holiday "scheme" i'm undertaking for the last week, how i just wish army life can continue on like this... ah... LOL! But all good things have to come to an end and thats why preparations for POP have started today with the drills rehearsals which literally made us "sweat" it out for our pay. Passing out next thursday finally as 3rd Sergeant. After a gruelling 5 months course, our efforts are finally returned with an increase in 200 dollars of pay -___________-". But nevertheless, i've enjoyed the course very much as i've hated it. The friends i've made, the rule breaking days and the mossy bites i've experienced within this short timespan will live with me thru my life ( the mossy bites scarred me so yea, literally living with them. TSK! ). Nite time street soccer at the 42 SAR street soccer court, soccer between platoon 3 & 4 at boon keng there and the nite talking session will not come to an end so easily, i hope?

HSM 3 coming out soon, be sure to catch it tho i think hudgens grew a little fatter in it le but still she is cute, u must agree =x really looking forward to the show and also to many other nice movies that have yet to come out. Imeem has been buggy with my com nowadays so cannot really upload nice songs. But there are some songs which i feel that i wanna share with u guys. one of them is 女兒紅 by Jay chou and also Gonna Find You By Joe Jonas. The jay chou song i dun really know if thats the title cause i can't seem to locate it in baidu. hmm... But anyway, they are nice and its good if u guys can listen to them.

Nowadays i've been quite busy with life such that i've lose many contacts with many of my frens. Just hope that they are doing fine and also that i can catch up with them soon, dun worry, u guys are not forgotten. =)

nth much to update le, cya all guys :D

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2008-09-21T00:58:00.002+08:00

HEY YA ALL! I'M BACK!!! =)

3 weeks of gruelling training ( or maybe 2 weeks plus and few days of recreation), and i'm back in 1 piece! ****** was great fun, new experiences, new insights and new everything. If u guys still dunno, i'm not allowed to discuss about my training in ****** so yea just leave it as it is ^^.

But anyway, if u think singapore is hot, wait till u went to a country with summer. with temperatures rising to 36 degree celcius, even a human will be cooked alive man!( just kidding =x) But the weather there really quite bad, on some occasions the day can be quite hot while on the others, it just keep raining and storms here and there. In addition to the bad weather, environment there wasn't really good either. Mosquitoes that will disfigure u if u hadn't put 6 mossy coils + mossy repellent + mossy patch( just like my fren), spiders the length of ur middle finger and last but not least sand storm that just just be stirred up by a gust of wind, cool isn't it? Whatever it is, since its over we shld just forget it and get on over to the happier stuff like the 3 days R & R. :D

For the recreation period, hmm what shld i say... good and bad. Like all tour, warming the bus's seats is an unavoidable activity we must go thru but uniquely, our "boss"'s plan of letting us warm the seats for 2 hrs b4 getting off the bus just to "sightsee" for around 20 minutes is abit too over. The tour guide wasn't very good either, she just has the face that everyone might like and do nth but letting us enjoy movie marathon on the bus. Then when it comes to questions raised, she will just give us a silly face and say she dunno, which to many other guys is just an answer they needed -________-". But besides that, vacation in ****** was fun. We get to go many places which ppl of our age roam. Places like XMD & SL were superb with its never ending streets of goodies and ever flowing chio bus =x But frankly speaking, please pardon me if anyone of u feel offended, the girls there are like WOOOOOOHOOOO, pretty, 1 word. Man, its like more than half the girls u see there looks like the chioest girl you've seen in sg =x Ok la, maybe its the thick makeup they put but then again they must at least have the quality to put make-up bah. NVG was good too without makeup =x Anyway, this trip there was really fruitful with alot of funny incidents happening here and there. Well, will fill you guys in if i happen to meet u all yea?

OK so enuff of ******, back to reality. If u cannot migrate to ******, migrate ****** to u. I've decided to employ superman to shift it here in 2 days time, Ok just kidding ( laugh please, at least show some support can? =x ). seriously, back to reality. 3 more weeks to POP le, YEA MAN! 5 months over just like that! nope, not just like that. all the hard work all the shit i've been thru, will never forget. But just so excited and looking forward to it. Soon it'll be SGT Jason instead of Mr trainee for like 10 months.

Other than all this stuff, had some bad news too. Well, i guessed it just life. Ups and downs here and there but yea, when theres a will, theres a way. I believe there is a solution to everything, its just how we see it. Lets how the solution to this problem can surface soon.

By the way, discover alot of nice songs and movies on my trip there which me being a inconsiderate member of the society that supports piracy going to download =D But the bad thing is my IPOD is spoiled and requires repair and songs seem to be unable to be uploaded to imeem. Ratz, i guess bad people have retribution yea?

alright, late in the nite, time to sleep. B ball tml with the boys. Sad thing is kh sprained his ankle today and is unable to comply with the mission. Lets hope he gets well soon so the mission to sungei budoh can be completed. CYA GUYS =)

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

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2008-08-28T22:18:00.001+08:00

Off in a few hours time... High high into the sky and away...

I'm gonna leave but i'll miss you....

Cya all in 3 weeks time =)

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2008-08-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

Bad movie ALERT! bad movie ALERT! 12 Lotus is not nice, do not watch it. =x Really, watch at your own risk. Never in my life have i condemned a movie but this movie is really abit over le. From start sad till the end, omg la. Besides that, i feel that it has some childhood taunting memories sort of thing instilled in it ( altho "xiao mu gua" is pretty =x ). Sad sad, spent money to feel sadder. omg.

Anyway, its been quite a week - a whole week of cleaning arms and slacking around. Well, not that i wanna complain but sometimes its abit wasteful of life to just do such things. Having been monster hunting all these days, abit crazy over it le. Tml finding wen zong to continue this craze b4 joining the TKD ppl at harbour front area to celebrate the august ppl's b days. Kinda belated but at least we get to meet up, so i guess its ok =D.

Going overseas for training soon, having some mixed emotions about it. Leaving the place i'm familiar with for 3 weeks and going overseas without my family with me for the first time of my life... I hope it'll turn up well.

Haiz, really saddened and disturb by the movie le. Going off to bed early. Nites.

Lotus aah poor lotus...

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2008-07-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

As promised, photos from the stayover... Lazy to put in captions =x

Yucks, who's that with 6 fingers? =x

The band... ^^

I can't help but to comment on this, ISN'T SHE CUTE ? LOL!!! =P

All Hail Lord Buddha! =D

May the shadows be with them, haha...

Thats all folks! =)

La façon que nous sommes . . .

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2008-07-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, Thx to all those that celebrated my birthday with me and those that wished me happy birthday( though my birthday is tomorrow, lol ). Really appreciated it and hope that i can celebrate my birthday with u guys every other year too. Also, wanna say Happy Belated Birthday to Kah Hwee too, whose birthday is 3 days b4 mine. Hope u like ur present, wan yan spent efforts for it ^^

Anyway, army life have been mundane as usual, Just that i passed my SOC and IPPT le so i would be getting my 3SGT pay soon! YAY, PAY RISE AT LAST ^^! Last week had been hectic as i have to book in on sat nite for sunday's guard duty and book out on sat morning for friday nite's guard duty. In addition to that, SOC almost everyday... Phew, lucky it has all ended smoothly.

Spent yesterday with 2 groups of frens. Morning went town with lilian and wanting hoping to catch "the dark knight" but too bad SOMEBODY overslept and the later timings for the show were all chopped up. =P So we went to Manhattan Market at PS for lunch instead. The place kinda copy Fish & Co just that the cups and wall and all are in red instead of blue. But the food was alright and the atmosphere was just nice. So we walk abit, went borders and then talk cock here and there b4 i left them at 5+ to find the bHood ppl. Just wanna say thanks alot for rememebering my b day and also to spend time out of ur precious A levels studying period to celebrate this day with me. I love the chocolates too =) Well anyway, i went to find the bHood ppl at Kovan where we dine in at New York New York for dinner b4 proceeding to mik's house nearby for an overnite stay. Played Bridge, "roulette shot", watched funny shows and talk cock abit. Took quite alot of dumb photos which i will post them up when i got them bah. Thanks to all of you for the effort in finding this unique present and this nice cake. Maybe we can meet up some other time and play this weird "roulette shot" again( dun let it go to waste =x ).

Ok then this morning dad went to pick me up at mik's house b4 we go to Vivo for a Gold Class " Red Cliff " movie. Chio man, lying down on the comfy seat and enjoying a meal while watching the show. Good experience but costly, cannot go too often =x The show's nice with my favourite character in Romance of the 3 kingdoms in it - Zhao Yun. ^^ Looking forward to the next part of the movie which may be coming out soon bah, i hope?

Hmm, i'm feeling kinda tired now le after many sleepless nites. Time for me to go for a rest b4 tonite's book-in and a whole week of shit all over again. Cya all! Take care =)

When its not alright, when its not ok...

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2008-06-29T18:34:00.005+08:00

Many many many things have happened since the last update but of course as a lazy ass, i'm not really gonna post everything =). Anyway, continuing the "countdown", 22 - 6 = 16 more weeks =(

Ok, watched "Wanted" yesterday at the cathay with kh, mik& grant. Nice movie, pretty girls( angelina jolie =x ) but unrealistic world(their bullets curl and they can shoot from few km away). But overall, the storyline is nice and keeps us confused as lies are everywhere. "they are just decoys" =) Then met up with the rest of the ppl to go to Aijisen at PS for dinner to celebrate mik 's and grant's birthday. Wanted to go overnite "bridging" at fel's hse de but in the end didn cause i have smth on today, but anyway arranged a stayover on 19th july. Hope no guard duty or whatsoever on that day.

Well, kah hwee mentioned smth very interesting yesterday, smth that is applicable to everyone. Lets say ur life is divided into 5 different sections and lets say we depict them as 5 empty glasses. The time and efforts u have are depicted as limited water that u have, how are u gonna divid them into each of this glasses. 5 glasses - frenship, relationship, family, career/ studies & yourself. How filled is each of your glasses? Is there any leakage in any of them? Are any of them overflowing? Food for thought yea? For me, i realised that the life i'm leading now only involve 3 glasses, sad. And some of the glasses have big leakages in them. Well so as a normal person, u will try to mend the leakage and also wipe off the spillage on the table. But the funny thing is, i'm not wiping off all the spillage and mending all the leakage =) Its ok if u guys dun understand, i do =P

Things kinda changed these few days and i've come to some senses( if u wanna put it that way). Dunno why but things dun really have that much impact on me as they do in the past. Maybe its the fading memories or maybe the maturity of thought or maybe the loss of importance. But whatever it is, i've made efforts to change things and i hope it turn out for the better which i think it will.

And oh ya, went to new york new york at CCK with mum and sisters last week. Not too bad, here are some pics. =)

4 talented tyrants =P

2 retards

Make it 3

Food for thought . . .

I'm better off on my own...

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2008-06-07T23:27:00.004+08:00

3 Weeks have passed and there is still like 1, 2 ...3? NO! 18 WEEKS! Tsk tsk, 18 more weeks of stupid trainee life. haiz, what to do? like what they say, " lan lan suck thumb *sucking thumb*", LOL. =)

Okok, actually life is not that bad. It depends on how actually i look at it. Just by comparing it to the past, its already getting better. I get to have routine orders at around 8 in the nite which leaves me like 2 hours of admin time almost every nite? Whats more, morning area cleaning session can now officially be sleeping session =x More freedom to do our things le and ya things are quite mundane now( good enuff le, at least not turning any worse for me as usual).

The BMT boys are finally graduating! Lets give a round of applause for the ttttrrrraaaaiiiinnnnneeedddd SOLDIERS! haha, thats the way they say it. Give it up for private kah hwee & private nigel! The two botaks that are graduating from BMT tekong =) Shiok for them la, 2 weeks of bloc leave now after their hard work in tekong, well deserved rest i think.

Anyway, i discovered eugene's blog just now. Erm this eugene guy is not the eugene that many of my other frens know, he is my fren in bravo. Well, this guy is special to me. Simple reason, i see myself in him. =) He is one guy who i feel can understand how i usually feel, who does the exact same things that i do but the one thing that he is different from me is that he is still dwelling in it. Well, if u wanna say in his case he is worse then so be it but as the saying goes "人总该学会复员的能力". Get well soon eugene, i hope?

Tonite is actually a weird nite. I gave up finding private servers to play and try out 4th job skills ( maple story) which i've been doing for the last weekend and also have this reluctance to play dota and do anything at all. All i feel like doing was just lying down in my room, on my bed with the air-con on and do nothing else but staring into the TV and procrastinate. haha, weird nite i have. Nope, tonite was different, not emo not nth. Just feel like doing so, probably because i haven experience such feelings for very long le and it won't be long till i won't experience it( booking in tml nite and won't be coming back till sat). All my life i've been rushing to get more things done in a shorter time, trying to be better( no real definition of it) but lately i realised that we should actually just be contented with what we have.

Army life have been boring, but good enuff. I have the time to set my mind on many other things. Well, one thing for sure is that i've done up my future life in my mind le. At least more secured by the fact that i actually do know what i would wanna be in the future, altho not enforcing on it now but yea, its good to have hopes.

Ok, enuff said. I feel like going back to my room le. Hope all my frens are doing fine and wish them all the best in whatever they do.

P.S.: ty, take care. 人改变不了改变不了的事情, cheer up :D!

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2008-05-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

5 days of Bloc Leave coming to an end. Did quite abit of things - watch meng's last career match against HCI, played numerous matches of DOTA, played monster hunter freedom 2, went back PJC, going to watch Indiana jones, Went swimming & gymming, went sam's as usual and spent quite abit of family time. But all these could only be memories now and monday, i needa go back to reality le. haiz.

Anyway, i feel that my phone is spoilt. Tired to elaborate and blog about it. Enjoy the june holidays bah kids and enjoy the weekends botak. As for me, i shall go cherish every single moment of my last few minutes out here.

CYa

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2008-05-11T12:16:00.004+08:00

Some interesting pics taken from yumin's blog. New insights to life!

Sweet isn't it? but sad at the same time too... haiz...

This happens to many ppl, its the only chance u get to know who are the true frens and who aren't.

Saddening.

This happens to all of us, everyday.

I think some ppl feel this way and its irritating when they dun understand why. hahaha

Ok got alot more but i'm just lazy to put it here. =x

ANyway, first things first. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE! Enjoy your once in a year day. =D So as a "filial" son(self-proclaimed =x ), we bought gifts for mum and decide to spend the whole of today with her!!! Well what beats spending time with ur loved ones, awww.... LOL. ok ok

Then yesterday went to meet botak grant for lunch at CWP before going to VIVO to find section 3 ppl for our first outing? lol, 7th week and we have our first outing, but better than none la. not bad, quite enjoyable.

Still trying to arrange time to meet up with some long-time-no-see frens, hope they're free and i'm free too.

Ok, duwanna talk too much crap. Cya guys. Take care.

If only we could fly....

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2008-05-10T10:29:00.002+08:00

1 MORE WEEK TILL END OF BSLC!!! But there is still a possibility of 13 weeks in Bravo coy for ASLC, so whats the diff. =(

Anyway, its been a hectic week. 4 days outfield in tekong feeding mosquitoes and walking and walking and running and running. Sleepless nites again not because i can't sleep but because i had sentry duties to do. But anyway, its over already so at least its better now. By the way, for ppl that haven went outfield b4, u all shld really trying enjoying a bowl of hot maggi mee after few days of combat ration. It taste extremely nice, tears dropping man. LOL! =x

Received letter from NTU le, say i got into chem engineering. sian, that was my course that i wanted to go to in NUS. For NTU i prefer business and accountancy but TOO BAD lor. Haiz, still waiting for NUS's reply, if there is any?

Time to go for dental appointment le. cya all.

2008-05-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

Wasted a whole long holiday.

I'm lost, someone guide me...

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

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2008-04-20T10:34:00.002+08:00

Sleepless nites ( due to the lack of time), insect bites all over my body ( due to being out field for 4 days out of 5 this week) and bruises all over( due to leopard crawling all over and only able to high kneel instead of sitting for rest). Well, that basically summarises outfield trip in BRAVO. Oh ya, did i mention the fact that it rained almost every day? =) But above all, it was a great experience. Not saying i would love it but it is smth we shld really experience it.(once in a lifetime is enough le, no need more. Altho i still have 3 more to go -_________-" )

Bought an Ipod Classic 160GB yesterday ---> one big hole in my pocket le. Didn know it could be so pain man, all my other stuff that cost few hundreds are often sponsored by my parents =x But since i bought it le, there shldn't be any thinking back about how "painful" it was but on the other hand, i shld enjoy it =) Still dun really get the functions well like how to add photos and videos. And besides its irritating cause videos need to be in MPEG4 format before it can be synchronised into Ipod. troublesome sia.

Kah hwee just sms-ed me telling me he lost his rifle sling, haha. Actually rifle sling is kinda a small thing but since they are recruits in tekong and rifle sling is smth the SAF provides, his sergeants are sure to make a big fuss about it and give him some extras. haha, but at least now he will be more mindful of his stuff. A small loss to prevent a big one (eg. rifle, bayonet, controlled eq.), worth =D. Grant booking in yesterday due to the fact that his coy has matador live firing today so last nite was no sam-ing or whatsoever ---> lack of manpower =x Going for forbidden kingdom before dinner with granto later.

This week is gonna be long for me since i won't be booking out for the weekend cause my coy will be having some live firing too this weekend, ratz. But look on the bright side man, i will be enjoying an enjoyable wed to sunday holiday next week ^^. Ok, its time to go prepare insect repellents before i return with 40 bites on both my palms again =x

Cya dudes.

You can do it Zack . . .
Yea, i'm on fire now!

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2008-04-13T00:24:00.005+08:00

After a whole week of ups and downs, i'm finally back to home sweet home again. First it was tuesday when Staff Seah told us we were confined due to the negligence of our platoon to take care of our weapon, then followed the cancelling of SOC to the changing of it becoming to be postpone instead of cancel. If that wasn't enuff, we were told again on friday that we will be confine till 3 p.m. in the afternoon for today as we reported late for the practice of warcry which later turn out to be if we did well for today's warcry we wouldn't be confined. Last but not least altho not being confined, we still only manage to leave camp at 2.30 which is half an hour earlier than if we were confine. Bottomline is that life is full of uncertainties, live with it =)

Anyway, this very very sad thing happened to one of my company trainee this week or shld i say since last week. Erm, there was this trainee from platoon 1 i think by the name of titus who's father happened to meet up with an accident. So he was send to hospital for emergency rescue when the verdict came out to be that his father was brain dead. What aggrevates this more was that the father was the sole bread winner of the family with his 4 other siblings still studying and his mother as a housewife. I seriously feel very sad for him as life being in SISPEC Bravo is already very stressful and in addition to this stressful period in his life, he must endure the pain of losing an utmost loved one. Then another thing if u guys didn't realise here is that he and his family members need to make a very tough decision of whether to terminate his father's life support system or not as brain dead is not dead yet but as good as dead. So this tough decision was made few days ago when various tests have shown that his father is not responding at all, and so sadly... his life support system was terminated. Well... i know i'm not in a position to say anything or to say that i can understand how he feels but i seriously felt very very sad when i heard this news. I just hope he can carry on well with his life and make his father proud. I bet he is watching over him up there somewhere and he wouldn't want his son to be sad over his moving on of life. Cheer up and work hard Titus =)

Hmm, so after few weeks of not watching any movies, i'm back to movie craze again i guess. Still awaiting the release of forbidden kingdom which is on 18th april. So just went to watch a random movie called "definitely, maybe". that show was.... wow... haha... i am speechless. How do i put it, it is touching and... nice... I teared abit at the last part due to some reasons... but it was really nice. Just nice. Go and watch it if u guys have the time, money well spent. But plz do not be like me, lol. 4 guys going for a romantic comedy in a cinema full of couples. LOL, we are not gays. =x

This whole week is a thinking week, random thoughts every now and then. But i keep forgetting about them after sometime, i wonder if it is the reluctance of myself to remember them or is it my memory failing me but... oh well.

Oh ya, kah hwee went in to quebac coy and nigel went into jaguar coy. I hope they are adapting well to it altho nigel just sms-ed me yesterday telling me he missed the outside life. Its kinda crazy because the real training hasn't started and he has only been admitted 1 day =x But anyway, they'll do fine... i know it, i just do =D

I dunno why but i just like to blog every once in a while. Its just my medium of expressing myself which i can't really do it to ppl now. I dunno how to explain it but yea... my very own medium which will not have no time for me i guess... Kinda random.

Ok, nth much to say le. Just hope everyone is doing fine and getting on well with their lives... stay healthy and happy. Reflections of the week: Cherish whatever u have while they last. oh and ya, imeem.com is kinda spoiled and cranky now so i can't really change blogsong. ratz. Cya.

He kept the book because it was the only thing he had left with her,
I kept the letter because it was the only thing i had left with you...

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2008-04-06T16:42:00.004+08:00

Time just fly super fast when u are enjoying yourself, its already 4.45pm and i'm gonna book in at 9.30pm... sian la...

2nd week of SISPEC BRAVO life and the training is already getting quite tough. As what our OC says, the training will only get progressively tougher as the weeks pass, i guess there is still alot to endure if i wanna graduate from BSLC. And in addition, I'M IN THE MOST XIONG COMPANY IN SISPEC! Beat that man, haiz. From one of the slackiest in BMTC to the toughest in SISPEC, big leap. i'll live thru it! tgt with grant and wz, we are going to be GUARDS! Ready to Strike!!! =)

But as the saying goes, when the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping =P So yesterday the band of army botaks and nigel, kh, ty, hs, sy & meng went to celebrate meng's b day. Ate at timah market before going back to sam's. Enjoyed the company with these ppl, always. Kh and nigel going for BMT at tekong soon too so we kinda chat abit bout it. 2 more botaks joining the band of army botaks soon. yay, next time more ppl to 'cherish' the weekends tgt. And btw just to let u all know, all the NSF really cherish their weekends cause its all hard earned. If u really wanna know, for me i strive to pass my IPPT, TSR(training safety regulation) test, learn 4 weapons in a day, all demolition in another without falling asleep in any lectures just to be able to not stay back for collective training( means stay back saturday). so much just for a day of freedom out in the civilian world, can any non-NSF understand this? So if one army boy spends his time with u, it kinda shows the importance u ppl are to him.

Enuff of the army stuff le, lets enjoy some civilian stuff b4 i book in. Have been hooked on to a nice game - FF7 Crisis Core( PSP ). This game really tested the PSP graphics sia. SUPER NICE! The gameplay is quite unique too, very different from the rest of the final fantasy games. Those with PSP are highly recommended to try it. And sidetrack abit, I'M JEALOUS OF ZACK AND CLOUD IN THE STORY! Zack has like 2 girls kinda in love deeply with him la - Cissnei & Aerith, while Cloud has his sweetheart Tifa to secretly admire him. zzz @!^#%^&$%%!@$%^@ so good, if only such girls existed for me =x k la k la, i come back to reality k?

Hmm, next week is another tough week le and a saturday book out week so its gonna be quite sian bah. Just hope i can survive thru it happily, not being too depressed. I'm gonna miss kh for around 2 weeks bah - he is gonna stay in for confinement in BMTC. Hope things are fine for him both here and there. As a strong individual, i'm sure he will be able to pass out from BMTC soon with a breeze and then we can all go to the same units and have fun in army tgt. With Pride We Lead - SISPEC =D

Cya!

I have u to be with, everything will be easy...

Cissnei is hard-to-get
Aerith is sweet and innocent
Tifa is full of life

If all 3 combine into 1... WOOTS =)

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2008-03-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Back from Pasir Laba camp le, shiok! friday book out =) First week of SISPEC training, i think they went easy on us... haha...

Anyway, the training until now was ok, abit slack. Just abit of running and pull-ups as usual. But this week kinda boring cause we had lectures almost everyday, alot of stuff to learn. Btw, luckily for me, i was posted to the same bunk as snorlax mohammad bakut tay wen zong ex-v.p. of pjc dota club. But the sian thing is grant was once again different company from us and all alone in another company, sad for him. haiz...

Booking in on sunday nite, long weekend =) Tml b ball with kh, grant, zong, ty, nigel then maybe go sam's for elder's scrolling... sunday afternoon meeting some other frens and yea... thats about it. back to camp again =( lol. Guess thats life for next 1+year bah. Looking forward to uni life...

And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do...

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2008-03-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

Everything ready and all set, 2 big bags with me going to SISPEC. haiz, abit of mixed feelings now. Maybe its because i've adapted back to the civilian life and not used to going back to army life. But then again, the faces around this time are different, no more Leopard Platoon 4 but SISPEC dunno what company dunno what platoon. =( Luckily for me, grant and wen zong got to SISPEC too so there is at least some form of company. Hope we end up in the same company and platoon, and better still, same section =)

Waking up early tml to set off to Pasir Laba camp, dunno where that is but heard that it is somewhere in TUAS. Near SAFTI(OCS camp) which is beside discovery centre. First day is always some "exciting" experience. Sure hope that tml can be "fine", will be contented already if my superiors are nice ppl. Plz do not let it be a ninja-rish experience =x

Celebrated Ty's b day yesterday at sam's with kh, grant, meng, nigel, sam, zong and not forgetting, TY himself =) We bought him a "beautiful" cake, i'm sure ty agrees very much with us. LOL! Watched a DVD that we bought from BPP and played bridge concurrently with Elder's scrolls. Knocked off at god knows what time and woke up at 10 in the morning b4 returning back home. Then slack abit pack abit and then we proceed with our "last match b4 hell" as snorlax zong claims.

Not sure how it goes but i do hope that there is no confinement for the adjustment week like BMT and that we can be out next weekend. But no matter what, the army life has just started for me and i just hope it can carry on as peaceful as it can be.

And ya, before i forget. Lay teng, felicia, sock hong, kah hwee and tuan yeow are back from Thailand trip. Heard they bought quite abit of things and that 300-400 SGD down there is not enuff( from ty), well so if u guys are going again, bring more =x Some stuff happened there i heard too, just hope they are resolved now. too much of contact breeds disharmony, just try to understand each other more bah.

Cya all, good day.

Days feel so boring and mind feels so empty,
I wonder when will this feeling fade away...

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2008-03-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

From the Land and Sea,
We will strike our enemies.
They have called us the Queen of the Battlefield...
We are brothers in arms,
We are brothers proud to be.
We are the first, the one and only Infantry...

School of Infantry Storeman... Sad...

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2008-03-19T21:58:00.001+08:00

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Just emo... let me emo thru the night...

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2008-03-13T13:38:00.004+08:00

After 2 months plus of life at BMTC Tekong, i finally graduated to be a PRIVATE! =) Had POP on tuesday, shiok ah...

Already part of me...

3 days in the rain but it all paid off when we had our passing out parade. So now here i am slacking in my 2 weeks of holidays before i get posted to a new unit. FOr now, i'm enjoying life as it is ^^ Going to Thailand( yet again) with my family for ---> 5!!! <--- days... -_____________-" i need my PSP and IPOD to keep me alive man, but whatever la. Half the block leave gone then but after i come back, i'll be going out everyday =D.

Celebrated POP and sis's bday at Jumbo Seafood at ECP on tuesday nite, its been long since i had shark's fin, how to describe the feeling? hard to explain... =) Then at nite begins our midnite programme. Went to timah lan with PRIVATE SNORLAX ZONG, ty and kh until 5 in the morning before going back home for a rest and then to find Ah ting jie to clean my face( Facial, i'm narcissistic! ). Then went to sam's for some junk food and gathering with the PRIVATES and the Recruit-to-be's. Had quite abit of fun and laughter. Its always nice and happy to be with this bunch of retards, too bad Ah Fu is gone =(

Then this morning went gyming with Mengs. He is a sicko =x Imagine squad benders with extra 100kg on ur shoulders - thats mad! i'm only around 60kg... but what to say leh, he is national b baller so i think thats part of what he does bah. Packing my clothes now, going off at 4 plus...

Till the day i return, plz enjoy urselves fellow PRIVATES and take good care of urselves frens. Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS, JIA LING AND MICHELLE MINNIE MOUSE!!! =D

I love you the way you are and that will never change...

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